["I don't really have much direction in my life right now, I'm just trying to keep my head above water because I don't really have any other option."]
Oh no that is terrible. Is there anyone near you that could be of help? Maybe a family member or someone that can lend a hand or ear? I'm so sorry to hear this.
I'm not really sure what I'm supposed to be doing with my life right now, but I'm trying to at least get back home.