['My friend got a scholarship last year that he was barely able to get, it was quite a large amount of money.', 'Nice. What scholarship?', 'It was the national merit, I felt bad because i felt jealous before i felt happy for him.']
That's natural. Just don't tell him lol. You'll be alright buddy.
When my friend got a scholarship that I didnt I felt jealous but i felt bad that I was jealous and not as happy for him