['I am ashamed of myself for being lazy and not going to the gym, I am not sure why I struggle with it']
Same.. for me its because i work so much, and being a parent is so draining for me... i bought a new machine tho im going to start working out on friday. Try to find out whats causing it for you, and take 1 step to fix it you got this!
I am ashamed of myself for being lazy and not going to the gym, I am not sure why I struggle with it