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September 8, 2012
I've been on Facebook a lot lately. heh. Very unlike me, then again I'm hyped so this is how I am when I'm hyped. I message everyone. One good thing happened while I was on Facebook, the other not so good.
I'll talk about the latter first. So a friend of mine from high school is about to get married. We haven't talked in nearly two years, beside occasional Facebook hellos. I'm really happy for him and his fiance. The girl is so cute! And they look soooo happy together. He's also a musician and we both went to the same college for sound engineering/music production, only he started two years after I did. In fact, he started the program because of me (mainly because I told him he'd like it).
Anyway, this guy and I started flirting for a while back in '06-'08 and even '09. I didn't even realize I'd been flirting until MUCH later. One time, when I was hanging out in his apartment playing his synths, he wanted to have sex with me but I rejected him, not because I didn't want to. God, I really wanted to. He has the prettiest big blue eyes, curled eyelashes, curly hair, glasses and thick lips. He sometimes wore a goatee. I just felt it was IMPOSSIBLE for anyone to be attracted to me. I somehow thought it was a sick joke of his. I don't feel as shy now as I was then, but I still am very insecure.
For me, it's as if it's impossible for anyone to find me attractive–so tiny, so angry and in a wheelchair, nah. Maybe that's why I reach out so much for approval of men? Yet, no matter how much approval I get, I seem to want more. And when I get more, I still feel the void.
I really liked M. back then. We went to local shows together (most of which he performed in), he bought me drinks and dinner, he'd visit me at my parents house, bringing his entire synthesizer collection with him etc.. I realize now, he must've been really into me. At his shows, I used to get so jealous when he made out with this one bass player–a really short, cute gothic chick (she was drunk as hell though though, an even bigger drunk than me).
I kicked myself in the ass for sabotaging any kind of "romantic" relationship I could have had with him. I began to idolize him. He is quite possibly the most gorgeous guy I've been "involved with" more or less, but it wasn't that. And oh god his heavenly hands! Long fingers, long strong hands–long pianist hands.
We clicked. He's intelligent and funny, a bit geeky and really sweet. We are musicians, so we had that in common too. And though he's a little on the "crazy" side, he wasn't "mental" (as in he didn't seem to have a severe mental disorder like most other guys I'd be involved with) and the best part, he wasn't addicted to anything hardcore. Funy enough, he now works as an instructor in the same performing arts center we did the audio engineering program in.
Why did I reject him then? Why did I find it impossible to believe that he "liked" me? Why did I not care enough about myself to believe anyone could like me? I did the same damn thing with Jaque Cousteau, only Jaque was an insecure, immature punk (literraly, he had a mohawk when I met him). Ughhh. He was also a musician, the Cousteau guy. It's just.. It's just that seeing M's pictures with his fiance on FB yesterday brought back some of those feelings. I guess I'm jealous. I don't know. I know comparing myself to peers from the past (and present) isn't good for my mental health.
It will pass.
Oh right, what's the good news? The good news is I'm in this Facebook group for women with OI–"OI Chicks Are Hot". OI is Osteogenesis Imperfecta aka Brittle Bone disease.
The group consists of all these "hot" OI chicks talking about… anything. It's a private group, so I don't care if you try to find it. Anyway, I think I still have that deep seeded insecurity about myself, BUT I'm more aware of how to control it now–or how to restructure my cognition–and hopefully I'll learn to stop sabotaging myself so much. I still don't trust any man, anyone for that matter (including myself) but I'm slowly learning to be more open. I hope. And groups like these are definitely a good thing for building up that self love.
In the group, I found some pretty amazing women. Here's one of them (and yes, I think she's hella hot):
Nadia Roberts interview in a contest to win a wheelchair <—- Click it, damn you!
She's also been through a lot, much like I have.
Here's an excerpt from the interview:
I began life in St. Petersburg, Russia and was born with Osteogenisis Imperfecta, (OI). I was bounced around hospitals and orphanages for the first 9 years of my life, and eventually given up for adoption was a challenging way to start life, including several surgeries under severe conditions such as no anesthesia…
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Borderline Girl Song Week Nine: Janis Joplin "Summertime"
September 8, 2012
Janis had a voice in tune with the angels and demons. Her Pretty Little Demons must have been beyond pretty, gorgeous even, much like mine. And I'm not saying I'm gorgeous here; it's just my demons are.
So, today's song is "Summertime". The mood in this song is so melancholy and yet the lyrics have a mixed tinge of humor and sadness, of sarcasm and anger, of positive and negative thougths battling between this girl from a rich dad and gorgeous mom. A girl who will someday fly. I love that thought as trite as it may seem. Will she fly as an angel in death? Or will she do great things in her life? It's up in the air.
It's like the essence of the song describes my childhood, my youth.
I know all about having a gorgeous mom, about melancholy and being mixed up with ambivalence, confusion and ambiguity. But my dad on the other hand lost his business in Colombia when he decided to move to the States for me. He sacrificed everything he'd worked up for until that point. I always felt so guilty about it. Ironically though, the guy who took over his photography studio after we left was shot while some hoodlums broke in to steal anything they could. Colombia was in deep political unrest at the time.
Well, it's summer and summertime living is easy for us southern girls. ha! Somer time is 'a leavin'.
Summertime for me has often been a time of remission from the "mentals" (usually, not always); the only brief remissions I recall. And this summer seems to be no different, despite the burdensome circumstances. I have been getting relatively "better" since July.
I also recall many melancholy summers in my childhood. I was a melancholy child even before the suicidals hit. Oh I do. Child melancholy. Adolescent melancholy. Adult melancholy. It just gets worse. It's just another bucket filling in the well.
Oh summertime though. Weren't childhood summers the best? If I recall clearly, even my childhood melancholy summers where better than my remission adolescent and adult summers.
Summertime is 'a here y'all. Don't you cry girl. Don't you cry. Remember you're the "mean challenger," the "brave girl" who never cries.
Yet I'm crying now.
Oh I have so many stories about what this song means to me. So here's just one of the many….
Once Upon a Summertime
I became extremely close to a dirty-blond haired girl way back in 2003-2004. She had big eyes like mine, only hers were green–mine are brown. And she had gorgeous big, pursed lips. It got to a point where I had an intense crush on her. I'm still not sure why.
Back then, I was involved in this organization called the International Order of the Rainbow for Girls and used to joke that they were a cult of lesbians–I wish they were because at least then I wouldn't have to wear white dresses and do stupid rituals for Jesus. No offense to Jesus. I'm sure he was a cool dude. I'd have kicked it with him, but I doubt he enjoys all that adoration.
This organization was VERY religious and very strict. I caught hell for wearing a brow and nose ring. Anyway, that's were I met this wonderful girl. The day I met her, we laughed at the rituals and the white dresses.
Don't get scared; they didn't harm me. Well, they did once when we went to Corpus Cristi but that's another post altogether. This Rainbow for Girls thing was more like a cult of Mason's Christian daughters who claimed to do charity work (the reason I'd joined was because I wanted to do charity work), but instead of doing charity, they only bickered. Anyway, me and this girl (I'll call her Emma) connected because we both felt out-of-place there. We were both outsiders.
Emma was a wild one, a free-thinker like me. We had one of those intense connections that immediately sparked! And one summer, we had a road trip with the other Rainbow Girls, the not-so-free-thinker-ones. In the car, Emma and I jammed to Joplin. Me and her, her and me. We laughed a lot that girl Emma and I.
This girl, Emma, knew ALL ABOUT Janis Joplin. I mean, if you know anything about Janis Joplin, you know that she was from Texas. You'd know she was born in January 19, 1943 and began writing plays in the first grade (oh how I've always had a thing for most Aquarians I've met). You'd also know that she went to Lamar State College for a stretch between gigs before becoming famous. And since you'd know she grew up in Texas and that Lamar State College is where she went for a while; you'd know Lamar State College is also in Port Arthur, Texas, not too far from Houston where I grew up.
Yep, you'd know, you'd know how inadequate she must'a felt there. You'd know that in high school, she'd earned the name "pig" for being pudgy and "nigger lover" for her "tolerance" and love of blacks and her hate of racism–which she witnessed a lot of in Port Arthur and at Lamar, I'm sure. You'd know that that's why she often left to live with her aunt in Venice Beach, California.
Surely, you'd know this, but even so, you wouldn't know all the things this girl Emma knew. Emma and I felt her PAIN. This girl was a DEDICATED Joplin fan–must be still. I became a hardcore dedicated fan thanks to Emma.
A year after that summer, in the spring of 2004, I went on a road trip to the northwestern plains of Texas with Emma. Just us two. We went to visit her then-fiancé in prison. She and I had a thing for bad boys, only she'd slept with many and I hadn't… yet. She was only a year older than me but had been engaged more than once. I hadn't even had sex or a boyfriend.
I remember getting so upset when I was in that line of booths where you talk to the prisoners through a connected phone behind the windows. I got upset because the people next to us was a family of five–a mom and her three little kids. The dad was a prison inmate. The oldest child was about ten. They were all visiting their daddy, and to me it was so sad. I just sat and watched the man talk to his kids behind the glass while Emma talked to her fiance. And I wondered if it were better for those kids to visit that man, their father, or not. I was so depressed then. I remember wheeling myself to the restroom past these gates where men in solitary confinement stayed. And I just sat on the stall and cried and cried. When I got back, I sat there just looking at them but trying not to look too hard. I always felt things like that, intensely.
Springs have never been good to me, but sumertime is a little different.
On our way back from the prison–oh those lovely Texas prisons and there are loads of them– we stopped at this old ma-and-pa shop looking for a place to eat spaghetti. Emma got herself a Southern Comfort plaque, and we planned to see if we could sneak our way into buying some Southern Comfort whisky back in Houston.
Janis had been a "troubled girl" like Janis and I, so she drank a lot of that Southern Comfort whiskey (we ended up not getting the whisky after all).
She was my "date" at my senior prom. She wore a tucks with high heels and I wore a beautiful black and green dress. I didn't enjoy myself. I only cried after it was over.Then Emma told me that she was planning on going to Lamar State College. She never did. She went somewhere else. She also told me she had BP (bipolar disorder), but back then I hadn't had my monumental mental breakdown, so I hadn't been diagnosed or sent to any psychiatric clinic. I was still struggling in silence. So I felt awkward telling her about how much I empathized. I did tell her I empathized but not REALLY EMPATHIZED like I did on the inside. I guess I paid no mind because I was trying to put "mind over matter" like a good Christian Scientist would. I still suspected BP or something similar in myself.
What do you think happened between me and dear Emma?
Very borderline is what happened.
Our intense friendship broke–just as intense of a rupture as its union. We dissipated from each other as quickly as we had bonded. I see our little summer escapades as a chemical reaction between atoms, forming new molecules, new bonds–that became our friendship. Then, the borderline in me and the bipolar in her was the catalyst.
Then again, I could over analyze it like I tend to. Or oversimplify it. Of course, life is just like that. Some people drift in and out of our lives. But for me, it's everyone I've been close to. Maybe that's just how life is for some of us.
In 2006, Emma and I rekindled our friendship online. And for a brief moment, all was well between us again. Then one day, she let me down. She asked me out to a Greek festival and the day of the festival she didn't return my calls. I instantly went from loving her to hating her guts! I wanted to tear at my skin and pull all of my hair out.
"How could she do this to me?" I thought. "Why wouldn't she at least call back and say she was sorry, that she wasn't going, or that she couldn't pick me up because something held her up?" When I emailed her about it, she didn't reply. "What did I do? She obviously hates me. No one will ever like me."
I insulted her in another email and cut her off completely though I missed her terribly. Now was that just life or some of the "borderline" in me?
Soon summertime will become "autumn time" in this part of the world. Molecules come together; molecules break apart. Warmth becomes cool.
addendum: Monkey Man L. had a vinyl record of hers I really wanted. mmmhmmm. I would have wanted it as a memento. I think his sis too it. Well, she deserved it.
An Old Sketch
August 23, 2012
I've been filling out the applications for immigration (USCIS)– well, as much as I can get done on my own–before I see the lawyer at the university next week.
Last night, my dad gave me a folder of some of my old elementary and high school grades/teacher reports since I'll need proof of records that I studied in the U.S. for many years. It's required for the DACA (Deferred Action For Childhood Arrivals) application which would give me a work permit. No legal residence, just a work permit (aka SSI#) valid for only two years. So much for citizenship. Twenty-two years in this country and I'll only have a work permit to show for. Ain't that a motha–?
Well, somethin's better than nothin'.
There were some funny comments from old teachers. How I had potential and needed to apply myself more.
"P has potential. She does good work when she applies herself!" and "P is receiving an hour tutoring from —-" and "P, remember to finish your homework!" and "P has improved this quarter. She is in ESL Level II [that's English as a second language]" and "P does really well when she's able to concentrate" and "P, keep reading every night! Good job [smiley sticker]" are just a few of teacher's notes from third grade.
What's funny is my dad kept them but he never really read them due to his limited understanding of English at the time. I'm guessing he saw the smiley stickers and thought, "Ok, she's good". I could've easily sneaked by with failing grades in high school because my parents never knew when progress reports came out. Good thing I was a damn good student, despite the depression. I could see when I was depressed because my straight As would fall to all As, two or three Bs and an F. Id go from being on the honor roll to being in academic probation. Every time.
This got me to snooping around some of my old notebooks I have hidden in my room. ha. And I found this from when I was 16 years old.
God, that was a depressing year.
On the page next to it, I have a sort of poem. It says:
written when high…
These are my snow-covered dreams.
I'd take back all that shit I said to make you feel like that.
I'd give it all to have the thought of me in you again.
These are my snow covered tears.
I try… but I fall apart…
Thwarted tattered imbecile.
I don't think I was in a very coherent state of mind then, obviously.
Note: I think, if I remember correctly, this was written the first time I tried weed. (It would be a while until I'd try it again.) I was out in the backyard all by my lonesome self, freezing my little ass off. I lit a match and accidentally burned a few eyelashes since the wind was howling. When I drove the wheelchair back inside, I ate a whole bag of pretzels and wrote that "poem" and then crashed. I also used to have an eyebrow piercing at the time. I guess that's what that is on the sketch's eyebrow.
It's finally here! My first Canvas post. Please forgive any messy mistakes. I've been somewhat absent from the bloggie world this last week and a half. My laptop is still broken and a lot has been going on (when doesn't a lot go on?)
Anyway, the immigration papers/forms came out for deferred action, so I've been looking through those. Let me tell you, it's a pain in the ass and I can't see the lawyers until the week after next. But at least my frantic, maddening anxiety has gone down a notch. I've been swimming every day now instead of every other day. And between that, playing my ukulele, cuddling with little Luna and taking the bus to therapy, I've had little time to catch up on reading. 😦
Also, I went out Saturday despite my bro flaking out on me two nights in a row. And for someone with BPD (read: someone with intense fear of abandonment), I think I managed well by writing this post and accepting a ride from Mansie. He did call to apologize yesterday. 🙂
Anyway, without further adieu, here it is!
August 3, 2012
I messaged A.F., Monkey Man's step-sister, on Facebook yesterday. We'd been having a nice little chat back and forth. And I thought of what my new therapist Brunet Young said–about preparing to call Monkey Man's step-mom who hadn't called me back like she'd promised.
Well, I went ahead and asked A.F. on the last email if she'd heard anything about the toxicology reports. This was her reply:
Evidently cocaine and codeine don't mix. Drugs are bad mmmkay? I guess he woulda stuck around longer if he wouldn't of been so hard on his beautiful little body. Damnit.
I need a hug and kiss, thank you!
Well, I got the answer I wanted. Damn it Monkey Man, I thought you'd quit that shit! Liar!
Ooooh, ok. ok. ok. Today is one of my swim days.
Ooooh there goes the trembling and the tears.
I need a nap.
Borderline Girl Song Week 7: New Order "Blue Monday"
July 19, 2012
The Abused Becomes the Abuser
I'll never forget the time he pushed me so hard I fell out of my chair. His palms hit my chest like a grenade going off.
I fell straight back.
It's a good thing I was near the ground already. That's the thing about having OI, you can break a rib by simply sneezing, but sometimes you fall out of your wheelchair and you're perfectly fine like a non-disabled kid might be. Though most times it's the former and not the later that happens.
I lied there in confusion. He actually hit back this time? He actually hit me?!
After the shock wore off, I sat up from the carpet, trembling. He knew never to lay a hand on me–or rather to be exceptionally careful– because if our parents got home and found out he'd hurt me, he'd be in trouble. He broke my arms and legs on several occasions but always on accident. This was the first time he'd put physical force to my provocation. It must have been difficult to play and deal with your little Tasmanian-devil sister who has a brittle bones condition and a serious anger management problem.
"Aaaaaah! Motherfucker! You could have broken my bones! And my back! You could've snapped my back!" I yelled. I was still trembling.
"Well, how do you expect me to act when you're so fuckin' mean all the time?! HUH?! Always hitting and scratching me, yelling and cursing at me and throwing shit at me! HOW SHOULD I FEEL!? How do you think I feel?! You need to calm down! You treat me… I'm just… sick of it. You treat me like shit, so how do you expect ME to feel and react?"
I listened to his lecture with burrowed brows, pursed lips, flaring nostrils and a lowered head. My heart beat faster and faster with every word and I just wanted to attack. But I listened to him go on about how I'd end up an old, lonely, bitter woman if I went on like that (yes, he was saying this to a thirteen-year-old Negative P). I listened to him go on about how he was sick of my abuse and how I needed to change. On and on he went. As his voice droned over me, I began to stare down with a passive, stark look as if it didn't faze me. As if I didn't care.
"Are you done?" I looked up.
"No I'm not done!"
"Well, why don't you just hit me then you fucker, push me again and you'll see! You're not my dad! And you're not my mom! You're shit!"
"See what? What the fuck P? What's your problem? Man, I ain't doing shit to you! I'm only trying to make you see clearly! And you're not even listening! I'm trying to teach you something so you can learn not to act like this."
There was a painful silence as we both stared at each other in the hallway.
"You don't care do you?!"
I didn't answer.
He sighed and squinted his eyes as if to search for what I held so tightly in my chest. I would not let my pain show, not even in my eyes. The tears would come later when no one could see. He stared at me with indignation until the spell in him passed. Then he stormed off to his room and I was left sitting there alone with my thoughts and overwhelming feelings.
I went to my room. I cried and cried and hurt myself all evening–scratching, biting and banging my head against the dresser. I had to make up an excuse for the bruises when my parents got home. They actually bought it, or so I thought. I don't recall much of that part.
And I didn't apologized to him until many years later, but then again, neither did he. He was only trying to do his best as an older brother, despite the futile and misguided attempt.
I was in middle school then. And with middle school came rejection and isolation. I was a tiny bottle of nitric acid, fuming at the edges, bubbling at the brim ready to spill and corrode anything I touched. It was a matter of time before I'd self destruct–explode or implode and consume anything around me like a black hole.
Shortly after, sometime that same year, I discovered the band Orgy. They had just made a remake of New Order's "Blue Monday" and I would get all giddy when the music video came on MTV. This week I chose that song because it reflects the transition I made from being the "abused child" to becoming "the abuser". I'm sure my mother had the same transformation after years of being devalued, beaten and watching her parents nearly kill each other with kitchen knives, furniture and broom sticks. I don't blame her for the violent ways she dealt with me; I know she had been traumatized, was a child herself. It still doesn't make it right though.
We all have a punching bag. Some of us only need a small punching bag. I needed one much, much larger than myself, especially those years–my angriest, raging years–so I chose my brother and myself. Even that wasn't enough for the beast that lay within me. Then Eloise came to live with us and, to an extent, I made her my psychological punching bag too. I'm thankful the two of them are still my friends.
And that's how the abused becomes the abuser I suppose. How does it feel? Like fuckin' shit.
Oh, I included both versions of "Blue Monday". The first version represents that little abused and angry, explosive and bloodied thirteen-year old mouse bordering on psychopath-to-be mouse. It will forever remind me of that time he pushed me and the many times we fought and how he would often lecture me to no avail (it was the first time he pushed me but definitely not the last). I even made my poor brother cry on numerous occasions. If only he knew how much I was hurting though… If only someone had known, had told me I wasn't a bad kid for feeling so angry, self-loathing, sad, suicidal, empty and alone.
I sat there with my bruised head thinking, How should I feel? No one asks me that. How the fuck should I feel? Everyone tells me how I should feel but no one really asks.
Orgy's remake, 1998
New Order's original version, 1983
Those of you that have been with me here on WordPress since the birth of this blog are already familiar with the rare connective tissue disorder I was born with: Osteogenesis Imperfecta (OI) aka Brittle Bone Disease.
As I started writing this blog, I realized I wanted to explore the relationship between chronic illness and mental health. I wanted to share how the two have blended in my own experience. To an extent, I've done that, though not as much as I'd like. And when I found out about the BPD diagnosis, I began to look deeper at how my medical condition has been a factor in my development of "BPD symptomatology".
The first therapist I went to see in 2008 was more of a general counselor at the university. Her specialties were not relevant to my mental problems. But it was because of her that I was able to accept the fact that I've dealt with a lot of traumatic experiences.
"Your mother has been abusive to you P," she said quietly, "and on top of that, you've had to deal with a lot of medical trauma. Give yourself some credit! You deserve it. Don't you think?"
I've always refused the thought of being a "trauma survivor". In The Buddha and the Borderline, Kiera Van Gelder says something I completely connect to: "And while I still resist seeing myself as a victim of trauma, it's becoming clear that I have some lingering unresolved issues…"
Lingering and unresolved. Don't we all have some of the lingering and unresolved?
I think about what I deal with on a day-to-day basis–the triggers, the anxiety, the high-voltage electric current of emotions and suicidal ideations. I start to connect things. For example, I'm easily triggered and flinch with certain things that remind me of past fractures. If my brother does a sharp turn while pushing me in my wheelchair, my heart leaps, then stops. And I instantly get a chill up my spine. When I protest, he reassures me by saying, "Don't worry. I got this shit Shorty. How many years have I pushed you?" I know he won't drop me or let me fall, but my reactions are like clock-work despite my best efforts. I'm beginning to think I may have a form of complex post traumatic stress (C-PTSD), something very common with those who also have BPD (borderline personality disorder).
I think of these last seven months.
When February hit, I was already suicidal again. But then I came down with Bell's Palsy. And then I broke my T-Rex arm less than a week after playing a prank over at Monkey Man's apartment. All hell went loose in my head after that. I mean, the Pretty Little Demons had their way with me, leaving a wreckage in my head. I'm glad and lucky to have survived this last "episode" thus far. And though it feels like it's lessening, it's far from over. I'm not out of hell yet; I'm just in the suburbs now. Hopefully, I'll be able to drive farther out of it when I start therapy Thursday (yeah, we rescheduled yet again).
It hit me hard, the fracture. Those first two months after the fracture coupled with Monkey Man L's death were too much. And it hit me not so much because of the physical pain. I deal with chronic pain; it fucks with your life, but it is what it is. And what's funny is I can talk about that pain with people but I can't talk about the mental/emotional pain even with those closest to me like my brother.
So what hit me most about the recent fracture was the inability to do certain things on my own, things I've grown accustomed to doing. I'm pretty independent and mobile despite the physical limitations, so not being able to do things as simple as getting into the shower on my own ( it was hell waiting on my mom to help me wrap my cast in a bag and carry me in everyday), plunged me to the bottom quicker. I hadn't broken a limb since I was sixteen, so even though I've fractured dozens upon dozens of bones, it all seemed new.
It's amazing how quickly we forget the intensity of the pain once it's gone just as we forget we ever experienced joy when in the midst of deep depression. I also find it amazing how a new life seems to emerge out of these deep dark cracks in our lives. Mine has many, like the Grand Canyon. I don't know what life I'm in at the moment. Life number ten or eleven?
Anyway, as I mentioned in Whiskers and Lashes, I've had a ton of cartooning ideas milling around my head but the Mouse hasn't been able to catch one, even with my rebirth and the PLDs quieting down some.
One of the ideas I have is a little comic strip explaining OI, like "OI 101: Adventures of Mr. Healthy Bone and Mr. Brittle OI Bone" or something silly like that. Then I started thinking about the mad anxiety I've been having lately–the damned morning panic attacks that have been waking me.
I've struggled with loads of anxiety since I was a child; it's only now I'm beginning to realize it. Chronic indecision is often reflective of high anxiety levels. When I was fitted to get my first electric wheelchair (see picture), I remember sitting in a physical therapy room with a giant binder full of samples and a tall man (all men are tall to a tiny girl) flipping through sheet after sheet of fabric colors. I got dizzy looking at what was to me a monolithic block of color. I got physically ill from looking through. I wanted to cry because the choices overwhelmed me as they do now. Would I make the right choice? Who was I do decide? Pink is always for girls, why? No, I like the blues! Why do they keep asking about the pink?
"Can't I just have all of the colors!?" I finally yelled. They had a rainbow-colored option for the belt which the man kindly suggested!
But I digress.
For the last few weeks, maybe a month or so, the deep depression–the core of it–seems to have lifted, mostly. It has lifted to the extent that I feel as though I'm emerging from that hell, shedding a layer of skin and climbing back up from the grave of that ninth life. But with this emergence something else has come up–increased awareness of the jaw pain.
Funny enough now that the emotional pain isn't at a constant crisis level, I feel the physical pain coming back. It could also be the anxiety that's tightening the muscles on my face and causing the pain to return. (My arm still hurts but that's not as disturbing as the jaw pain.)
Ugh, the fractured jaw and nerve damage incident! Talk about fuckin' trauma. They jacked up my jaw! I'll have to write out that story some other time.
Several days ago, I ran into a comment on one of the Osteogenesis Imperfecta (OI) Facebook groups.
"Any of you have horror stories from the past, from the hospital, from doctors and nurses and such?" the group's creator asked.
Replies came in almost immediately. I replied that I'd waken up during the end of a surgery in my femur, among other things. It's a surreal experience being a twelve-year-old, waking up naked (with the exception of a tiny towel over the crotch), surrounded by half a dozen doctors and nurses covered in blood and tubes and beeping machines closing in above your head.
I sat there thinking, Horror stories? Hell's yeah I got them. I got Post Traumatic Stress up my ass! (Literally, my bum's been messed with.)
A mom in that Facebook group has a little eight year-old girl with type II OI (I have type III). This lady is on there chatting away as much as I'm here in WordPress. She's constantly talking about her little one. The girl has broken over 500 bones! Jeezus! I think I just barely passed the 100 mark. But 500? I can't imagine, or rather, I don't want to. I wonder how many of us have PTSD from just the fractures alone! Monkey Man L was having his leg turned for an X-Ray when, BAM, they SNAPPED it in two. It was already broken and they just added another break! All more reasons for me to think of this PTSD and BPD correlation.
So, on Sunday, I started researching: "Post Traumatic Stress Disorder and Osteogenesis Imperfecta" and "Trauma and Borderline Personality Disorder". I found some interesting things, but more on that later. 🙂
I have a bisphosphonate infusion to look forward to tomorrow. It'll be the second time I get one. Wish me luck!
Much Love from the Mouse
Oh and here's some info on bisphosphonate therapy for osteogenesis imperfecta.

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Which Camera should I pick?
Hello all, I'm new to the whole digital camera scene and have found myself in a bit of a quandry. I'm looking to buy my first digital camera after the untimely demise of my old 35mm. Anyway, I'm looking for the following features:
SD Memory
About 3 Megapixels
optical zoom
Sound recording capabilities would be a plus.
I would like to keep the price tag below $300 and I've found these three cameras so far:
Ricoh Caplio RR30
Kodak DX4330 Zoom
Panasonic Lumix DMC-LC33.
Any input would be appreciated.
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Why sd memory only? I only bring this up because adapters are available that allow you to use sd memory in cameras that take cf cards.
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I want SD Memory because I have other digital equipment that use that type of memory. I was unaware that such adapters exist. In light of that, I guess it wouldn't matter so much if the camera used CF. However, a built in SD slot would be a little more convinient.
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I too am new to digital cameras and have used an old nikon 35mm
n6006 for years. I just got my first digicam 07-10. I too also reviewed alot of cams and wanted some of the same features.
But after hours of indecision I took a chance on a unreviewed
camera the Toshiba M700. I am going to yellowstone park soon
and wanted a good zoom, movie mode with sound, manual mode,
and an easy auto mode so my wife can use it. But limiting the price to 300.00 was really hard for what I wanted. After much pleading
and justifing to my wife. I spent (tax & shipping) 490.00 for the
camera, 80.00 for 256mb lexar SD card, and 40.00 for digipower
(8)AA batteries and charger with auto adapter. Any digicam you buy you need a spare card and batteries. So far this camera is
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ASAE hosted its fourth Chicago luncheon, bringing Windy City association professionals up to speed on the latest Power of A campaign progress, as well as celebrate Chicagoland's past Power of A Award winning associations.
Association professionals who attended the event learned how to incorporate the Power of A materials into their work in order to broaden stakeholders' understanding of how associations strengthen America and the world. Attendees also learned about entering this year's Power of A Awards now through April 30th and the many tools and resources available at www.ThePowerOfA.org.
The luncheon was hosted by the chairman of ASAE's Power of A Committee, Paul Pomerantz, FASAE, CAE, chief executive officer at the American Society of Anesthesiologists and Michelle Mason, CAE, FASAE, president and CEO of Association Forum.
We hope to see you at the Summit Awards Dinner on October 2 during which the 2019 Power of A Award honorees will be celebrated.
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Mad Max
In a postapocalyptic future, jaded cop Max Rockatansky (Mel Gibson) is ready to retire. But his world is shattered when a malicious gang murders his family as an act of retaliation, forcing a devastated Max to hit the open road seeking vengeance. As he travels the Australian outback's empty stretches of highway, he tours the bloodstained battlegrounds ruled by marauding bikers who feed on violence.
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Prominent gang leader Cyrus calls a meeting of New York's gangs to set aside their turf wars and take over the city. At the meeting, a rival leader kills Cyrus, but a Coney Island gang called the Warriors is wrongly blamed for Cyrus' death. Before you know it, the cops and every gangbanger in town is hot on the Warriors' trail.
After Drax Industries' Moonraker space shuttle is hijacked, secret agent James Bond is assigned to investigate, traveling to California to meet the company's owner, the mysterious Hugo Drax. With the help of scientist Dr. Holly Goodhead, Bond soon uncovers Drax's nefarious plans for humanity, all the while fending off an old nemesis, Jaws, and venturing to Venice, Rio, the Amazon...and outer space.
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The explorer craft USS Palomino is returning to Earth after a fruitless 18-month search for extra-terrestrial life when the crew comes upon a supposedly lost ship, the USS Cygnus, hovering near a black hole. The ship is controlled by Dr. Hans Reinhardt and his monstrous robot companion, but the initial wonderment and awe the Palomino crew feel for the ship and its resistance to the power of the black hole turn to horror as they uncover Reinhardt's plans.
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In preparation for his daughter's wedding, dentist Sheldon Kornpett meets Vince Ricardo, the groom's father. Vince, a manic fellow who claims to be a government agent, then proceeds to drag Sheldon into a series of chases and misadventures from New York to Central America.
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Three senior citizens in their 70s who live together are slowly decaying in endless days with nothing to do but feed the birds. One of them comes up with an idea - rob a bank. They certainly could use the money if they get away with it and if they are caught, what could happen to three old men?
The Passage
During WW 2, a Basque shepherd is approached by the underground, who wants him to lead a scientist and his family across the Pyrenees. While being pursued by a sadistic German.
A British mercenary arrives in pre-Revolution Cuba to help train the corrupt General Batista's army against Castro's guerrillas while he also romances a former lover now married to an unscrupulous plantation owner.
Kalyanam (Kamal Haasan) is the naive and infantile son of a rich estate owner Chinnadurai ( V S Raghavan) and he is in love with Shenbagam (Sridevi), an ordinary estate worker. The estate manager (Major Sundarrajan) and his cohorts covertly plot to kill Chinnadurai and usurp the property from Kalyanam. Chinnadurai gets killed but before his death reveals to Kalyanam that he has a twin elder brother who lives with his mother in Madras. The manager and his henchmen befool Kalyanam and loot the estate with ease but eventually murder him by throwing him off a cliff when he discovers their true designs. Shenbagam who witnesses the murder turns mentally unstable. However Kalyanam is not finished entirely as his spectre contacts his twin brother Raman (the elder Kamal Haasan) and the rest of the story revolves around how they together seek to bring the perpetrators to justice.
Disarmingly realistic in its depiction of the realities of frontier life, Heartland is a strong antidote to the cliches of traditional Westerns. This semi-documentary slice of life is based on the diaries of Elmore Randall Stewart about her days on the Wyoming frontier in the early 20th century. It's a strongly feminist statement about a woman raising her small daughter alone and scrapping for a living by working for a shy Scottish rancher. Director Richard Pearce brings an endearing touch to a film that is helped greatly by the dazzling cinematography of Fred Murphy. Conchata Ferrell and Rip Torn star in this small film that substitutes veracity for a high-powered plot.


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assign a drive letter to Microsoft OneDrive in Home windows 10
Bypass synchronization and save information on to your OneDrive by assigning a selected drive letter to it utilizing community mapping in File Explorer for Home windows 10.
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Storing recordsdata and different important information utilizing one of many widespread cloud providers like OneDrive or Google Drive has turn into second nature to many Microsoft Home windows 10 customers. As soon as one in every of these purposes is put in, all a consumer has to do is save a file to a folder on their onerous drive after which enable the system to mechanically replicate the information to the cloud. Easy, clear, and simple.
Nonetheless, there are methods to skip the synchronization step and save your information on to the cloud. The primary manner includes logging into the cloud storage service via an online browser and manually performing an add of the file or information in query. The opposite, extra environment friendly manner, is to assign a drive letter to the cloud storage service utilizing the Home windows 10 mapping system of File Explorer so you possibly can deal with the cloud like another drive in your system.
This tutorial explains how you can use the Home windows 10 community mapping system to assign a drive letter to the Microsoft OneDrive cloud storage service so customers can entry the cloud straight.
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assign a drive letter to OneDrive
Predictably, mapping a drive letter to OneDrive isn't as simple as assigning drive letters to different folders or community drives in your system. For one factor, your cloud storage beneath the OneDrive system is locked behind a consumer login and password. Secondly, the drive is referenced by a selected identification quantity (CID) and never by a simple to make use of community identify.
Begin by logging into your Microsoft OneDrive, utilizing the https://onedrive.stay.com/ URL. You could have to supply the suitable credentials.
As soon as logged in and on the house web page, have a look at the URL deal with, as proven in Determine A, and you will notice a CID quantity on the finish. Spotlight and replica that quantity to your Home windows 10 clipboard.
Determine A
Subsequent, open the Home windows 10 File Explorer. Usually, you possibly can open File Explorer by clicking the folder icon on the Taskbar. Navigate the left-hand panel to search out the This PC merchandise and right-click it, as proven in Determine B. Choose the Map community drive merchandise from the dropdown menu.
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On the subsequent display (Determine C), choose a drive letter, ensuring to not choose a letter already in use.
Determine C
Within the Folder field sort this command, changing the CIDNumber with the quantity you retrieved from OneDrive:
You additionally need to test the Join utilizing completely different credentials field as a way to present login data. Click on End to proceed the mapping course of.
A display ought to seem (Determine D) asking so that you can enter your OneDrive credentials—enter these credentials so the system can log in as vital. Make sure you test the Keep in mind my credentials field, so you do not have to enter them each time you need to save a file on to the cloud. Click on OK to finish the method.
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Drive letter assigned to Microsoft OneDrive
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A conjunction of Venus and Jupiter will be visible on January 22. The two bright planets will be visible within 2.4 degrees of each other in the early morning sky. Look for this impressive sight in the east just before sunrise.
This May 8th, the giant planet will be at its closest approach to Earth and its face will be fully illuminated by the Sun.
Jupiter's Great Red Spot is a swirling anticyclonic storm that was previously large enough to fit three Earths inside. However, observations taken by the NASA/ESA Hubble Space Telescope has revealed that this is changing, both in shape and size.
So why is Jupiter's trademark feature beginning to downsize?
Juno is the second spacecraft designed under NASA's New Frontiers Program and left Earth on August 8, 2011 for a journey to Jupiter. July 4, 2016 it finally entered Jupiter's orbit and will now orbit the massive gas giant 37 times in a span of 20 months. Its mission: to collect data on the planetary core, map the magnetic field, and measure the amount of water and ammonia in the atmosphere.
That's the gist of the mission, but here are some little known facts you may not already know.
Tonight marks an interesting alignment of two bright planets in the sky with our moon. Through the rest of June you can look up and see Jupiter and Venus, along with the moon, in a triangular fashion just after sunset.
I'm well aware of what today is. Believe me, I debated on whether or not to make a fake April Fools Day blog posting along the lines of "NASA announces the discovery of intelligent life on planet Eps Eri 04-01a," or "50,000 year old space ship discovered in Antarctica." However, there's stuff out there in space that's real and strange enough to bring to light without having to result in phoney gags. For example, a couple of days back I heard about the discovery of a pink planet way out in space. So here's the rundown on the lowest-mass planet ever detected around a star like the sun, GJ 504b that just happens to be pink.
(Credit: NASA/JPL/Ted Stryk)
On March 4, 2014 Charles Bolden, NASA Administrator, released a statement which includes, "In the coming year, we'll build on our nation's record of breathtaking and compelling scientific discoveries and achievements in space, with science missions that will reach far into our solar system, reveal unknown aspects of our universe and provide critical knowledge about our home planet. It includes funding for missions to Mars and the formulation for a mission to Jupiter's moon, Europa."
It looks as though we may finally go to a 'local' body that will hold many surprises and in astronomical distances Europa is so very close.
Europa is just begging us to visit and the Europa Clipper is one mission.
This artist's impression of Europa makes the place look more exotic than Mars.
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With the crazy winter weather warnings today in south Louisiana and even school cancellations for tomorrow, I thought it was an interesting time to find out that the dwarf planet Ceres has an icy surface also. With the help of the Herschel space observatory, scientists have detected an icy surface on the only dwarf planet that resides in the asteroid belt. It was previously suspected that ice existed on Ceres but it had not been conclusively detected until now. Plumes of water vapor are thought to shoot up from Ceres when portions of its icy surface warm slightly. This happens in the portion of the dwarf planet's orbit that takes it closest to the sun. This is a surprise because, while comets are known to have water jets and plumes, objects in the asteroid belt are not. They also believe that if the ice in the interior of Ceres melted, there would be more fresh water than exists on all of Earth!
Ceres is smaller than a planet but, considering it's the largest object in the asteroid belt, is obviously larger than an asteroid. When first discovered, Ceres was thought to be a comet, then a planet and of course at some point an asteroid. In 2006, The International Astronomical Union reclassified Ceres as a dwarf planet.
Poor Comet ISON was torn apart as it traveled around the Sun around Thanksgiving this year. And as we mourn the loss of Comet ISON we can still rejoice in the fact that there is another comet to be seen in our night sky with a pair of binoculars. Comet Lovejoy, also known as C/2011 R1, was first discovered by amateur astronomer, Terry Lovejoy, and is known as a long-period comet. This northern-hemisphere object was discovered on September 7 2013 and can currently be seen as it travels from Bootes across the constellations of Corona Borealis and Hercules.
NASA is back up and running, and we've got some pictures back from Juno! The spacecraft bound for Jupiter, made a close flyby around Earth two weeks ago to get the gravitational assist it needed to reach the outer solar system. While passing Earth, Juno snapped a picture of our home planet. It also tested some instruments to make sure they were ready to go upon arrival at Jupiter.
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In the beginning...I built ControlMyJoystick to get my SpaceNavigator (which I used with CAD) into Elite: Dangerous. The 6DOF controller would be perfect for ED, and it is.
Here's my latest profile for Elite: Dangerous. The main thing is to see how the axis are mapped and bound to the game. All the other controls can be bound however you like.
There is an insane amount of binds in this game and you can easily wind up with 40+ binds. Crazy, but fun. This profile uses a minimal amount of binds for flight and rover, but nothing for MultiCrew.
This profile uses a DxWare SpaceMouse Enterprise, voice and smartphone. Copy and paste these instructions into notepad so that you don't have to flip back to this tab all the time during setup.
If you don't have a DxWare controller, you can use a joystick instead (you'll need to copy the DxWare axis curves and button assignments over to your joytick).
There will be alot of switching back and forth between CMJ and ED, so set ED to run in a window, and CMJ to run ON TOP (View/Stay on top).
Set the profile target as 'Elite - Dangerous (CLIENT)' and enable targeting.
Before we start axis mapping in ED, you need to set up Output/Joysick axis mapping in CMJ. By default it is set to DxWare, but if you are using a joystick, you will need to change this.
1) In CMJ, go to the Output/Joystick tab.
2) Double-click on an axis and select the source data for this axis.
3) Do this for each axis.
You can actually mix source data, so for example you could use DxWare for the flight axis, and use the slider from a joystick or throttle controller as the Slider axis.
If you physically move your DxWare or joystick axis, you should see it reflected here in the Output/Joystick axis indicators. It shows the data after curves have been applied, and this is what the game will see.
Never physically touch your controllers while binding in Elite: Dangerous. This must be done by voice, or menu commands in CMJ.
If you don't do it this way, it won't work properly.
It's best to run ED in windowed mode and it is also in an already-flying state, so you could start a Training Mission - Mining Training as that will start with you in flight. This will give you a safe place to experiment with the bindings. Just wait until their voice blurb at the beginning is complete and you are free to fly the ship.
CAUTION: selecting EMPTY and clicking APPLY will erase your current bindings!
1) Go to the ED Controls setup screen (also known as EDConfig).
2) You can either modify your current EDConfig or create a new blank one, or start with a pre-configured binding like Classic Keyboard. To create a blank config, select EMPTY from the presets. It will remain as EMPTY until you make a change, then it will say CUSTOM. If you do EMPTY, you will have a LOT of rebinding to do.
Note: We're going to set this the old fashioned way, but I see that there is a new ED ALTERNATE FLIGHT CONTROLS which also may work.
Note: Don't set a deadzone or invert in-game. This will be done in CMJ curves.
1) Go to EDConfig FLIGHT ROTATION and click on double-click YAW AXIS. It will bring up up a message 'MOVE AXIS FOR...YAW AXIS'. You want to bind CMJ's Output/Joystick/RZ axis to this.
2) In CMJ, click on the RZ axis in the Output/Joystick tab.
3) To bind, speak 'Bind Axis - Both', or right-click for a popup menu and select 'Bind Axis - Left and Right'.
4) In EDConfig, you should see that [JOY RZ-AXIS] is now bound to Yaw Axis. So now when you twist the controller around the Z axis, it will yaw.
5) Apply your changes and go back into the game. Try moving your controller around the RZ axis - you should see it yaw the ship.
6) Now let's adjust the curve for this axis. The default, flat curves are horrible for flight, so you'll need to tweak it to suit your tastes (and ship configuration).
7) In CMJ, go to the Input/DxWare tab and double-click on the RZ Raw in the grid. This brings up the curve editor.
8) Try selecting a curve preset and drag around the curve sliders. You should be able to move the controller and see the effects immediately without closing the curve editor. You will also see the effects of the curve in the DxWare axis indicators on the same tab.
...Now repeat these steps for...
- ROLL AXIS - use the CMJ RY Axis. You will need to set 'Inverted' in the CMJ RY axis curve editor, and pick a nice curve.
- PITCH AXIS - use the CMJ RX Axis. You will need to set 'Inverted' in the CMJ RX axis curve editor, and pick a nice curve.
..And for thrusters, go to FLIGHT THRUST and...
- LATERAL THRUST AXIS - use the CMJ TX axis. You will need to set 'Inverted' in the CMJ RX axis curve editor, and pick a nice curve.
- VERTICAL THRUST AXIS - use the CMJ TZ axis. You will need to set 'Inverted' in the CMJ RX axis curve editor, and pick a nice curve.
- THRUST FORWARD AND BACKWARD axis - use the CMJ TY axis. You will need to set 'Inverted' in the CMJ RX axis curve editor, and pick a nice curve.
Now you should be able to use your thrusters to pull up to an asteroid and move around it. Tweak your curves until it feels just right.
You are currently using the CMJ Default Curve Group, so you can right-click on it and rename it to 'Mining'. You can create a new curve group for combat, if you wish as the curves will likely need to be different, and you may choose to disable the thruster axis for combat.
You can send keystrokes, mouseclicks and movements or joystick button clicks in response to button presses on your controller, voice or smartphone command. This will require that we make some macros.
We won't do all the in-game functions, since there are so many. But let's try the basics:
We can bind this to a CMJ-generated joystick button, mouse click or keystroke - it's up to you which one you want to use. The simplest is to use a keystroke.
Go to the ED WEAPON/DEPLOY HARDPOINTS binding and set it to use 'H'.
There is already a Toggle Hardpoints macro created that sends the 'H' button to ED to deploy the hardpoints. Run this macro by selecting it and pressing the Run button, or by speaking 'Toggle Hardpoints' or by pressing the DxWare.Fit button on your controller. Because ED doesn't have a deploy hardpoints and a separate retract hardpoints binding, this really is just a hardpoints toggle.
ControlMyJoystick can't actually know that the hardpoints did deploy or undeploy as the game does not provide this information.
Let's toggle the landing gear with the DxWare.menu button on the controller. This requires us to first map the controller button to a CMJ output/joystick button. This is known as a passthrough mapping. You could send a joystick button in a macro, but we don't need to, we'll pass-it-through to the driver.
1) Go to the CMJ Output/Joystick tab and open up the button list. Double click on B001 and then press the Menu button on the DxWare controller and click Ok. Now pressing the Menu button on the controller will cause the Joystick driver to emit a Button 1 press and release event.
2) In ED, go to MISCELLANEOUS/LANDING GEAR and double-click it to receive a binding.
3) in CMJ, select B001 and say 'Bind Button', or right click and bind it from the menu.
We also added a Toggle Gear macro which does the same thing, but you can trigger it with voice.
I use drive assist on, with the following settings:
- RZ for steering
- RY for roll
- RX for Pitch
- Mouse button 4 for vertical thrust
- Mouse wheel for throttle
Feel free to tweak this profile as needed.
Have fun!
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