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Adrian Smith, the architect behind Burj Khalifa and many of the world's tallest buildings, says skyscrapers are efficient and eco-friendly. With video.
Architect wants to take you higher
Adrian Smith is the maestro of super-tall buildings.
The architect based in Chicago worked as a lead designer with Skidmore, Owings & Merrill on four of the 11 tallest towers in the world, including Burj Khalifa in Dubai, the world's tallest building. Now his firm, Adrian Smith + Gordon Gill Architecture, is designing the 1-kilometre-tall Kingdom Tower in Jeddah, which will take the title of world's tallest when - and if - it is built.
Far from subsiding, the zest for building tall towers is continuing with fervour, especially in China, where Mr Smith's company is working on several towers of more than 600 metres.
"There is no telling how far it will go," Mr Smith said in an interview with The National. "We keep seeing people wanting super tall. And they keep upping the ante."
But while the industry continues to strive for new heights, the debate rages about the sustainability and eco-credentials of the tall towers. Critics suggest the buildings are more about ego than efficiency.
Mr Smith, who will be in Dubai next Tuesday to address the Green Build Congress at the Dubai World Trade Centre, argues that skyscrapers are both eco-friendly and practical.
What is the next challenge for building super-talls?
I think architects and engineers can design buildings that will go even taller. We're working on a tower now that will go a mile high, as a prototype, not as a commission. But to see how possible it is.
Once the building gets to be more than a kilometre, they get to be very big buildings, not only in height, but area. Primarily area. One of the limiting factors is how much area of [a] building can you put in [a] city on one time and market it successfully and have reasonable income or rate of return on investment. That's a big challenge. But that's not our challenge, it's more of the developer's challenge.
Our challenge and the technical challenge would be as you get taller the elevator systems have to improve in order to get elevators to go higher in the building before transfer. Right now that limit is roughly 575 metres. So if it goes one kilometre, you start to get into a double transfer system.
That begins to be pretty onerous in terms of how many elevator rides you're taking before you get to your destination.
Those are the only limitations?
Structurally we can go a mile high. We know that from a wind perspective we can design a building that will behave properly in wind conditions that exist in most cities. It basically becomes more than one building tied together. But it is possible.
Are super-talls sustainable, green projects?
A lot of people believe super-tall buildings are not sustainable. We are in [the] process of doing a research effort which looks at every typology of building - from super tall up to 200 storeys down to single family homes and just about every typology in between and evaluating the energy consumption required on a square-metre basis needed for each of those typologies.
So far we're finding that the super-tall building is in the middle of the road. It's not the best-performing, but it's not the worst performing either.
The best-performing tends to be something in the 40-storey range. And once you go higher than that certain other elements, like increased winds and lower temperatures, begin to impact the energy consumption in the building. But once you go less dense than that you get killed by additional surface area.
So just from a building performance point of view, we think super-tall is justifiable as it relates to density of anything below 40 stories.
Can you rationalise going above 40 storeys?
In the ideal world, yes. When you go high-density you will encourage or almost mandate that the location be served by public transit. And when you go high-density with block after block, like the city of New York or Chicago, you have the added benefit of live-work environments where people can live and work in the same district.
Is there technology that will make taller buildings more efficient?
I would say in truth higher buildings are as efficient as a 40-storey. You are putting space above 40 storeys in a different kind of environment. It's location-specific to some degree. In Dubai [in Burj Khalifa], for example, it is 7 to 10 degrees cooler at the top of the building than at the bottom of the building. That actually helps you in Dubai because your cycle is mostly cooling.
Whereas in Chicago that same principle applies but in Chicago in winter it actually hurts you because it is actually colder up there than on the ground. And your heating cycle takes over and you're losing more heat near the top of the building.
The study is inconclusive at the moment. We're still in [the] process of fine-tuning a lot of these issues. But in general, I would say that they already are sustainable.
Another part of the study is how much land you use for a super-tall building versus how much land you use for single-family or even a 40-storey.
The land is valuable in itself. The more that can be turned into green belt the better. So you have to consider that aspect.
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Assalammualaikum.. I hate leaving my blog empty for more than a week, simply because I know in the end, I would slowly disappear and leave this blog forever (one of the reason why I had been debating with myself in having my own domain).. Anyways, I'm not writing any vagary for today since I'm actually quite occupied for this whole week, with lots of life drama to be settled down but luckily, Tqa Wu had tagged me to receive this award, so here it is, another question tags about my life..! ☺

picture not by me.. 😷

Rules:

You have to tell your readers 11 facts about yourself

Answer the 11 questions that was given by the blogger who nominated you

Nominated 11 bloggers to take part in the challenge  gonna disobey this since I'm too busy to think of new questions.. Sorry for not making this fun anymore.. 😣

11 Facts of Flavnesz

I was born in Kuala Pilah, it was my father's hometown but please don't speak Negeri's language with me.. I could not respond to them and even barely could understand them..!

I'm not a fully malay girl, as the matter of fact, I'm an Indian Muslim girl which people could hardly believe and some might even think I'm joking.. So now, I hope you could relate why I could not speak Negeri.. 😉

I'm an introvert whom could be talkative as the time past by but then, it really depends on how comfortable I am with that person.. 😌

I hate meeting new people in bundle.. It's just a hell no for me.. Just one at a time please.. 😩

I could be awkward to the new surroundings but then I could get attached to it easily.. And when I'm attached to it, I hate the facts that I would have to leave the place sooner or later..

I'm good in answering back (menjawab) which is why I believe, I'm supposed to be a lawyer.. However, I should forget about it now and focus to be a lecturer.

I would rather spend my credits to call people rather than texting him/her for hours.. Simply because I'm just not a texting person..

My moods could be swayed easily, without any signal.. I could be sitting with you, laughing together and in the next minute, I could be serious and started to ignore you.. 😅

I'm one of the clumsiest person in the family, and among my friends too.. 😁

I had thousands of movies to be watched in my hard disk, but then I just too busy catching up with the k-dramas till I just had to ignore them for now.. 😓

I used to have an imaginary friend when I was a kid and now, I just love to escape from the reality and live in my imaginary world.. Well, you might thing I'm a weirdo but I think I'm unique that way.. 😏

11 Questions From Tqa

💭If you could live forever, how would you spend eternity?
Reading this made me feels tired already, so I guess I would just say no to the eternity.. 😅

💭What should they teach in high school but don't?
Hmm.. I'm not so sure about this since kids nowadays are just to adventurous and rebellious.. So I guess it's better if we keep everything low..

💭Who would you most like to sit next to on a 10 hour flight and why?

I've no one specified but I think I need to sit next to someone whom is super talkative and yet he/she could not annoy me at all or perhaps someone whom could charm me with anything, making it feels less than 10 hours journey, simply because, what's the point picking that person if he/she did not do anything to entertain me.. Right..?

💭You have $100 to burn, all your friends are busy and you have the whole day to yourself, what do you do?
I might go to the cinema or just having a "me" time by eating good food and perhaps, having a day vacation all by myself..

💭What should parent stop teaching their children?
Parents should stop teaching their children from discovering the technology, especially youtube and mobile games..😐

💭What would your perfect room look like?
Just a simple decoration with a classy look..? Okay how should I elaborate this..?

💭What is something that your friends would consider "so you"?
The strong smell coming from the kitchen which could make everyone cough especially when I'm heating the "sambal" or trying to cook something spicy..

💭What's something you are self-conscious about?
My physical..? Well I guess my consciousness on this is getting worse now, making me less confidence with myself... 😐

💭What gets you fired up?
Dare or challenges from anyone whom tried to pull me down, or when I'm eager to show the best side of me..

💭If you were put into solitary confinement for six months, what would you do to stay sane?
Singing lots of song to entertain myself..? Oh wait.. That sounds insane.. okay I could not imagine myself in this situation..

💭What's something horrible that everyone should try at least once?
Horrible in terms of..? Food..? Love..? Experience..? I have no idea on this..

P/s: My reading list went missing from the Blogger's dashboard, claiming I've not followed anyone.. Is there anyone else facing the same problem..? And oh, due this matter, please feel free to drop down your url so that I could catch up with everything.. 💕

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Assalammualaikum...

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Vagary 1: 4 Akik

"Teacher, saya nak bagi duit ni kat teacher.."

"Eh, what is this for..? A duit raya. for me.?"

"Ha'ah.. Teacher simpan je la teacher.."

Hasyir's sudden gift managed to caught her heart..It might be just a small amount of money to some people, but the random kindness had touched her heart.. On the next day, she visits the class, asking her students to hand in the books, and Chinta immediately approached her..

"Teacher, nah singgit.."

"Eh.. Dah kenapa ni..?"

"Teacher cakap semalam kalau tak hantar, denda singgit.."

Well, she had forgotten about it at the first place, simply because she didn't mean it.. But when the students reminded her, she didn't want them to think that she's someone that could be messed with, so with heavy hearted she accepted the money and keep in a separate place, so that she won't use the money for herself but she would use the money to by extra rewards for her students.. Hasyir walked while smiling to her, holding the RM1 notes, this time, there're 3 pieces of it..

"You didn't finish your work too, Hasyir..?"

"Tak.. tapi cikgu ambil je la RM3 ni.. Mak saya suruh bagi duit raya kat cikgu, boleh pakai buat beli buku.."

His random statement made her wonder, what did he told his mother about his new practicum teacher.. Another student approached her..

"Teacher.. I was absent yesterday.. Ada pencuri kat rumah saya teacher.."

"Hah..? Rumah awak kena pecah masuk pencuri..?"

"Eh tak.. Dia cat pagar rumah saya warna merah.. Mak saya cakap pencuri buat.. Tangan mak saya luka sebab nak buang cat tu.."

His statements left her in guilt.. What should she say..? How could she respond to that..?

Vagary 2 : 4 Mutiara
She had been watching the girl since the morning as she had to relief the class.. Everyone had been enjoying themselves, playing the games during PJ lesson but the little had been sitting alone at the corner.. She tried to approach the little girl but there's no voice responding to her questions..

It was an hour before the school ends and it was the time for her to meet the kids again, and this time, she prepared an English activity for her students.. Throughout the end, she noticed that almost everyone was being active in her class, but again, the little girl, sitting at the end of the class, looking at her with a sad-grumpy face.. She tried to ask the other kids, if they know what happened to the little girl.. Another girl approached me and whispered, " Teacher, she told me that she missed her brother.."

She thanked the girl and approached the little girl..

"Can you wait for me when the class ends..?"

The little girl nodded and as the class ended, the little girl came to her.. She waited for the class to be empty before digging in the information.. She started the conversation by holding the little girl's hand, trying to give her a signal of concern..

"Okay.. Can you tell me about your feelings right now..? I noticed that you've been keeping that miserable face since the morning.. What happened to you..?"

The little girl lowered her head, trying to hold her tears..

"Okay.. Awak jangan takut.. Awak jangan anggap I'm your teacher right now, anggap teacher ni kakak awak.. ok..?"

She nodded and tears started to roll down on her cheeks..

 " I missed my brother.. And this Friday would be his birthday..."

"You missed your brother..? Where is he right now..?"

"He's in another hostel, at Keramat..."

"And you're living with..? Why were both of you get separated..?"

"I'm living at the orphanage.. Ayah dah takde.. I have four siblings and everyone is staying at the different orphanage, except for the youngest.. Dia tinggal dengan mak saya..."

Hearing the little girl's story, she immediately hugged the little girl, trying to holding back her tears ...

"I know you had been missing your brother badly and I hoped that I could bring you to meet him... But too bad I couldn't do anything due to the transportation problem.. But can you please promise me that you won't keep anything by yourself anymore.. You've me right now, okay..?"

Vagary - an unpredictable instance, a wandering journey.. It's all about the bittersweet of life, the school memories that is ought for her to ponder about and this is just a part of the vagary of Razanah Anis..

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Assalammualaikum..

It was the first day of Eid and she was in the car, on the way to Malacca to visit her late-grandmother's sister.. It was a dull trip and to kill the boredom, she started to scroll down her Instagram.. Well, what else could she expect from the timeline besides the family portrait and eid selfies, right..? As her fingers started to move faster, a unique picture with interesting captions captured her attention.. It's a dark-blurry picture of a brother helping his younger brother to wear the sampin, which to her, it was one of the sweetest gesture of sibling bonds..

Sesi wajib setiap pagi raya. Aku tak pernah lulus ikat sampin sendiri. "Awak, tahun depan awak pulang tolong ikatkan sampin sampin ye..?" And the next sentence was his eid wishes to his friends..
The captions made her smile as she knew how he had always been secretive about his love life.. Knowing that he's giving a clue, revealing that he might be stepping into the new world, nothing could make her happier.. They're neither BFF nor just the normal friends as people might predict but the fond memories of having him as her blogging buddy, major supporter and writing advisor could never be forgotten..

"Selamat hari raya pak Jirul... Nak duit raya please...?"
Pak Jirul.. It was the name given by her, and sometimes,they would be calling each other as "Daniel-Larissa" as it was the main character of her novel but most of the time, they would address each other "wa-lu", as a sign of closeness..

"Bg acc no.. Nnt guwa transfer 💸.."
His response made her mind went blank.. It's been almost 3 years since the last time they talked to each other, and it's not the response that she expected.. But then she decided to just give it a go, she immediately DM-ed him her bank acc number..

"Assalammualaikum.. Memandangkan Pak Jirul dah bagi green light, wa tanpa segan silu nak bagi no acc ni.."

"Insya-Allah nanti wa bank in, tapi tak banyak ler.."

In less than 20 minutes later,

"Done..Mohon check akaun lu dengan kadar segera.."
She immediately checked her acc from the online banking system and found a transaction:

ATM MEPS IBFT FROM OFI

DUIT RAYA

MOHD AMIRUL BIN ****

2017

 Her hearts went wilder.. She never expected a real duit raya from him, not when they're not that close anymore.. She even expected that he had already forgotten her.. But yet, he managed to prove that she still exist in his memories..

"Thanks Pak Jirul...! Semoga murah rezeki..❤ Wa terharu dapat duit raya dari lu.."
"Amin.. Doakan aku dapat jd flight attendant.. ok.?"
And the conversation continues, catching up with each other's life and before the conversation ends, he asked,

"kalau lu tak jadi cikgu, lu nak jadi apa..? Novelis..?"
Dear Pak Jirul.. I doubt if you'd read this, when you no longer write on your blog.. But just allow me to express this here.. I do miss your writing, and I do miss how we would discuss about the life of Daniel, Zafrul and Larissa.. You would always helped me by role-playing the characters and getting into the world of my novel, together.. Knowing that you remember those characters and as you hoped that I'd complete it, I'd try my best to accomplish it..

About your dreams to become the flight attendant, I know you will get the job.. You're one of the good looking male-blogger that I used to know and remembering how well you dressed up during the gathering, you'd achieve the dream.. I'd always pray for your success, Pak Jirul.. And thank you for putting a smile and cherish my day.. Lastly, I hoped that we could always be the faraway-buddy, forever.. 😊

Flavnesz http://firstname.lastname@example.com:blogger.com,1999:blog-4668224944437389627.post-37437498610708041282017-06-24T00:52:00.002+08:002017-06-24T01:05:44.302+08:00Chapter 49: Rant on Life - June
Assalammualaikum..

credits: Nhienan

"You only updated your blog like twice, deducting the GA and now you came back just to rant about your life..? "

Okay, that's the first thing that crossed into my mind when I wanted to update this.. It's bothering me for not updating often but I'm struggling in coping with my practical life which had been a hell, to be exact... I missed writing, I missed blogwalking and reading my favorite blogs but with my current hectic situation, there's nothing I could do.. 😩

To be honest, I am counting down for the days to be over.. It's not that I hate being in school, but maybe I'm just too tired coping with everything.. My new rented house is not the best home I've ever live.. I'm just feeling empty, missing my other 6 girls which had been part of my life for 2 years and a half..! Besides that, living with an unfriendly sister, with some of technical issues with the house: clogged sink and unpaid Astro with only TV2 as freebies ( I had to watch an indian news without subtitles while taking my iftar), without Streamyx or Wifi connection, how could I be happy with the house..?!

On the other note, I'm still struggling to cope with school.. Imagine yourself, standing in front of the noisy crowds, struggling to ask them to behave and give their focus on you, shouting and begging for the cooperation and at the end of the speech, all you want to do is just have a sip of water but you just can't and all you could do is just to be on your bed till it's the time for iftar.. I could cry recalling those memories.. 😭

Despite the lackness of their focus I do love my students so much till I hate the fact that I had to scold them when they're not listening on me.. Yes, I had lose my temper to one of the class that I taught yesterday, when a group of girls didn't care about my lesson, keeping their heads on the table with blank faces, and when I asked them to lift up their head, all they would say were "Penat la teacher.."😑

The male students scolded them, but they just didn't want to do anything.. Feeling like crying, I tried to gain their interest by playing a game, asking them to change sit for a while, for the sake of the game... But then they just making the heartless faces, ignoring my instructions till in the end, I lost my temper and shouted to them.. That's only when they started to move their butts and follow my instruction.. Even by then, they just make a face to me and started to show their protests on me.. Just why did the government didn't allow us, the teachers to punish the kids..? They're spoiling them too much and creating a disrespectful generation, to be exact.. 😣

Okay guess I've ranting to much of useless things again and I'm just feeling awkward after long days of not updating.. I should stop here and hopefully, I could catch up with my writing tempo within this week, with a better mind, while I'm still on the holiday.. But for now, I guess it's not too early for me to wish my readers, Happy Eid al-Fitr Mubarak and may Allah bless your days with happiness.. 💕

Flavnesz http://email@example.com:blogger.com,1999:blog-4668224944437389627.post-18365881098927208622017-06-11T00:26:00.000+08:002017-06-11T11:41:31.285+08:00CINEPHILE: Ongoing K-Dramas, Anyone..?

Assalammualaikum.. Okay, I know I've been procrastinating a lot lately.. Ever since I'm back from Terengganu, my mind had been extra miserable.. I'm here, almost all of the time, and yet, I'm not passionate to do anything.. I was in a mad situation of confusing feelings between normal crush and or real feelings (Chapter 46), then the school practicum started and the facts that I'm not living with my housemates (Chapter 45) wrecked my emotions..

To fix my emotions, I had been entertaining myself throughout this school holiday by occupying myself with the ongoing K-dramas and I was thinking, why not if I suggest it to you guys, right..? Well at least, my blog is filled with something.. 😁

📺 Suspicious Partner

Synopsis: Bong-Hee (Nam Ji-Hyun) was judicial apprentice . One day, she caught her boyfriend Hee-Joon (Chansung), whom whom also her colleague, cheated on her with her classmate. Hurted to know the fact, she promised him that she would sleep with the next man she bumps into, Noh Ji-Wook (Ji Chang-Wook). However, she was too drunk and she's unsure if she did had the one night stand with him or not. Ji-Wook whom was one of the best prosecutor, then became her leader of her training. However, everything became a mess when she was then accused of killing Hee-Joon, whom was found dead in her house while she was not home.

Currently in episode 20 out of 40 episodes..

To be honest, this would be the first drama of Ji Chang-Wook that I watched.. I had fallen in love with his acting in Fabricated City and this drama made me love him even more.. His gloomy past made him to be charismatic and cool, but , as the time past by, he became a lil bit childish without his realization.. Meanwhile, Nam Ji-Hyun had became one of my favorable actress since I watched her acting in Shopaholic Louis so when this two duo were combined, how could I ignore them..? 😍

📺 Fight For My Way

Synopsis: A story of four best friends, Choi Ae-Ra (Kim Ji-Won), Ko Dong-Man (Park Seo Joon), Kim Joo-man (Ahn Jae-hong) and Baek Seol-hee (Song Ha-yoon) struggled in their journey of adulthood.

Currently in episode 6 out of 16 episodes..

This drama is still fresh and so far, I'm loving it for it's lightness of storyline.. The main characters were divided in two pairs, one struggles in maintaining a relationship that had been ongoing for years, meanwhile the other pair had been struggling in chasing their dreams while believing that they could never be more than a best friend, somehow, they just care about each other, not realizing that love exist between them..

📺The Best Hit / Hit The Top

Synopsis: Yoo Hyun-Jae (Yoon Si-Yoon) is a member of a popular idol group. He has a lot of fans and he is a scandal maker. Meanwhile, Lee Ji-Hoon (Kim Min-Jae) is an aspiring singer. He pretends to be studying for his civil servant exam, but he is actually struggling to become an idol.

currently on episode 6 out of 32 episodes..

To be honest, it's quite hard for me to describe this drama since there's a bit of time travel in this drama. It might be confusing at first but trust me, you will slowly get the relationship between the two main character.. One thing that is promising, it provides good laughter as it's a time travel to the future, which you know, it would be confusing for the people in the past, whom had no idea the future, to cope with current modernization.. Oh yes,shout out to Lee Kwang Soo lovers..! He appeared as the cameo in this drama.. 😋

P/s: Changing my template for a change of spirit and it works, I guess.?

Flavnesz http://firstname.lastname@example.com:blogger.com,1999:blog-4668224944437389627.post-24241641291082227612017-06-07T16:40:00.002+08:002017-06-09T23:50:31.449+08:00FEATURED CHAPTERS:1000 PERLASHINE® Kapsul Mutiara for FREE...?

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Flavnesz http://email@example.com:blogger.com,1999:blog-4668224944437389627.post-41304715373192288962017-06-03T22:01:00.001+08:002017-06-09T23:51:44.327+08:00Chapter 48: I'm Getting Married...?!

Assalammualaikum..

"Mashu, bila mashu nak kahwin..?
"Hah..? Kenapa..?"
"Mashu ni nak kahwin ke tak nak?"
"Eh, mesti lah nak.."
"Hah, habis tu bila mashu nak kahwin..? Mashu nak kahwin dengan siapa nanti..?"

I had received those questions by my nephew, recently while waiting for iftar.. We were both laying up on a bed, when he suddenly popped out with that sudden question.. Well, I had been receiving those kind of questions lately from almost everyone, since I was the only unmarried child left, but receiving the question, from this kid..? the one whom is only 6 years old..? I couldn't brain this thing..

Well he used to point out at me at every wedding, when people asked him, whose wedding was it,. He would quietly point his finger up to me while smiling, telling the person that I'm the one who's getting married.. Okay, I received those signal from him but to answer those question..? Boy please.. I wish marriage is as easy you expected, but the truth is, they don't... 😷

You've no idea how startled am I to hear those questions from you.. Boy, I'm sorry I've no answer for all of your questions.. All I had was a nervous laughter, to cover things up and luckily, the time helped me to escape from answering your questions.. Well, I noticed you've been looking at me meaningfully ever since then, but could you just help me with a thing..? Since you've started learning to pray, please pray for your mashu to find her mister soul.. Could you help me with that..?💕

Flavnesz http://firstname.lastname@example.com:blogger.com,1999:blog-4668224944437389627.post-4314678688979514712017-05-31T15:11:00.000+08:002017-06-09T23:31:59.572+08:00Chapter 47: Blue Sky Tag (2)

Assalammualaikum.. I was watching a movie when I suddenly remembered that I had another set of "Blue Sky Tag" questions to be answered.. Special thanks to Eyqa for enlisting me up in her part.. Well at least I had something to come up with.. 💕

🌤 Do you know Finn of Adventure Times?
Well, I've heard of it but I've never bother to search about it.. 😅

🌤 How much a 10Kg of raw rice cost?

Okay this is such a random question for a woman whom barely care about buying raw rice for herself.. But if I could just give a guess, perhaps it's like RM 20 something..? Idk.. 😅

🌤 Do you prefer matte lipstick or nope?
Obviously matte lipstick.. They're my drugs.. hehe.. 😆

🌤 How do you arrange your daily task?
Everything is arranged in my mind and jotting down things never work for me.. A planner turns into a waste with me..

🌤 Was Power Rangers your childhood favourite cartoon?
Well, I'm a demure girl please trust me😝, so Power Rangers just ain't my cup of tea..

🌤 Name me a perfume you are wearing now.
*looking at my perfumes box* I've quite a few of perfume in my list but since you stated on what I'm wearing now, it's Her EDP Precious by Simplysiti.. Bought it for RM10 from their warehouse sale, last year..😋

🌤 Nasi lemak or roti canai?

Nasi Lemak with different varieties, according to my mood..? haha.. Okay now I'm craving for Nasi Lemak.. 😑

🌤 Coffee or tea?
Neither..? Hot drinks just ain't my cup of tea.. But if it's included in meal sets for free, tea it is then..

🌤 Favourite cakes flavor?
Any kind of cheesecakes.. 🤤
Okay why am I answering these questions on daylight..? Now I'm craving for cakes too.. 😢

🌤 Where are you going to celebrate eidul fitr this year?
Well, I'm not going anywhere.. Seremban is the only place for me since my other siblings were all married and they would be taking turns every year.. 😓

🌤 What theme your eid fitri kuroong this year gonna be?
Could I say, rainbow, since we've no specified themes for years.. 😩

So, that's it..! I'm done with all of the questions.. Gonna continue with my movie and would be doing some blog walking when I'm done with it.. 💕

Flavnesz http://firstname.lastname@example.com:blogger.com,1999:blog-4668224944437389627.post-14607571248158663082017-05-29T15:33:00.003+08:002017-06-09T23:14:22.185+08:00Chapter 46: Let her Be..

Assalammualaikum..

source: kawako198 deviantart

She hated herself for those feelings.
It's only been weeks since they met..
As the matter of fact,
They would no longer see each other..
But how could she had those feelings..?

She thought she knew herself..

Better than anyone else..

Pretending that she's fine..?

Moving on her feelings from one to another...?

Controlling her feelings from becoming real..?

It was her talent..

By saying "I'm fine",

By telling her heart to be realistic,

She will end up just fine..

She could totally accept the fact that it was just a crush..

But this time, things were different....

It was nothing at first..

It was only a temporary meeting..

Well at least, she chose to believe that way..

But yet, how could those emotions exists..?

She knew she could barely forget memorable things..

But his voice..?

It keeps replaying in her mind..

Like a silent music, crossed into her ears..

She couldn't even get rid of it..

She's getting tired of herself now..

She tried to stop herself..

From getting further..

But guess she's just too late..

It's getting uncontrollable..

She might not be the one of his life..

But she wanted to imagine it that way, now..

Let's just let those feelings be..

And see how far it can go...

It could either gets worst..

Or things might be better..

But for now..

Let's just let her be on her own..

Flavnesz http://email@example.com:blogger.com,1999:blog-4668224944437389627.post-69924227745947809362017-05-26T19:31:00.000+08:002017-06-09T23:32:09.715+08:00Chapter 45: Rant on Life - May

Assalammualaikum..

I've been in a slump lately.. I wanted to write something but with this miserable feelings, how could I..? Anyways, it's coming to the end of May and to be frank, I'm not really enjoying myself on this month.. There's only 5 of us left and I really hate parting from those whom I loved.. My roommate which had been staying with me for 2 years solid, is no longer with me and in two days, the four of us would be moving out too, splitting in pairs.. Surely we could always catch up sooner or later but it just felt weird of not living with them anymore..

On the other hand, it's been five days since I'm back to school, as a practical teacher at SK Taman Bukit Indah, Ampang.. Well, these five days had been such a waste of time since my friends and I did nothing except for just sleeping in the Bilik Gerakan since the students were having their examinations.. So yeah, 5 days of waking early and doing nothing for hours..

Honestly, it felt good to be in the school but it felt weird at the same time.. That awkward feelings when you're just walking but pairs of eyes were looking at you, some would even come close just to salam, and I would wonder if I would teach them later..I felt really good when a girl approached me, asking me my name and being such a sweet girl calling me "teacher Razanah yang cantik" and today, I had a chance to handle a class, letting them know my name and it's just satisfying to be with them..

Okay right now, I'm eager for another two weeks and see how my life with the kids would be. Hopefully, it would be much better than this..💕

Oh yeah, Salam Ramadhan and happy fasting to all of my readers.. May Allah ease everything.. 💕

Flavnesz http://firstname.lastname@example.com:blogger.com,1999:blog-4668224944437389627.post-42449321905509324232017-05-21T16:22:00.002+08:002017-06-09T23:14:30.616+08:00Chapter 44: Twenty-Third
Assalammualaikum..

credit: pascalchampion's deviantart

Happy 23rd years of breathing, dear self.. I'm sorry there's no sweet treats awaits for you, as usual and all you could do is to start worrying about your life.. But believe me or not, you had grown up better that you had expected.. Well, there's still lots of flaws that you need to fix, the emptiness that you need to fill, and most importantly, you still have a soul to be fed... It's time for you to stop denying the facts and start to concern about your life more.. You had been fighting for your happiness and you know it by yourself, you're still unhappy of your own.. Keep moving a bit further and the smiling rainbows would be there, waiting to hug you.. So never give up on yourself, okay..? Tears won't change your life a bit and those whom had taken their steps away from you, won't be looking back for you.. All you can do is to appreciate every single person whom had appear in your life.. Just for you to know, there are some whom still loves you but please, never take them for granted.. Please promise me, you would change yourself for a better life, will you..? No matter what you did and whatever awaits in future, I'll always love you..

with love,

yourself..

Flavnesz http://email@example.com:blogger.com,1999:blog-4668224944437389627.post-68251943245341099832017-05-15T22:50:00.002+08:002017-06-09T23:32:42.953+08:00Chapter 43: Under the Sky of Terengganu

💕Assalammualaikum..

I know I had been lacking in writing lately.. To be honest, I'm here almost all the time but the effort of writing is just not around.. I'm not gonna to lie, I'm not emotionally fine, lots of things had been bothering my mind; the practicum which gonna start next week, the hectic of finding new rented house and I've been just feeling tired lately.. Oh and just in case you're staying in Ampang Baru area, and you happened to know any empty room available, please inform me.. 😭

Okay let's just get back to the topic.. I've been wanting to write about my Terengganu trip but frankly writing, I don't know how or where to start.. But, I still should write the memory so here I am, getting ready to be back on the memory lane of our simple, memorable journey..

Day 1: The Journey

the fantastic four..? haha..
From left: Anis (yes, we had the same name), yaya, me, and Ain

Since we're taking the morning bus from TBS, there's nothing much that happened among us since we just sit still and all I had been doing was watching Gossip Girl from iflix and taking the long nap throughout the journey.. Although all we had been doing were sitting and napping, we're already too tired when we arrived Kuala Terengganu at the dusk..We just did some sightseeing from a friend's car, on our way to Shahir's house.. 😅

Day 2: Kuala Terengganu

If you do read Chapter 41, you would know there's actually 7 of us altogether.. At first, we wanted to just go around by the local bus but with actually weather which was way too hot, it's just impossible.. Luckily, Anis' friend whom was studying in UMT willing to help us by getting a cheap rental car which was offered to the UMT students and making things more relieved, he became our tour guider and photographer of the day..

He's responsible to bring us to explore KT so he brought us to Kampung Cina for photography session, Pasar Payang for us to shop, Losong as it's the hot spots for keropok lekor, Muzium Terengganu (as we've no idea where else we could go and it's still early for celup tepung foods), and lastly, Warung Adik Beradik for celup tepung foods.

So here are some memory portraits of the day.. 💕

💕Kampung Cina & Pasar Payang

Left from the back: Me, Aien and Yaya Left from the Middle: Syahir and Anis
Left from the front: Ecah and Nabilah

The photographer kept joking, saying "senyum tak ikhlas" so here it is, our most sincere smile..

💕Warung Adik Beradik

okay I wonder why I had an awkward smile here and oh..! That's the "abang tour guider" as he had claimed.. haha

We wanted to try the famous Pok Nong stalls but it was closed for the day... We had another two alternative, Pok Long and Firdaus but too bad, both of them were closed too so we end up googled for another suggested stalls for celup tepung and in the end, here we are..

I pissed Anis off just to get this picture, just now.. 😂

the beach was just next to the stall..

Day 3: Dungun

To be frank, it's was the most wasting journey ever but, remembering back the mesmerizing view, The bushy cottony clouds, the blue sea along Dungun, nope, no regret.. We wanted to go to the waterfall nearby but just before we're getting out from the house, Syahir's Ma requested us to be back early as they're celebrating the birthday of Syahir's sister..

The journey from KT to Dungun took quite some time and we went to Pusat Penyu Dan Ekosistem Marin (TUMEC) at first, wanting to watch the turtle.. Sadly, the place was closed as it was like 5 minutes before the lunch hour was over so we waited, but sadly, it was not open even the lunch hour had over.. 😭

To cure our sadness, we decided to have another celup tepung nearby the Dungun sea, and again, we're dissapointed as almost all of the stalls which served celup tepung were closed.. We ended up to a small stall near UITM Dungun, grabbing some keropok lekor and fried mushroom to munch while we're on the way back to KT..

I just missed this view so much...😩

💕Pantai Batu Buruk

Before going back to Syahir's house, we stopped by at this famous spot, just to have a quick photoshoot before ending our vacation.. Well, we're only going back to our hometown on the next day but since our ticket was at 9pm and most of the shop were closed on Friday, we decided for not going anywhere..

I was actually disturbed by Anis, asking me to go to the other side as I was interframed during her photoshoot.. 😑
Candid photo captured by Ecah.. 💓

Our final groupie before our mood were completely off by an unfriendly sister whom refused to help taking our picture, claiming she's actually going back but in the end, we're the ones whom going back first.. 😒

So, that's it..! The final of our budget saving trip but oh well, as long as we're together, it's still the best memory created of the first our vacation together.. We're going to separate really soon as we're going for a practicum at different school, staying at the different house.. Well we're still just nearby anyways, separated in pairs and can just hang out anytime except for Syahir, she's just going too far from us.. But it's okay, We can always meet again..💕

P/s:

I look like a bee going to fly.. 😑

Dear girls, I know I've always been a roller coaster to you guys.. My unstable emotions, my sometimes bitc*y attitude, my nagging when you didn't wash the plates or throw the rubbish and sometimes, I just get too focused with my self and don't spend my time with you guys.. But believe me or not, I love you guys so much till I hate thinking the fact that we can barely be together soon.. There's love and hate relation among each of us but in the end, love always conquer everything.. Let's just remain together, till the end, okay..?💕

with love,
-Zana-

Flavnesz http://firstname.lastname@example.com:blogger.com,1999:blog-4668224944437389627.post-55913186329834849902017-05-09T23:47:00.000+08:002017-06-09T23:33:10.969+08:00Chapter 42: Blue Sky Tag

picture captured while I'm in Terengganu.. I love those clouds..!

Assalammualaikum.. The first official chapter right after my semi-hiatus..! It felt so good to be able to write again.. Well I've been back for quite few days actually but I was in slump right after that and I took quite some time to stabilize my emotions and stuff.. It's only yesterday that I forced myself to respond to every comment, do the major blogwalking to those whom had commenting and oh well, here I am now..😊

Back to the main topic, I noticed my reading lists was filled with these tags and I was tagged by two lovelies, Eyja Masliza and Cik Mai.. Thank you so much for tagging me..💕

Rules:

1. Thank the person who tagged you

2. Answer their 11 questions

3. Tag 11 people

4. Give them 11 questions to answer

I don't want this tags to become lame so allow me to answer these questions first but I'll disobey the last two rules, simply because I'm just too late.. Sorry guys.. 😅

💓 Questions by Eyja Masliza

🌤 Tell me about yourself in 50 words.

Not a lady-like, demure lady as people expected, a very weird introvert whom can barely smile at strangers but everything depends on my mood.. A lipstick addict, and trying hard to constrain myself from buying more shades.. Stop coming out with new brands guys, and please reduce the price..I'm dying here looking at all of them.. 😭

🌤 Open my About page. Is there anything that you want to comment?

I've nothing to comment since I've known you since 2012 and I know how much that blog means to you.. 💕

🌤What lipstick that you use daily?

Wew.. I can't really answer this since it totally depends on my mood, the confidence and how long I would be wearing it.. It's either Jordana Sweetcream Matte in shades Tiramisu, Strawberry Cheesecake or Cherry Cobbler for long hours while Yadah Lip Tint Stick for the short hours...

🌤Would you love to have bridesmaid during your wedding day or not? Why?

Nope.. It's enough if they make their time for me and plus, I don't even know when would I get married.. What if everyone are married at that moment..? So yeah.. I guess the answer is no..

🌤What colour might you wanna wear on your wedding ceremony?
Reading this questions made me realize a thing.. Err.. I don't even think of this yet... 😂

🌤Your favorite color is/are..
Pastels, mint green and red.. 💕

🌤When is your birthday?
21st May which will be coming in few days..!! Please shower me with gifts, guys...🙈

🌤Close your eyes... What do you think of?
I'm in messy thoughts right now and each time I close my eyes, they gathered themselves and made it messier.. Sorry, this questions won't work atm..

🌤Any achievement for this year so far? And what is that?
Being able to control my bad temper.. Well that's a huge achievement for me..

🌤Why you choose to be a blogger?
To be honest, I did not plan to become one.. I write for my own at first but somehow, it's just end this way.. 💕

🌤Be honest... Do you like my blog? Why?
I've been barely catch up with your blog now but I've been loving your blog since back then, simply because blogger "Apakah..?" taught us to support each other.. And so here I am, still will be supporting your blog.. 💞

💓 Questions by Cik Mai

🌤What is your childhood ambition?
When I was a kid, I wanted to be a teacher, simply because I wanted to receive gifts during Hari Guru.. 😂

🌤What are you the best at?
I'm the best at pissing off my niece and nephews.. 😂😂

🌤What are you absolutely bad at?
I'm bad at comforting people and making jokes.. Communication skills, please come to mama.. 😭😭

🌤What inspire you to blog?
You guys, the sweetest reader that had been supporting me up till now.. 😊

🌤What type of blog (niche) that you love to read?
Nothing specific as I read almost everything but I don't prefer copy pasted entry.. It's okay to re-write or relate it with your life but copy pasting without any extra re-marks made things dull..

🌤Your favorite skin care product?
Well, I'm still going strong with my Pure Beauty.. 💕

🌤You are early bird @ night owl?
Night owl..! hahaha.. Definitely not an early bird.. 😂

🌤You enjoy official music video @ lyric video when listening to a song in youtube?
To be honest, I rarely listened songs from youtube and official music video just not my cup of tea.. I would only browse for the lyric video for the new song which I'm interested into, enough for me to try catch along with the lyrics..

🌤Someone you loves @ someone who loves you? Who will you choose, why?
Someone who loves me.. loving someone doesn't meant that person would love me back, and most probably, he can't even accept me for who I am.. But for someone who loves me, he surely manage to accept my flaws and afterall, the feelings is all that matter.. Love can be educate but heartbreak..? It's hard to be mend.. 💔

🌤Your definition for 'a good blog'.
An attractive blog whom had it's own style, attractive enough for it's valuable content and using his/her own writing skill, not trying to copy a person's writing skill and have something similar to that person.. It's okay to admire and make it as inspiration but you don't have to be that person in order to make your blog famous..

Okay, that's it..!I'm done with all of the questions and I'll write about my Terengganu trip soon.. 💕

Flavnesz http://email@example.com:blogger.com,1999:blog-4668224944437389627.post-1819901510671184782017-05-09T13:53:00.001+08:002017-06-09T23:46:05.077+08:00[Random] THE AMERZING BLOGSLIST: "One Day.."

Assalammualaikum..

Okay, my come back is filled with various GA and Segment which can't be ignored.. So here I am, writing everything about this GA and stuff before I come out with the official chapters.. hehe.. I'm just supporting my Amerzing fellow here, guys.. Let's just give him the best support as you can, okay..?

click the banner to join..

Review:

Before I start, I'd like to declare this.. I'm not good in giving comments or review about other peoples blog.. It's just ain't my cup of tea, but oh well, I still should write something, right? Well, I know you admitted by yourself that you're Amerzing and I would not deny this.. I barely stick on a blog, unless it really attracts me from the content or writing style and far as I'm concerned, I've been paying attention on your writing style and I think it's really attractive.. Okay, this is boring.. I told ya I'm bad in this. hahaha...

The Amazing Razanah Anis..?

Okay I feel like scratching that full name and write Flavnesz but it's myself whom is amazing so I think my real name should get the reward.. haha.. So, What's the most amazing thing in my life..? I can barely pick one as I felt that every journey that I've gone through were amazing.. Behind every achievement, for making to be who and where am I right now, lies tears and sweat, love and laughter which spice up everything, making them amazing... But if I still need to pick one, here's a quick story for you..

I was form four when my school decided to make Yassin recitation as an weekly schedule, to celebrate Friday.. Every Islam students would gather in the school hall while the non-muslims would either stay at the assembly ground and enter the class if we finished it late. One thing that I love about this routine was every time the examination was over and the results were out, they would announce Top 30 Islam students whom manage to get high score for the school examination (based on aliran), just to boost our spirit up and compete for the place.. Well, the list was filled by the science stream students and trust me, there's only person from arts whom manage to be in the list, but I can't recall that senior's name..

Being in art stream student, I was inspired to see her there, standing proudly as the one and only arts stream girl.. The school hall was filled which huge frames, listing the important person names; former headmistresses, the PIBG leaders but one of the frame which captured my attention was the "Best SPM Students of the Year", which would look like this:

2011 - Science Stream : Malay (name and SPM result)

 : Non -Malay (name and SPM result)

 Arts Stream : Malay (name and SPM result)

 : Non -Malay (name and SPM result)

Inspired by the girl, and with the spirit of seeing the names on the frame, I whispered to a friend " Next year, my name would be announced just like today and in the end of the school, I want my name to be there ..." (showing to the frame)

The most amazing thing..? I managed to become the one and only arts stream students whom was called during the top 30 session, and in the end of the school, I was called to attend the award ceremony of SMK PUTERI to receive the title, "Best Malay Art Stream Students of SMK PUTERI for the year 2011"

Moral of the story..? It's okay to dream big but make sure you work for it.. ❤

Flavnesz http://firstname.lastname@example.com:blogger.com,1999:blog-4668224944437389627.post-48688688422817948192017-05-03T20:00:00.000+08:002017-06-09T23:33:20.051+08:00Chapter 41: of Syahir & Aeroplane
Assalammualaikum..
Friendly reminder: This would be in Manglish as I don't speak fully English in real life.. 😅

It was 5 o'clock in the evening and we had just finished answering the short quiz and final exam was just 2 days away from the date.. Six of my house mates and I gathered together as we wanted to have dinner together and that was when we got to know that three of us were going to follow Syahir back to her hometown in Terengganu.. Just in case you're wondering if I mistakenly write "her", the answer is nope, Syahir is a girl, the modest girl in our house and she was given that name simply because she was our warrior whenever the cockroaches appeared..😅

Okay back to the topic, when we got to know that they're going to stay at Syahir's house, another two of us wanted to tag along with them.. I don't want to be left out but my father was always the biggest barrier.. I gathered my courage and immediately called him, seeking for his permission..

" Pa, Anis nak pergi Terengganu lepas exam ni boleh..?"
"Kau nak pergi untuk apa..? Holiday..?"
"Ha'ah.. Jalan-jalan and tidur rumah syahir.. Boleh pa..?"
"Hmm.. Pergi la.. Nanti kirim salam kat family Syahir..."

Well, he can't really say no since Syahir is one of my closest friend and she was like my real life sister, simply because we share the same name (Anis). As the matter of fact, she always followed me going back to Seremban, calling my parents ibu and papa, even used to follow me to accompany my Ateh for her date before Ateh got married and stayed at Ateh's house for a quick break.. So basically, she's like his another child.. 😆

Finally..! This would be the first vacation with the mates, after 2 and a half years living together and I can't deny that I'm overly excited for this.. As we're eager for this, we can't go together as something came up in the middle, so only Syahir and the first two girls would be going to Terengganu first and the others would only catch up with them later, 2 days after their arrival..

As another four of us would be joining them later, we decided to buy the bus tickets a bit later and somehow, the thought of going there by air crossed their mind and they asked me to check the flight tickets, just in case it's affordable for us.

"Weh, kalau naik bas 8 jam.. Naik kapal terbang sejam.. Jauh beza masa tu.."
"Haa.. macam menarik je naik flight.. Zana, tengok la ticket kapal terbang berapa.. Mana tau murah.."

Zana is my nickname since I entered diploma, as there're three Anis in the house.. With the innocent look, I answered;

"Umm.. Zana takde passport.."

And both of my friends looked at each other blankly and suddenly burst into laughter..

"Zana, kita nak pergi Terengganu je.. Bukan nak pergi korea tau..!"

"Mana la Zana tau.. Zana tak pernah naik aeroplane..!"

Okay I swear that I thought we need a passport whenever we need to travel by flight.. How do I know it when I don't even had any vacations yet instead of going around by car? 😓They laughed hysterically that night started from then, they started to made fun of me with the passport issue and all I could answer was, "Zana tak pernah naik aeroplane...!"😫

P/s: This is my first auto-published post so when you're reading this, I'm already in Terengganu and again, major blogwalking for those whom had been commenting would be done when I'm back to Seremban..💕

Flavnesz http://firstname.lastname@example.com:blogger.com,1999:blog-4668224944437389627.post-61202040255427883252017-05-01T01:58:00.000+08:002017-06-09T23:33:29.662+08:00Chapter 40: Route to Resolution - April

Assalammualaikum.. If I need to describe my last 30 days in one word, I'd say it's restless.. But somehow, I think I enjoyed this month the most.. Even my friends kept telling how happy I was, laughing and they even thought I'm in relay with someone, due to my "mudah terhibur" character.. 😅

But honestly, my resolution had been dull this month.. As the matter of fact, nothing is getting close to what I had been aiming, except of stop being an angry bird, of course.. 😂

Spend wisely

Well this month I managed to hold myself from buying something which is not important.. But..! My phone had been in grump and not cooperating at all.. In the end, I need to use up all of my savings for a new phone.. Goodbye my dear savings... 😭

Saving money

Since I had used up all of them, next month should be a restart for me.. *looking at the empty money box*

Focus on diet

Umm this one.. I'm still on hibernating mood.. WHY IS IT SO HARD TO GET BACK ON THE TRACK?!😓

Dear May, welcome to my life..! I had been waiting for you like crazy.. Hopefully my birth month would be a blast.. 🙏

P/s: I'm still haven't settle down yet and this would be the shortest entry ever.. I'm sorry but I'd be back really soon.. 💕

Flavnesz http://firstname.lastname@example.com:blogger.com,1999:blog-4668224944437389627.post-13398684086480092822017-04-23T23:20:00.003+08:002017-06-09T23:33:50.937+08:00Chapter 39: Rant on Life - April

Assalammualaikum...

I hereby, would like to declare myself on semi-hiatus starting from today.. Well, my final examination had started today and there's only one paper left before my semester 5 officially ends.. Somehow, I still had some assignments to be submitted right after the paper ends and I barely had my time to write.. However, I would feel guilty if I abandon this blog without any explanation so here I am, hoping for your understanding.. Please wish me luck, guys and please pray for my strength to complete this final loads.. 😥

P/s: I'm sorry for those whom had been commenting on my posts but I haven't paid any visit yet, due to my hectic life.. I'll definitely pay the visit when I'm back.. 💕

Flavnesz http://firstname.lastname@example.com:blogger.com,1999:blog-4668224944437389627.post-75569120350945975662017-04-21T02:48:00.000+08:002017-06-09T23:46:15.228+08:002017 Movie Review: Fabricated City

Assalammualaikum.. Semester 5 had been killing my soul as I barely had time to catch the cinema.. Believe it or not, I've only watch 3 movies this year; XXX: Return of Xander Cage, Beauty and The Beast (I'm not going to do any review on this since I'm late but I love it..!) and the latest, a korean movie which I'm going to write the review today, Fabricated City..!

 Casts:

Ji Chang-Wook, Shim Eun-kyung, Ahn Jae-hong, Kim Min-kyo, Kim Ki-cheon, Oh Jung-se,

Kim Sang-ho, Lee Ha-nui

Synopsis:
Kwon Yoo was unemployed but he's the captain in the virtual world. However, due to an unexpected incident, he was then framed for a murder. With the help of his gaming buddies, unified by Mr.Hairy, they try to uncover the truth about this murder case.

Review:

Double thumbs up for this movie..! This movie had been playing with my nerve and emotions right from the start till the end.. There were laughter and tears, anxious and anger, everything was mixed in one movie..A friend of mine told me that this movie is somehow similar Fast and Furious okay I've not watched any of the series so I'm not sure about this but if you're a gamer, or an action-series lover, and psyco-path genre lover, this movie is just for you..

I cried at the part where Kwon was struggling to defend himself from the prisoners whom were bullying him, and then he was informed that his mother had committed a suicide but actually, she was killed due to her fight for her son's injustice.. 😭

I loved the part where everyone was shocked to know that Mr.Hairy was actually a girl, a genius hacker, and it was funny to know that she would only talk through phone, although when they're gathering at one place.. Oh wait, every scene of Kwon's gaming buddies provides the best laughter actually as each of them had their own "crazy" character.. 😂

Self Rating:★★★★★
Yes I love it so much, and definitely one of the best Korean action movie ever.. So go and watch it in the cinema, now..! 💕

Flavnesz http://firstname.lastname@example.com:blogger.com,1999:blog-4668224944437389627.post-89501029728207076922017-04-19T02:06:00.001+08:002017-06-09T23:46:25.994+08:00Featured Chapters: Ezbuy..?

Assalamualaikum..

Situation 1: You wanted to buy something but you know how hard it would be almost impossible to find the stuff that you want simply because you wanted something different..

Situation 2: Your desire could hardly be fulfilled since some of it are too pricey.. And you're just too lazy to do the survey.

If you've been in any of the situation above, could I say we're a match from heaven..? 😏

However, I would like to declare that my misery had ease itself and my shopping mode is on peak right now but money can you please fly to me..😩 Allow me to introduce to you, a website which might catch your empty soul of shopping and fill up your desire with their amazing stuff, Ezbuy.my..!

What is Ezbuy.my..?

Would you believe me if I say that we could shop globally, without bothering of converting the currency as everything had already converted for you..? Yes, no more hectic of checking the currency and just drown yourself into their heavenly world of good products in their best price, only for you..! Oh wait, have I mentioned that you could enjoy up to 4 times of savings ..? If no, now you got the info.. 😋

What To Buy..?
Ezbuy provides various range of products, starting from the latest trending fashionable outfits, Korean makeups and up to the miscellaneous products of technology stuff or kawaii items, everything is just in one click.. Well here's some items that caught my eyes.. 💓

click image for direct link..

Random confession: It's hard to find cheap plus size shoes in Malaysia and most of these pretty shoes belongs to the Cinderella.. 😫 But thanks to Ezbuy, with this variety choice and sizes, now everyone could be a Cinderella.. 😬

click image for direct link

Ezbuy is the first shop where I found selling this cutie..😫 Any Goblin lovers whom might be fangirling this little Dokkaebi, like me..? Somebody..! Anybody..! Please buy this for me as my birthday gift next month.. 😭

Why Ezbuy.my..?

When it comes to online shopping, either locally or internationally, I could say that us, the Malaysians do care about the shipping fee the most and when it comes to international shipping, you could cry thinking of the currency which is too burdensome, I might say.. Well, this time it's so EZ as they provides affordable shipping fee for you, and one thing that I love was the fact that they would inspect the product to ensure the quality and repack the parcel by removing excess packaging to make it less bulky, hence lowering the cost of local postage fees borne by us. 😚

PRIME..?

For those whom would always come back to them for more shopping experience, I would recommend you to grab their membership programme, 'Prime' which guarantee your shipping fee to be fixed at a flat rate of RM8.80 regardless of parcel size, weight and quantity of items bought per checkout. Sounds like a deal to be steal, right..? Click here for more info regarding Prime.. 💕

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Well, if you're reading this till the end, here's a good news for you.. Dear future EZ shoppers, for every new registration with ezbuy.my, RM15 cash voucher would be awarded to you..! What are you waiting for..?! Sign up now by clicking this link and the reward is yours..! Have fun and remember, it's EZ with ezbuy.my.. 💞

Flavnesz http://email@example.com:blogger.com,1999:blog-4668224944437389627.post-20593434807452320522017-04-15T23:39:00.000+08:002017-06-09T23:28:00.369+08:00Chapter 38: The Dead Flowers

Assalammualaikum...

source: Weheartit

She stepped off the bus with heavy heart. It's been years since the last time she set her feet there. She made her move out of the building, trying to leave the unwanted traces behind but as soon as she arrived at the entrance of the building, the rain started to pour heavily, stopping her from leaving the place. Trapped at the entrance of the building, she started to scan the scenery outside of the door and her eyes stopped on a tree, 500 meters from the place she was standing.

"Where are you..? I've just arrive.."

The message was sent and she immediately made her move to the main entrance. As soon as she arrived at the door, her phone vibrated, and a familiar name appeared on the phone screen. Without wasting any moment, she answered the call.

"Assalammualaikum.. I'm already here, on a motorbike under the tree.."

"Which tree?"

She kept looking around, trying to search for him but failed to recognize him. It was their first meeting after all..

"I'm on a motorbike, looking at you.."

And only by then, she could recognize him and suddenly, her heart beat increased. The guy was looking at her, smiling calmly and waved at her. She approached him slowly and he greeted her with a bubbly voice.

"So, where should we go now..? What time would your class started..?"

"Seven.. So we only had just some time left.. Perhaps, we could catch up while walking me to class..?"

His round eyes turned wider, and making a hand signal of walking, confirming if he heard it right..

"Yup, you can't expect me to ride the bike with you, right..?"

He smiled and asked her to wait for him to park his bike properly. Done with the parking, they started to make the move, walking her to the college.

"Can we stop at Mc'D for a while..? A mate asked me to buy us some dinner, since we would finish the class late..?"

"Sure, why not..?"

Once she's done buying the meal, they continued their journey.. It was 10 minutes of walk from the bus station to her college and he made use of the time to joke around with her.

"Are you sure you're just going to eat that for dinner..? I wanted to treat you a proper meal, perhaps, rice to ensure you're filled..Can I..?"

"Umm.. If you insist, we could drop by at the Central Market, there's a food court there and grab the chicken rice for a takeaway.."

Agreed to her suggestion, they stopped by at the food court for a while and continued their journey to her college, which was only across the road of Central Market, just nearby of the Petaling Street. In order to reach her college, they had to walk on a road which was filled with quite a number of flower shops. The strong fragrance of the flowers was accompanying their steps and the flowers themselves was a self pleasure for their view.

"Do you love flowers..?"

"Why, do you want to buy me one..?"

With a smile, he answered, "I want to but one day, Insya-Allah.."

The noise of people chattering made her realized that she had lost in her thought.. She wanted to avoid that place badly before but now, she decided to ignore it.. She walked along the memorial path, stopping by at the Central Market's food court to grab chicken rice before she finally made her move back to her house.

Flavnesz http://email@example.com:blogger.com,1999:blog-4668224944437389627.post-68074856807593394642017-04-09T18:12:00.000+08:002017-06-09T23:46:34.777+08:00Beauty Stuff: War with Althea?

Assalammualaikum. Althea is not something new for those whom loved korean make ups. They are famous for their beauty boxes which is such a steal for beauty lovers. However, those beauty boxes would always sold out in less than few minutes, which pissed me off as I really want to grab one of those boxes. I was keeping my eyes close to their updates on Facebook till one day of February, they updated about a Free Giveaway which I don't want to be left out.

When I saw the post, I immediately purchase it as all I need to pay was for the shipping fee but somehow, during my checkout, it didn't stated any amount to be paid and successfully purchased it. I even received an email from Althea claiming that my order had been received and they would update to me once my parcel is ready. I was too eager since it's like my first stuff from Althea and waited for almost two weeks but there's no updates regarding the parcel, and when I login to my account, that's when I know that my order was canceled without any notice.. 💔

Feeling upset, I sent an email to them, expressing how frustrated am I knowing that it was cancelled without any notice, as I was totally expecting for the parcel. I was hoping for a kind reply from them, explaining the situation but then, I received no replies from them within the week. That was when I decided to declare a war, sending a message on their Facebook's inbox, claiming how disappointed I was, filled with madness.

The althea pixies whom was dealing with me, surely was an angelic one as they calmly wheedled me with patience, helping me to solve my case and to make things better, they even send me a box filled with surprise..! 💕

It's a box filled with some Laneige trial kits and Banila co.clean it zero sample which I had been aiming for Allah-knows-how-long, a bag filled with "Too Cool for School" make up samples, a mask and a shampoo bar soap.. 😱

Althea surely knows how to comfort me..! Thank you so much Althea for this box and I'm gonna appreciate this gift..I will definitely keep my eyes close on you and hopefully, when I've the chance and penny, I could grab one of your boxes.. 💞

Flavnesz http://email@example.com:blogger.com,1999:blog-4668224944437389627.post-7500551852999467142017-04-06T21:34:00.002+08:002017-06-09T23:34:00.936+08:00Chapter 37: Humiliating Back to the Memory Lane

Assalammualaikum.. If you do read my 2017 resolution, I do mentioned about continuing my unfinished malay novel writing but somehow, I think it's just impossible for me to write that story anymore. Each time I re-read the story, my mind went blank, and I kept asking myself "Seriously, this is from you..?"

It's filled with "jiwang" words which made me cringe now. I tried to re-write it in less "jiwang" mode but come to think of it, why not if I just share to you guys the original-unedited version of it and let you guys cringe together... 😂

Kadang-kadang, cinta ni ajaib tapi aku dah tak percaya dengan "true love". Bagi aku sekarang, guys are sucks.. Tapi entah kenapa, hati yang selama ini dibatukan menjadi lemah setelah membaca nota darinya? Adakah hati ini telah berjaya dibuka kembali? Sungguh aku tidak sanggup untuk dilukai kembali".
"love is a great feeling that can not be expressed with words .. love can make you smile .. but .. it also makes you cry .. you who will bring color to your love .... and as for me, i will make sure you are charmed with my love.." - zafrul-

Diari kesayangan ditutup dan diletakkan di sisi. Kakinya pula laju mengocak air laut yang jernih dan merelakan mukanya ditampar lembut oleh sang bayu. Inilah rutinnya bila dilanda masalah atau dilema, mendambakan diri kepada keindahan ciptaan Allah S.W.T. Sedang dia leka melayan perasaan, bahunya disentuh seseorang. Dia tersentak dan sebaik sahaja dia berpaling, jantungnya berdegup kencang melihat sang jejaka sedang berdiri sambil melemparkan senyuman kepadanya, lantas dia bangun dan meninggalkan sang jejaka sendirian. Tidak sanggup rasanya untuk terus berperang dengan hatinya. Langkahnya terhenti pabila pergelangan tangannya dicengkam oleh Zafrul..

"Kau nak ke mana Larissa? Puas aku cari kau di kampus tadi... Kau cuba mengelak dari aku ye? Kenapa kau jadi macam nie Larissa? Kau seolah-olah bukan Larissa yang mula aku kenal. Larissa yang peramah. Larissa yang ceria bak suria pagi. Tapi sekarang, nak tengok kau senyum pun susah. Susah sangat ke kau nak terima aku sebagai penjaga hati kau Larissa?"

"Zafrul, please. Aku masih lagi Larissa yang dulu kau kenal. Tentang lamaran kau tu, aku minta maaf, aku tak boleh terima. You deserve the best girl Zafrul but it's not me. Tolong lepaskan tangan aku. Aku harus pulang sekarang"

Jawapan Larissa memang mengecewakan hati Zafrul. Hanya anak mata yang mampu mengekori langkah Larissa. Sebaik sahaja langkah Larissa semakin jauh, Zafrul tersedar ada sebuah buku di atas batu yang Larissa duduk.

"Buku apa nie? Macam diari. Larissa punya ke? Ahh.. balik rumah je la baru baca.."

Malam itu, Zafrul menyelak satu demi satu diari milik Larissa. Matanya laju membaca butir-butir kata dalam diari tersebut..

"Si dia melamarku hari ini.. betapa gembiranya hatiku?? hanya Tuhan yang tahu.. setelah sekian lama aku memendam rasa cinta, menyangka diriku hanya bertepuk sebelah tangan.. dan akhirnya.. hari ini dia membuktikan yang aku tidak bertepuk sebelah tangan.. Semoga hubungan ini direstuimu Ya Allah"

mengapa ada sahaja yg mencemburui ku?
mengapa apabila aku telah mendakap keinginanku,
ada pula yg menghancurkan nya..
aku ingin kan cinta yg tulus..
dan mendambakn cintaku pda yg ikhlas...
hatiku terlalu ingin menyayangi seseorg..
namun..
apakah darjat dapat membezakan cinta?
kasih..
sayang..
cinta...
ku ingin mendapatkan kasih..
mencurahkan sayang..
dan mendakap cinta yg tulus..
masih berpeluangkah aku?

"Ku sangka dia jujur mencintaiku.. tetapi aku salah.. tidak ku duga dia membalas kesetiaanku dengan racun kecurangan..pedihnya menusuk hatiku.. menikam jantungku..
Up till now, I'm still laughing at this. I even put a note under the post of my old entry (which is being kept safely in the draft) that those jiwang words was originally written by me..! 😂 And I keep recalling on my myself of how do I came up with such words, but failed... So now, my challenge is to scramble all this jiwang stuff and write this back, in a normal word, if I could or maybe, I should just bury these characters and forget about it..😅

Flavnesz http://email@example.com:blogger.com,1999:blog-4668224944437389627.post-86811525939750037842017-04-02T01:40:00.001+08:002017-06-09T23:34:49.185+08:00Chapter 36: Route to Resolution - March

Assalammualaikum... If I have to conclude my previous 31 days in one word, I'd say, it's the worst month of the year, so far.. To be frank, I've no idea what to write in here, feeling dis motived thinking of what I've been facing but oh well, let's just give it a try.. Shall we..?

Spend wisely.

Hmm... I think it was the month which I failed to hold myself from buying a template... Well, I've stalking this template for quite sometime, debating either to just grab it or pick a cheaper one.. I tried to wheedle myself for a cheaper one, but again, can't take my eyes away from this one so once I received my pocket money, I just made up my mind and grab it.. Uhh.. Not changing to any other template for a year, I guess..?👉👈

Saving money.

My monthly saving is still on it's right track... I've been receiving some extra money as the reward of helping during my sister's wedding so extra money had been saved..! Not to forget, VASE had been helping me in getting some extra money too.. 😊

Stop being an angry bird.

Well I think I could remove this from my list now.. One resolution had been successfully achieved, I guess..? Well, I'm not fully an angel right now, but I tend to keep my anger to myself,even sometimes I do complaint to my friends on certain matter .Instead of being an angry bird, I'm being a sensitive baby now. I could cry easily and only Allah knows how much my heart and mind had been battling inside, trying to calm myself down..

Focus on diet.

Since last month was the month where I'm worried about fitting into the dress for my sister's ceremony, I'm so glad that nothing chaotic happened.. I managed to fit it in..! Anyways, I'm planning to give a try on other method of diet but I'm still trying to get my research done.. To motivate myself, my dad had allow  me to buy another 4 dress yes..!! Another dresses into my collection!! which obviously, I need to give my best to fit in..

Actually, On the day I seek my dad's permission to buy some new dresses during a clearance sale, he couldn't agree for it but he couldn't expressed it to me. When one of my sister told me that he informed her on the evening that he felt it's unnecessary for me to grab the dress, I'm totally fine with it.. I've been waiting for him to say no for it, but then, he's the one whom keep calling me, asking "bila nak beli baju..?" and with guilt, as I know how un-willing he was, I told him that I'd get only 2 dresses at the cheapest price, he paused and said "takpe la, amik je la lebih.. Papa bagi RM200 untuk kau beli baju.." 😨

Told my sisters about this and their response were, " Weh, mana aci.. Habis anak dia yang lain ni macam mana..?" and "Papa memang kalah betul dengan kau kan.. Tak boleh betul nak cakap NO dengan kau.."*flip hair* "It's the perk of being the last child, sissy.."😋

Flavnesz http://email@example.com:blogger.com,1999:blog-4668224944437389627.post-65665326795934742812017-03-31T12:40:00.000+08:002017-06-09T23:46:47.002+08:00Featured Chapters: FAQ DIPLOMA TESL @ KUPTM KL

Assalammualaikum... I've been receiving some questions coming from my email and fb's private message regarding furthering the study in Diploma of Teaching English as a Second Language at Kolej Poly-Tech Mara Kuala Lumpur (KUPTM KL). I just noticed that the newest intake would be registering on 13th May while the UPU result would only be released a day after the registration day so I know that my future juniors (cewahhh) would be in dilemma.. So hereby, I'd list out the similar questions that I've been receiving and hopefully, this entry could help you in making the decisions.. 😇 *this emoji cuz i'm feeling like an angel right now..*

Excuse those unpaid models and I just realized we've only taken pictures at this area once so there's not much of choice left..

Friendly reminder: The questions would be in Malay but I'd be answering it in English since I'm used to this language when in comes to blogging..😅

1. Macam mana persekitaran pembelajaran dekat situ.. Ok atau tak..?

Well, this is the most basic question that I've been receiving.. To be honest, if you're looking for a decent learning atmosphere, without the hustle and bustle of the city, then KUPTM ain't a place for you guys since it's almost right in the middle of the city, but to be frank, this is the most suitable environment for you to be bold and speak English confidently..

But one thing to remind you, our campus ain't as big as the famous university but at least, they had their own building for you to be proud of..

The only actual picture of KUPTM KL campus provided by google..

2. Macam mana dengan kemudahan dia..?

If you're wondering about the food expenses, there's a cafe inside the campus building, with quite reasonable price. Besides that, there're lots of mini stalls surrounding the outside gates of the campus, and the good news is, some stalls provides food packages with reasonable price.. So, worry not about your hunger.. 😉

Since one of the conditions provided is to stay in their "hostel" for at least 2 semester, you must be wondering how the hostel would look like. Well, you could put a smile now as KUPTM provides either a condominum or apartment for you.. But,I'd love to inform you that you would be staying with 14-15 person in a house. This might horrify you for a while but trust me, slowly you'd just miss the memories when you're out of the hostel.. And hey, on a bright sight, you already have 15 friends before the class started.. How cool is that..? 😆

Transportation? our campus is located right across LRT Pandan Jaya so you could always walk there using the pedestrian bridge provided or if you're lazy, just grab an Uber or Grab.. Both of them are my main transportation now..😜

3. Macam mana dengan peluang nak sambung degree nanti..? Boleh ke nak sambung di IPTA..?

Actually, you could always pursue your degree in other ipta/ipts but KUPTM provided a better offer for their teslian student.. I'm not really sure either 1 and a half year or a maximum of 2 years for BACHELOR OF ARTS (HONS) IN APPLIED ENGLISH LANGUAGE STUDIES, but one thing for sure, it might not take 3 years for you to achieve your degree, if you manage to cope with it, of course.. 😅

4. Macam mana pulak dengan pinjaman..? Ada MARA tak..?

One of the reason I choose KPTM (their name before upgraded) was because they do provide MARA as an alternative of the PTPTN but of course, with a few important alert: "C" at least for your SPM Mathematics and as usual, the amount that you'd receive is based on your parents' income.. 😁

That was all the common questions that I've been receiving so far and if you've any other questions that are not listed, feel free to drop down your comment here or contact me via email or social sites that I've provided.. 😀
Flavnesz http://email@example.com:blogger.com,1999:blog-4668224944437389627.post-70969340496569126612017-03-27T21:47:00.001+08:002017-06-09T23:28:10.561+08:00Chapter 35: of Time and Money
Assalammualaikum..

Kak,if you have to pick, to be with someone whom willing to spend his money on you or to be with someone whom would spend his time with you, which one would you choose..?

"Someone whom would spend their money.. or someone whom would have their time with me..?"
 She asked for the second time, just to confirm the question..

"Mhmm.. "
The girl responded..

"Someone whom would have time for me.."

"Uuuu.."

Hearing the response that she received, with an unknown smile on her face, she continued,

 "Because that's what I've been waiting for.."
And the conversation ended there but then, she started to doubt herself, asking the same question secretly to herself..

Having someone whom would spend his money on you would be nice, but does that really meant he love you..?

What if.. He do love you and willing to spend his money on you but there's a thing you need to sacrifice, the time for you to know each other better...

Would you be happy in that way..?

Would you be able to feel the love for that particular time..?

Smiling to herself, she knew what exactly that she wanted in life..

Money might be the answer for a temporary happiness, and when it's gone, you need to struggle to gain it back.. But having someone by your side, whom would be your stress reliever and stays with you through up and downs, won't you feel more appreciated in that way..? ☺

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I really like your new format for The Coast. Please keep up the great articles that give great background on some of the political issues and other things that the local government seems to want to hide. The other daily paper in this area just doesn't give much depth to any of those stories like The Coast does.
This is probably the first time I have read the paper from cover to cover. Well done. —John Fennell, via email
Picked up The Coast today, happily as always, cause I love to read about all that is happening in the city, specifically the phonebook style entertainment listings, which for the record I really loved reading at my corner ice cream shop as my son devoured his ice cream. Yup, that was a nice tradition.
Now realized the edition is lighter—less paper, which is great. However there are no entertainment listings. Guess I'll need to access this info thru my phone instead of paper in front of my son who I was trying to show the joy of reading the paper to. Really did they take up that much space?! Disappointed! —Dawn Penny, via email
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Phil Otto's feeble attempt at back-tracking on his intent with last month's "Be Bold" advertorial is too little too late (Q&A by Jacob Boon, The City, August 7). Once a rock is thrown, it cannot be unthrown. The politicians, restaurant keepers, real estate operators and even law offices have to live with the fact that they thumbed their collective nose at a segment of their client base. A segment that, while not members of the Heritage Trust, are nevertheless aghast when perfectly useful buildings, hallmarks of our unique history, are felled like trees in a forest, and dispatched to the nearest landfill. This segment most likely has taken note of these names and may very well find other sources where they can purchase the same or similar goods and services. Pretty dumb for a businessperson to let his good name be slung around as if by a school-yard bully who thinks he won't need his victim in later times. —Tony Edwards, via email
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In her letter (August 7), Rexanne Phillips writes, "It may be foolish to walk out into a crosswalk without looking, but it is not a criminal offense." Section 125(3) of the Motor Vehicle Act: "A pedestrian shall not leave a curb or other place of safety and walk or run into the path of a vehicle that is so closely approaching that it is impractical for the driver of the vehicle to stop." Under the law, clearly drivers and pedestrians have responsibilities to one another. —Richard Norman, via email
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