text:
Story highlights
- R.L. Stine is reviving his most popular series, "Fear Street"
- Stine joins other authors in reviving horror books for teens
- TV shows like "The Walking Dead" helped renew interest in horror literature
- Author Jonathan Maberry: "Modern teen horror goes more inside the personal experience"
Author R.L. Stine has returned to the evil street that made him famous in the 1990s, and fans are looking forward to the new ways he'll terrorize Shadyside High School teenagers on "Fear Street."
"Party Games," out on September 30, is the first of six new "Fear Street" books that Stine is releasing. The premise: When Shadyside High School senior Brendan Fear has a birthday party at his parent's summer house on Fear Island, things go from bad to worse.
Stine, 70, is the author of more than 300 novels for children and teens, including the much-loved "Goosebumps" and "Fear Street" series. The latter was a major hit, selling 80 million copies and building a fan base that for years has been asking him to revive the spooky series.
"The whole thing happened because of Twitter," Stine said. "It's a great way to keep in touch with my original readers, and 'Fear Street' was mentioned more than anything else. That's what they read when they were kids. And I suppose we're all nostalgic for what we read back then."
The new "Fear Street" arrives at a time many consider to be a renaissance of young adult horror. It disappeared as a dominant genre in the early 2000s with the rise of fantasy novels and series such as "Harry Potter" and "Eragon." Popular shows such as "The Walking Dead" and "American Horror Story" helped revive interest in horror literature, said Catherine Scully, young adult editor for the Horror Writers Association.
Like today's TV shows, today's teen horror novels are darker and scarier than the "Fear Street" of the 1990s, reflecting the way popular culture has changed. Along with Stine, a new class of authors is attempting to redefine young adult horror for the "Saw" generation, which can easily find graphic depictions of violence on TV and in movies and video games. By weaving in diverse elements -- such as historic gothic and psychological thrillers -- and making both protagonists and villains more three-dimensional, this new wave of authors is hoping to appeal to readers looking for something more than gore and torture porn.
Unlike horror depicted on television and the big screen, in horror literature for young adults, subtlety is key, rather than shock value, author and horror expert Jonathan Maberry said.
"Modern teen horror goes more inside the personal experience rather than the body count," he said. "The more subtle you go and leave for the reader to interpret, they can participate and it's even scarier."
Where it began, where it's going.
The definition of teen horror can be difficult to pinpoint, especially as new authors broaden the range of topics contained within the genre. In the broadest sense, it embodies the disturbing, imaginative manifestations of fear and dread, life-or-death situations, thrilling surprises and a loss of control, authors and literary observers say.
Horror is defined by what scares you, "and that's very personal and different for each person," said Scully, who reviews young adult horror in HWA's 'Scary Out There' blog.
Horror novels by Stine, Christopher Pike and Lois Duncan emerged as a salve to the 1970s and 1980s' "problem novels" that dealt with divorce, drugs and alcohol abuse. In the early 2000s, authors began began weaving elements of horror into fantasy, such as the "Harry Potter" series. Horror was the umbrella genre that gave birth to popular subgenres such as paranormal and dystopian, Scully said.
As the genre evolved, it began attracting more readers with its diversity of subgenres and topics. Themes of empowerment and hope emerged, showcasing teens defeating evil in the face of their greatest fears -- and surviving to the end of the book, Scully said.
"I look at YA horror as being the swords and shields we give our teens to fight with these problems that we have limited ways of coping with," Scully said. "Teen horror stories are actually empowering them against these horrific things in their life. To have their own stories and their own ways of fighting back, I think we give them a voice."
Cat Winters, Kendare Blake, April Genevieve Tucholke and Kami Garcia are some of the authors folding in suspense and elements of psychological terror into horror novels.
"Horror combines what readers love by merging the scary creatures from 'Twilight' and gritty, horrifying elements of dystopian (literature)," gothic horror author Winters said. "Horror can be a genre of its own but finds its way into almost every other genre."
Kenneth Oppel, author of a young Victor Frankenstein series, believes that part of the appeal of modern young adult horror is the shift away from crazed serial killers to demons within ourselves. Case in point: zombies, monsters of our own creation.
Zombies connect well with the teen experience, standing as a metaphor for misunderstanding, loss or massive life changes and how characters handle the consequences, Maberry said.
Isaac Marion, author of "Warm Bodies," which was adapted for the big screen in February 2013, didn't write his book for young adults. But they connected with the message: figuring out who you are and who you want to be, even if you're a zombie, he said. His book is told from the perspective of a zombie who feels lost until he meets (and doesn't want to eat) a living person.
"It always seemed strange to me that there was no curiosity about what's going on behind the scenes of this creature," Marion said.
New twists to old favorites
For years, fans have been asking Stine to revive "Fear Street" in online fan forums and over social media.
But publishers weren't interested, claiming the idea he left behind in 1995 was outdated in the new world of young adult fiction dominated by dystopian worlds and paranormal events. Stine took to Twitter, thanking his fans for their interest while letting them know that the idea was discouraged.
Then, associate editor Kat Brzozowski of Thomas Dunne Books, a division of St. Martin's Press, reached out to him.
The "Fear Street" series married supernatural horror with real-life horror of teenagers' deepest fears and insecurities. That's why they were so popular with young readers, Brzozowski said, including herself. She thought it was fitting that the grandfather of teen horror revisit his most popular series for old fans and a new generation.
While the Stine "recipe" remains the same -- following one character's perspective closely -- Stine says the new "Fear Street" books will be longer, more adult and more violent, reflecting how young adult fiction has changed since the 1990s.
"For me, it's thinking of new scares, plot twists and cliffhanger chapter endings I haven't done before, moving into the modern world," Stine said. "It will be a roller coaster ride of fearful surprises."


text:
Kittatinny Lodge 5
Your donation to the Hawk Mountain Council helps young men and women participate in the best youth development program in the nation and gain valuable skills in: leadership, citizenship and personal fitness.
You can support Scouting today by following the Donate Now link to the right or Join our Herbie Hawk Society (Monthly Giving) by clicking the link below or scaning the QR Code.
Financial resources for the Hawk Mountain Council come from an annual Friends of Scouting (FOS) campaign, local United Ways, foundation grants, special events, gifts-in-kind, investment income, trust funds, bequests, gifts of real and personal property, and your direct financial contributions.
You can make a direct financial contribution to the Hawk Mountain Council online with your credit card or electronic check. You may choose to direct your gift to one of our special initiatives or make a contribution to our annual operating fund. Either way, your contribution has a direct impact on programs and young people!
For more information, on major gifts and gift planning, please visit: www.bsagiftplan.org

subset: commoncrawl


text:
Joined Jul 2015
Blossburg, PA, United States
Ships from Blossburg, PA, United States to:
I will ship with tracking to the continental United States. Alaska, Hawaii, and international shipments may incur additional charges.
Return WindowThis product can be returned within 7 days of receipt.
General Terms
Items must be returned in original, as-shipped condition with all original packaging and no signs of use. Buyer assumes responsibility for all return shipping costs unless the item was not received as described.
Buyer receives a full refund in their original payment method less any shipping costs.


text:
Tag Archives: Reno Riverwalk
Wanted – Dead or Alive: Reno ARTlawz
The idea started out as a simple exhibit has now become a way of life for some of our more die hard local artists. These artists are establishing themselves as trailblazers who are truly defining the arts through their artwork harnessing the power of their many talents. These are the artlawz.


text:
The Academy of Motion Picture Arts and Sciences' Governors Awards — or as Martin Short called them, the "highest honor an actor can receive ... in mid-November" — were presented Saturday evening in Hollywood.
And Short's joking comment aside, the evening made for a heartfelt tribute to three movie legends — Steve Martin, Angela Lansbury and Italian costume designer Piero Tosi — picking up honorary awards for their body of work, as well as Angelina Jolie, winner of the academy's Jean Hersholt Humanitarian Award.
Academy members filled the Ray Dolby Ballroom at Hollywood & Highland Center, schmoozing during a relaxed cocktail reception that was well-stocked with many of the actors and filmmakers looking to win voters' favor this year.
Judd Apatow expressed his appreciation for Ben Stiller and his latest movie, "The Secret Life of Walter Mitty." Diane Keaton came out for her old pal Steve Martin. Brad Pitt was there, of course, for Jolie. And Harrison Ford made heads turn when he found "Star Wars" creator George Lucas during dinner and gave him a hug and engaged him in an extended conversation.
"I'm trying to be jaded but it's impossible," "Gravity" co-screenwriter Jonas Cuaron said, looking around the banquet hall. "It's like all my childhood heroes in the same room."
Lucas and Gena Rowlands were among those presenting Jolie the humanitarian award for the work she has done during more than 40 field missions with the United Nations Refugee Agency, as well as her efforts in countless other social justice efforts.
Jolie initially thanked Pitt and her late mother, making good on her promise to her son, Maddox, not to cry, though she came close. She then spoke eloquently about the impact the work she has done with the United Nations and other agencies has had on her life.
"I have never understood why some people are lucky enough to be born with the chance that I had to have this path in life," Jolie said, "and why, across the world, there's a woman just like me, the same abilities, the same desires, the same work ethic and love for her family who would most likely make better films than me — better speeches. Only she sits in a refugee camp. She has no voice. She worries about what her children will eat, how to keep them safe and if they'll ever be allowed to return home. I don't know why this is my life and that's hers. But I will do as my mother asked and I will do the best I can with this life to be of use."
Unlike Jolie, Martin did in fact break down a couple of times, overcome with appreciation for the ways that working in movies has affected his life. And this was after an introduction by Short that resembled a Friars roast and had the audience roaring with approval. ("Of all the people I have a fake showbiz friendship with," Short said of his "Three Amigos" costar, "Steve is the person I'm fake closest to.")
Tom Hanks compared Martin to H.L. Mencken, Voltaire, Satchel Paige and Yogi Berra, among others, and Martin, holding his Oscar while Hanks stood to the side, initially joked that he couldn't possibly express how excited he was because "the Botox is fresh."
But Martin soon turned thoughtful — and emotional.
"To get an award for something that you realize has seeped into your bones and to understand tonight that the work over the decades has at least meant something to someone is especially satisfying," he said. "But working in movies has also brought an amazing gift that has accumulated through these decades of filmmaking that cannot be matched, something wonderful and magical and its impact on my life is profound — friends."
Oscar-winners Emma Thompson and Geoffrey Rush paid tribute to Lansbury, with Rush calling her the "living definition of range" and Thompson remembering throwing a pie at the legend while making the 2005 movie "Nanny McPhee."
"What an 11 o'clock number," said the 88-year-old Lansbury, embracing her Oscar in nothing short of a bear hug.
Tosi did not attend the event. Actress Claudia Cardinale, who worked with the famed Italian designer on 10 films including "The Leopard" and "Rocco and His Brothers," accepted in his honor. She saluted the other designers attending the event before disclosing why Tosi had asked her to collect the award.
"He wanted an actress to collect this prize because he believes that the work of a costume designer is dedicated to us, the actors," Cardinale said. "I suspect that he chose me because he thinks he made me suffer — a lot!"


text:
Skip to content
Changing How The Public Thinks About Nursing
Register & Post Comments On Nurses Forum. Click to Join Now.
Read Me before post anywhere!.
Advertise with us
Read NMCN News & Articles Here
General Nurses To Nurses Discussion
Health News in Nigeria
Sharing Knowledge & Experience
Nursing Jobs in Private, Government, Schools & Company.
State MCPDP Calender & Modules
NOUN Updates,Abridge BNSC Programs
View Available Dates of Events
Student Nurses News & Discussion
Nursing Quotes and Jokes.
Health Promotion and Education – search first!
Discuss and view Pregnancy Concerns.
Discuss and view on Sexual Health Education.
Unread post
by Kunle Emmanuel » Wed Aug 26, 2015 11:42 am
Return to "Student Nurses Discussion and News"
Users browsing this forum: Bing [Bot], Google Adsense [Bot] and 15 guests


text:
California Department of Transportation
March 1, 2011
District: 5 – Santa Barbara, San Luis Obispo, Monterey, San Benito and Santa Cruz Counties
Jim Shivers or Colin Jones
Phone: (805) 549-3237 or (805) 549-3189
Caltrans completes recovery act project on State Route 154
SANTA BARBARA COUNTY – Caltrans today announced that work has been completed on a $2.5 million pavement improvement project on State Route 154, providing motorists a smoother, safer ride. The project was financed primarily ($1.5 million) by the American Recovery and Reinvestment Act of 2009 (Recovery Act).
"Funding from the Recovery Act is helping us put people back to work rebuilding California's transportation system while providing a shot in the arm to the economy," said Caltrans Director Cindy McKim.
The project resurfaced nine miles of pavement in each direction on SR-154, a busy commuter and tourist route. "We are pleased that Recovery Act funding allowed us to improve the highway and create jobs," said Craig Flowers, Project Manager of Granite Construction in Goleta, the project's contractor.
California has obligated nearly $2.6 billion in Recovery Act funding obligated to nearly 1,000 highway, local street, and job training transportation projects statewide. For more information on the Recovery Act visit: http://recovery.ca.gov/
Caltrans reminds motorists that 'we're here to get you there'.
# # # #


text:
From: FL, United States
Genre: Hip Hop/Rap, Pop, R&B/Soul
Purple Light Entertainment consists of two main artists, Rip and Prano. Rip and Prano grew up in and all over south Florida. These two artists write and compose their own music. With the Latin sensation Jhoni, (from LD and Jhoni) singing and producing on some of their tracks, this team makes a great combination. Check out Rip's newest album "Street Ambitionz" on iTunes!!


text:
Description:IBM Edge Memory 1GB ECC REG PC2100IBM Eserver Xseries 235 345
Part Number(s)IBM Part# 33L5039
Note:Our IBM Part# 33L5039 is guaranteed genuine IBM product with a
IBM serial number and logo.We do not sell 3rd party IBM memory.
Overview:Increasing memory in your IBM system is a very cost-effective way to help boost performance allow you to open more applications at once and save time and hassle. Since IBM is responsible for the design testing manufacturing and quality of IBM memory compatibility with your IBM computer is backed by IBM Service and Support.


text:
2012 NicFest- Day 1 [PHOTOS]
Casper is a lot of things, but a "big city" is not one of them. Because of this, we miss out on a lot of 'festivals' and what-not that most big cities have. We've got Beartrap Summer Festival, and NicFest. The good news is, both of these events rock and remind me exactly how much I love living in our humble city. Check out these pics from the first day of the 2012 NicFest at the Nicolaysen Art Museum.


text:
Note : Your request will be directed to Cernex Inc.
The CWK159G040703SM from Cernex Inc is a Waveguide to Coax Adapter with Frequency 4.9 to 7.05 GHz, Power 1000 W, Insertion Loss 0.3 dB. More details for CWK159G040703SM can be seen below.
1.85mm, 2.4mm and 2.92mm Waveguide to Coax Adapters Operating Up to 65GHz
You can now find similar products from multiple companies on everything RF.


text:
1199 Panigale
Arriving in our showroom this April
SuperMoto Italia and Cafe Racer Magazine Team Up...
SuperMoto helps Cafe Racer Magazine put Bimota's Tesi 3D to the test. Check out the FEB/MAR 2011 issue to see if the pedigreed racer has what it takes to best the "Ton Up" crowd.
2011 Diavel
Now taking orders now for Spring delivery.
SuperMoto - Your Worldwide Bimota Dealer
Contact Us To Get One Today
Factory trained in Italy to Sell and Service any Bimota.
2010 Multistrada in Stock
"Come in to see the new Ducati...at rest or in motion."
New Moto Guzzi Models in Stock
"The Spirit of Motorcycles"


text:
Skip Hire Huntingtower Haugh from YourLocalSkipHire.co.uk
If you're looking to hire a skip in Huntingtower Haugh, you've come to the right place. YourLocalSkipHire.co.uk is one of the UK's leading providers of skips for hire, offering a reliable and professional service to business and residential clients.
If you're confused about which skip you need to hire from us, take a look at our sizing guide. That'll give you an indication of the size of skip you need for various projects, such as house clearances or larger building projects.
Book your YourLocalSkipHire.co.uk skip by typing your postcode into the box above. We'll then get back to you with a no-obligation quote for delivering the skip you want to hire to your Huntingtower Haugh address. It couldn't be simpler! You can also give us a call on 0330 1130 700 to discuss your skip hire needs.


text:
Flags Ordered to Half-staff in Honor of Legislator Donald Haggar
SIOUX FALLS - South Dakota Gov. Dennis Daugaard has ordered that flags at the state Capitol be lowered to half-staff this weekend in memory of former state legislator Donald Haggar.
The 88-year-old Haggar, of Sioux Falls, died last weekend.
Haggar served from 1959-60 in the South Dakota House of Representatives. He's the father of current Rep. Don Haggar and the grandfather of current Rep. Jenna Haggar, both of Sioux Falls.
Copyright 2013 The Associated Press. All rights reserved. This material may not be published, broadcast, rewritten or redistributed.


text:
Cruise Search
Signature Collection
Signature Culinary Travel
Experience River Cruising
Avid Cruiser
Destination Search
Destination Profiles
Cruise Lines
Embarkation Ports
Agency Specials
Hot Deals
Hot Specials
Search by Destination
Vacation Suppliers
Hotels & Resorts
Win a FREE trip!
Sign Up for Email Offers
Cruise Vacations
Land Vacations
Spotlight Destinations
By Sharon Lewis on 1/17/2012 11:23:02 AMCategory: Celebrity Cruises |
(0) Comments
Leave Comment
Celebrity Cruises $100 Shipboard Credit
on Select Sailings
For new bookings made January 1, 2012- March 31, 2012
Up to $300 per Stateroom Savings in Ocean View or Higher Staterooms on Select Saillings
For new bookings made January 9- February 5, 2012
Name (required)
Email Address (required, but not published)
Enter the anti spam code as it is shown above (required):
Enter your comment (no HTML allowed)
Important: If you mistype the required anti-spam code above, or if your session expires, you will receive an error and lose your comment text. Please highlight your comment text and copy it into your clipboard prior to submitting (just in case).
41 Night Royal Caribbean Trans Atlantic Cruise
Abercrombie & Kent
Adventures by Disney
African Travel
Alpine Adventures
Apple Vacations
Azamara Club Cruises
Carnival Cruise Line
Celebrity Cruises
Christmas Holidays & Cruises 2011
Classic Vacations
Crystal Cruises
Hawaii World Distinguished Resorts
Holland America Line
Insight Vacations
Kingwood Travel and Lipstick Digest
Norwegian Cruise Line
Oceania Cruises
Pleasant Holidays
Princess Cruises
Regent Seven Seas Cruises
River Cruising
Royal Caribbean International
Signature Specials
Silversea Cruises
Tahiti Legends
Travel Impressions
Windstar Sails the Ionian Sea
View All
Copyright | Privacy | Contact | About
© Copyright 2013. All Rights Reserved. Kingwood Travel.
Travel content powered by Advaia.com


text:
Can You Guess the Celebrity Cleavage?
Today's Celebrity Cleavage is from a music icon who got her start in the early Aughts, thanks to the release of her self-titled debut album with Def Jam. This singer-songwriter turned actress and television personality is as gorgeous as ever and seems to have the fountain of youth running through her veins.
She's a native of New Jersey, giving her a sassy attitude beneath her usually bubbly, cute demeanor. Even though she was known primarily as a songstress, she eventually broke into acting, starring in feature films, direct-to-DVD movies and even in a video game.
Nowadays, you can see her presence on television, appearing on competitive talent shows as either a contestant or a Social Media Correspondent. Can you guess who she is?


text:
Nuu A1+ 4" Quad Core Dual Sim 3G Android 6.0 Smart Phone - Unlocked
Customers who viewed this product also viewed...
Buy online securely with:
Home | About Us | Testimonials | Support | Terms & Conditions | Privacy Policy | Cookies | FAQs | Shipping | Contact | Recommend Us
This site copyright © IJT Direct Ltd 2019 | All prices shown include all applicable taxes.
All marks, names, and logos are the property of their respective owners.
IJT Direct Ltd, 2nd Floor, Gaspé House, 66-72 Esplanade, St Helier, Jersey, JE1 1GH | Jersey Company Reg. No. 92146. | WEEE Producer Reg. No.: WEE/MM2116AA


text:
Text Size Large SizeMedium SizeSmall Size Color Scheme Black SchemeWhite SchemeGrey SchemePaper Scheme
Starting Over
Pretty much the same format everyone else follows. Continuation of New Moon. Enjoy!! *********Spoiler Warning******************* ***Update*** Now that i actually know what this story is going to be about, i am going to change the summary... Edward finally changes Bella, but instead of ending the problems, it simply brings on more. Bella develops an outstanding gift which brings vampires from all over looking to get her on their side... So, how do you like it??
Disclaimer: All publicly recognizable characters, settings, etc. are the property of their respective owners. The original characters and plot are the property of the author. The author is in no way associated with the owners, creators, or producers of any media franchise. No copyright infringement is intended.
1. one
Rating 4.5/5 Word Count 1044 Review this Chapter
(bella's point of view)
Someone put out the fire.
My vision clouds over, I scream. Venom poisons my veins, ablaze with that torturing fire.
"Edward…" I croak; my throat is dried out, dry as the Sahara Desert.
"It's going to be ok, love. I'm so sorry…" Edward trails off. His voice, so glorious, reminds me of why I endure this agony. My love, my life, Edward. I feel his icy touch at my neck and I am relieved momentarily of the pain. But a wave of agony replenishes the first and I scream out.
"Make it stop!" I plead, and although my voice is barely audible, I know he heard it. Its not worth it, the pain…
Seconds stretch into minutes, minutes into hours. Dreadfully long hours…
Flashback: Graduation
Rings of gray clouds blot out the blue of the sky. The graduation ceremony is outside, despite the rainy weather. I walk slowly down the aisle, taking care not to trip on the long hem of the navy blue dress.
I remember the deal I had with Edward. After graduation, Carlisle could change me. We had agreed on that the night after we returned from Italy. But I didn't want Carlisle to change me. I wanted Edward to. And if I wanted Edward to change me, I had to meet his standard. "Marry me first…"
I would marry him. I would. If it meant he would stay forever. But I didn't know how Charlie and Renee would take it. If only he could wait until after he turned me…
I writhed in the pain's fiery grip. Anything to stop the pain. My screams had long ceased; my raw throat suffocated. I drew in a staggered breath; pain shot through my chest. An endless torture…Flashback
"Edward, I graduated. I can move out of Charlie's house…"I trailed off, he knew exactly what I was talking about.
Both Edward and I were up in his bedroom, seated on the couch. I hugged my knees to my chest as I watched for his reaction. But it was calm. He turned to look at me.
"So you would prefer Carlisle to change you?" He asked, smirking.
"No, I would rather you changed me…" I looked away from his face, searching for something to look at. I settled upon eyeing the floor, gazing at the rich gold carpet.
Edward leaned closer to me, and I could feel his sweet breath caressing my face. "Yes, and you remember what I told you? Unless you have forgotten our deal?"
I looked up innocently into his face. Of course I remembered. But I decided to act clueless. I cocked my head to one side. "No…What was it?"
Edward leaned in again, his eyes smoldering. "Marry me…"
"Edward, I—" But he cut me off. He lowered himself off the couch and onto one knee. Turning around, he came up with a velvet box.
He was proposing!
"Isabella Marie Swan," he said solemnly. "I have always loved you, I will always love you. Will you marry me?" He opened the velvet box to reveal a silver ring with a blue topaz gem fused into its surface. It was gorgeous.
His eyes smoldered, and I was speechless. Gazing into his perfect face, I knew I was going to say yes. My life revolved around Edward. No, Edward was my life. I thought back to the painful months when he had left me for my own good—the hole that had occupied my heart. No, I would rather die then live without Edward. Who cares what Renee and Charlie think? I loved him. I would die without him.
But now I could only stare.
I watched as the dazzling look on his face changed gradually into nervous despair. He would be sad if I said no. This thought made my heart jump. I flung my arms around his neck.
"Yes, Edward, yes." I mumbled into his cold chest. He considerably brightened at my answer and hugged me closer, pressing his lips into my hair.
"I love you, Bella."
I held on to those words while I struggled in anguish in the fiery grip of the venom. I asked for this—I wanted this. Edward and I would be together for eternity…that thought relieved me for a minute. But a new wave of pain replaced the first and I moaned.Flashback
"Edward." It was Carlisle speaking to him. We were all sitting in the living room, a cooking show playing across the screen. Edward glanced up, and anguish flashed across his face. I mused over the cause of this change in attitude, but then realized he was reading Carlisle's thoughts.
"Bella, do you really want to carry-through with this?" Edward asked, his eyes pleading. I knew he was talking about changing me.
"Yes…Unless you have discovered another way to stall…" I raised my eyebrows, remembering his many reasons for keeping me human so long.
"No, I gave you my word, and I'll follow through with it…if that's what you really want." Edward was giving me the option to turn him down. I could say no and we could go on like this.
But I couldn't. I had my heart set on this fate and I would follow through with it. If only I could keep my mind off the pain…
"Yes that is what I really want." I retorted, a blatant look of determination on my face.
"You are aware there will be pain involved, correct?" He said this, amusement playing across his features.
"Yes I am. I am perfectly fine. I can deal with it." I told him. If only I could convince myself of that, I would be fine.
But I couldn't deal with it. The pain was unbearable. If I ever made it to hell it wouldn't be half of what this pain was. It was as if someone had cut me open and placed the sun itself into my veins. It burned. When would it quit? I was sure it had been at least three days…
As if on cue, the pain began to fade.And then, there was nothing.
- Author
- twilightaholic
- Rating
1 2 3 4 5
- Reviews
- 435
- Words
- 17443
- Views
- 1
- Published
- 22 Feb 07
- Updated
- 01 Jun 07
- Status
- Complete


text:
100% electric medium-duty step van has successfully completed accelerated durability testing at Transportation Research Center
AMP Holding Inc. (OTCBB and OTCQB: AMPD), an OEM manufacturer of alternative fuel trucks, under the Workhorse(R) brand, today announced that its 100% electric medium-duty step van has successfully completed accelerated durability testing at Transportation Research Center, a world-class independent testing facility in East Liberty, Ohio.
AMP engaged TRC Inc. to simulate the rigors of package delivery in an environment where it is common to keep their vans in service for 20 years or more. The accelerated durability testing ran for 4,000 miles during the Ohio winter from February to April. The comprehensive tests included running 2,000 miles at curb weight and 2,000 miles fully loaded. Each durability cycle was just under 10 miles long, and consisted of traversing a series of resonance, chatter, and impact bumps, a series of moderate washboards, frame twists, and dips, inverted chuckholes, stopping and starting on a 20% brake slope, "lock-to-lock" figure-8 maneuvers, a short slalom course, and traversing gravel roads.
AMP's all-electric proprietary system is unique in that it incorporates a dual-motor system that produces 250 kw and accelerates the 19,500 GVW vehicle faster than the original factory-installed diesel engine. The system has a total energy storage system of 100 kwhr that can push the 1,000 cubic foot vehicle 100 miles on a single charge.
The durability testing during the winter demonstrates, on an accelerated time frame, the ability of AMP's powertrain, battery management system and related all-electric components to successfully withstand the rigors of operating under extremely demanding conditions while maintaining the structural integrity of the vehicle and AMP's all-electric system.
Stephen Burns, CEO of AMP stated that "the testing is key validation for the durability and engineering integrity of the AMP all-electric system."
AMP plans to produce Step-Vans and other vehicle types using the AMP Workhorse Custom Chassis plant in Union City, Indiana.
With the acquisition of the Workhorse(R) brand and factory facilities, AMP will be positioned to be the first truck OEM in the United States to offer a range of alternative fuel vehicles produced in an automated assembly plant. By offering an all-electric Workhorse(R) chassis along with gasoline-powered, and alternative-fuel powered models, AMP will become a premier OEM capable of building alternative fuel vehicles for the commercial market. AMP's vehicles will be sold and supported through the existing Workhorse(R) network of 440 dealers.
About AMP Holding Inc.
AMP Holding is the parent company of Amp Electric Vehicles, a manufacturer of electric drive systems for medium-duty class 3-6 commercial truck platforms. AMP Electric Vehicles, Inc. was founded in 2007 by entrepreneurs who have created several hi-tech companies. The AMP team is comprised of top automotive industry veterans and business executives. AMP has been focused on the electrification of fleet vehicles, including medium-duty class 3-6 trucks and vans. Over the past several years, the company's vehicle electrification technology has provided new solutions to America's energy demands.
For additional information visit


text:
Bucks blast Heat
Miami Heat's LeBron James, top, and Milwaukee Bucks' Monta Ellis (11) scramble for the loose ball during the first half of an NBA basketball game on Saturday, Dec. 29, 2012, in Milwaukee. (AP Photo/Jim Prisching)
MILWAUKEE — Brandon Jennings scored 25 points and Mike Dunleavy had 13 of his 18 in the fourth quarter as the Milwaukee Bucks beat the Miami Heat 104-85 on Saturday night to spoil Dwyane Wade's return.
Wade was back after serving a one-game suspension for flailing his leg and making contact with guard Ramon Sessions' groin during the Heat's 105-92 victory over Charlotte on Wednesday. Wade sat out Miami's 109-99 loss to Detroit on Friday night, which snapped the Heat's six-game winning streak.


text:
I´m looking for a cheap method to preserve (Anaerobic Ammonium Oxidising bacteria ) anammox bacteria for atleast 6 months. The only methods I have found so far (lyophylisation, cropreservation and freezing) are way too expensive for my purpose. do other methods other than these exist? please I will be grateful for your help. thanks
Submit your paper to J Biol Methods today!
preservation of ANAMMOX bacteria or biomass
Started by Mbeng Terry, Feb 17 2014 01:20 PM
No replies to this topic


text:
STONEVILLE, Miss. — A shrinking reserve fund for USDA's Cotton Classing Division will require an increase in classing fees for the 2004-05 season.
The fee will increase to $1.65, up 20 cents from last season, according to Larry Creed, director of the Dumas, Ark., classing office that serves part of the Mid-South region.
"Over the years, we've been required to retain a system reserve to cover unexpected costs and shortfalls in the classing operations," he told the Delta Council's Ginning and Cotton Quality Improvement Committee in a joint meeting with members of the Southern Cotton Ginners Association at Stoneville.
"In 1993, it cost us $1.97 to class a sample, but we were charging only $1.92. Every year for the last 11 years, the classing operation has lost money, and we're now to the point that our administrator in Washington, Norma McDill, has directed that we increase the classing fee in order to help restore the system reserve."
The past decade has seen a number of changes in the classing system to achieve cost efficiencies, Creed says.
"During the period, we've consolidated operations and the 18 classing offices have shrunk to 12. We've gone from 103 full-time employees to 75, and travel and supplies budgets have been cut.
"At the same time, operational costs have continued to escalate. For example, costs for hauling samples from gins to classing offices have gone from $827,690 in 1993 to $1,625,900 in 2003, much of that due to higher fuel costs. Our high volume instrument (HVI) classing equipment costs have increased 70 percent since 1997. Personnel and leased space costs have also gone up, while interest earnings on our funds have gone down."
The classing office, formerly located in Greenwood, Miss., relocated to Dumas, Ark., in 1994, Creed notes.
"Our 10-year lease on the Dumas office has just ended, and we've signed a new one for five more years. We're getting new classing equipment and new conveyor systems, both of which are very expensive. Our systems are coming on line today, and we've got technicians coming in next week to tweak all the equipment and be sure it's fully operational for the coming classing season."
USDA's classing system, Creed says, is "the best in the world, and we will continue making the investments necessary to improve the system to meet the needs of growers and the industry — but we'll also continue striving to keep prices as low as possible."
Twelve cotton classing offices, located in nine states, make up the Grading Branch of USDA's Agricultural Marketing Service.
In addition to the Dumas facility, classing offices are at Memphis, Tenn.; Rayville, La.; Phoenix, Ariz.; Abilene, Texas; Birmingham, Ala.; Corpus Christi, Texas; Florence, S.C.; Lamesa, Texas; Visalia, Calif.; and Lubbock, Texas.
Classification of samples is based on official standards. Leaf grade, preparation, and extraneous matter determinations are made by cotton classers. All other fiber properties of both Upland and American Pima cotton are determined by HVI systems, which currently measure for fiber length, length uniformity, strength, micronaire, color, and trash.
Fiber property measurements made by HVI and grades assigned by classers for each sample are stored automatically in the computer as soon as classification is completed. Classification data are then available via telecommunications to the authorized recipient's computer. Data may also be delivered to the grower or his designated agent by tapes or diskettes.
e-mail: firstname.lastname@example.com


text:
Leading international advisor, Anthesis Consulting Group PLC, acquires European firm Best Foot Forward in breakthrough deal.
London, 7 October 2013 - Sustainability specialist Anthesis Consulting Group PLC (Anthesis) has created a new global sustainability consulting platform with the acquisition of UK blue-chip advisors Best Foot Forward, announced today.
The agreement combines Best Foot Forward's Europe-based team with the existing US and Asian operations of Anthesis to form a worldwide expert group. Anthesis says it has identified unmet client demand for expert sustainability consulting which combines corporate strategy, analytics, behavioural change expertise and full program delivery.
"We have created a holistic strategic and delivery solution for companies and organisations needing focused advice, expert implementation and global reach,"
said Stuart McLachlan, Chief Executive Officer of Anthesis, whose previous achievements include growing one of the world's leading environmental consulting firms at WSP Group.
He added:
"The current market is polarised between large non-specialist consultancies and small boutique sustainability firms typically operating single jurisdictions. With the acquisition of Best Foot Forward, Anthesis can now advise clients from strategic decision making through to tactical implementation, with a focus on securing valuable business outcomes both locally and globally. These outcomes will range from helping clients to drive the top line and enhance brand value, to reduce costs and become more resilient through supply chain management, and to demonstrate responsibility in their business practices. The value of adopting sustainable business practices is a unique and compelling proposition for our clients."
Best Foot Forward is one of Europe's most highly regarded sustainability firms with offices in London and Oxford. It recently helped London 2012 become one of the greenest games ever and is a recognized leader in sustainability metrics, environmental footprinting and related software solutions. Clients include the UN Environment Programme, The World Business Council for Sustainable Development and the Global Footprint Network.
The company's forty-strong team also helps "future-proof" market leading corporate clients such as Tesco, M&S and Coca Cola on a broad range of sustainability challenges including brand, consumer behavior and global supply chain management. It is also renowned for its pioneering environmental work on large-scale sporting events and is advising on the forthcoming Brazil World Cup and the Sochi 2014 Winter Olympics.
Award winning ZEDbook author, Craig Simmons, co-founder of Best Foot Forward commented:
"We have an outstanding business with first-rate clients and a team of experts that is second-to-none. Anthesis is unique in its ability to extend Best Foot Forward's global reach with an enhanced core business offering. Anthesis' team comprises leading research authorities in the field of sustainability; social and consumer behaviour experts; water, carbon and waste analysts, supply chain management advisers; and organic and inorganic chemists."
His co-founder Nicky Chambers, an expert in sustainability leadership, corporate strategy and business innovation will join the Anthesis global management team. She commented:
"Together with Anthesis, we can provide best-in-class business sustainability strategies and solutions, delivering practical, commercially and sustainable outcomes for our clients."
Completing the new Anthesis board, Malcolm Paul has agreed to serve as Chairman, one of the two founders of global built and natural environment adviser, WSP Group.
About Anthesis
Anthesis is a global sustainability consultancy providing best-in-class environmental, social and commercial sustainability strategies and solutions. Anthesis combines a relationship-led approach to client engagement with deep subject matter expertise and a focus on delivering intelligent commercial outcomes. It is a model designed to serve the evolving needs of clients who are looking for a trusted partner to help deliver their sustainability goals across their organization and through their supply chain.
About Best Foot Forward
Best Foot Forward support clients in future-proofing businesses and brands - helping to deliver ambitious sustainability strategies that reach all the way from supply chain to consumer brand.
Founded in 1997, Best Foot Forward works internationally with hundreds of clients, including British Gas, Coca-Cola, Defra, InterContinental Hotel Group, National Express, Tesco and Willmott Dixon, to support their sustainability strategies.


text:
From the lively downtown to sweeping views of the Rocky Mountains in the background, Fort Collins is officially one pretty place.
read more
We offer the most unique party favors ever! We specialize in Northern Colorado events with our unique photo booth that holds up to 10 people comfortably. All packages are all inclusive. We do not nickel and dime our customers with add-ons. Contact us today for availability and special offers (970) 433-0333
The Mustache & Monocle Photo Booth Co. is a Fort Collins based Photo Booth rental company.We are happy to serve your Wedding, Commitment Ceremony, Graduation, Birthday... Well, whatever event you can think of! Serving Fort Collins, Loveland, Longmont, Greeley, Estes Park, Boulder, and anywhere in between!
CaptureME Photo Booth LLC. is NOCO's newest Photo Booth and we're making NOISE. We cover ALL events. Our booths are equipped with the latest technology providing guest with that WOW factor. CaptureME Photo Booth will customize any party package to meet your needs.
Colorado's premier photo booth rental! From its sleek design to its professional studio lighting, Flashbox will fit right in to any event without looking clunky and old like traditional photo booths. Instant prints, high-quality photos, and hours of fun are just a few of the things that we offer with every event.
Professional photo booths for your wedding day! Go green screen, video, or traditional, and dazzle your guests with unlimited party favor's that they'll never forget.
Rent a real photo booth! Classic photo booth design. Duplicate prints, 2x6 old time film strip design, color or black & white images, logo, props, memory book, link of digital images emailed after your event. "Everyone Loves the Photo Booth". Contact us to book your date!
Denver Best & Fastest Photo Booth. Real Photo Booth style with 8 second prints! Color & B/W prints, Props, Memory Albums, Digital Media and Professional looks make our booths the best in the business. If your looking for fun at your wedding then call us!
ROCKCANDY is Denver's leader in mobile entertainment. Our DJ's are the most professional, well-trained entertainers of their kind. ROCKCANDY is here to make your event an evening to remember. Call us!
We rent our state-of-the-art photobooths to any event. No event too big or too small! Send your family and friends home with a photo memory of your special event. It will last a lifetime and leave them smiling Ear2Ear!
ShutterBooth Elegant and Exciting Photo Booth Entertainment Custom Designed for Your Exceptional Event
Grand Photo Booth Company is locally owned photo booth rental company operating in Denver Colorado and surrounding areas. Our mission is to be the premier Photo Booth Rental Company in Colorado, delivering value to our customers and business partners, consistently exceeding expectations by being customer focused, service or
The First AND the Best! More people in Colorado choose Photo Booth Season than any other photo booth company because of the fun factor of our feature-packed photo booths, our winning customer service, and our money back guarantee.
SocialLight. is a modern update to the original photo booth. In a nutshell, it's a multimedia photo shoot experience that provides something fun and entertaining for your guests to do! SocialLight is available for parties and events of all kinds.
Fresh. Unique. Stylish. Photo Booths with a Twist. See our DEALS for a discount on our Handmade Photo Booths!
Our booths are both elegant and beautiful, and super fun! You will be recording your event, while gifting your guests wonderful keepsakes. Convey a nice message on each photo strip, we'll customize it for you! (included)
LightBooth is an elegant, interactive open air photo booth experience for weddings throughout Colorado. High resolution images, powerful studio lighting, and instant high-quality prints create a forum for fun and creativity.
TAPSNAP PHOTOTAINMENT! Make your wedding wonderful! For your special day, memories, laughter, fun ... that's all that matters. TapSnap is one of those extraordinary touches that will make your wedding even more special. Although, this isn't your ordinary wedding photo booth.
Denver's Best Photo Booth. Michael Martin and Jason Hayes bring you the Denver Booth. Over 40 years of combined photography experience. Let the Denver Booth cover your next event.
We are the premier, high-end, customizable photobooth! Let us help add the spark to your event!
The fun and memorable moments of your special day captured in a beautiful and classic photo strip. Booth and photo strips are professionally personalized to reflect your colors and theme.
Visit our website to find out more about the best photo booths in the galaxy. Fill out a quick pricing request and have us send you an example of our fantastic photo strips.
Photo Booth Rentals in Denver Colorado
We provide an elegant booth for your wedding, party, or other fun event with top quality digital equipment and personalized service without the restrictions of a rigid, cramped arcade style enclosure. We now offer the new and amazing magic mirror photo booth. We are the first and probably only company to offer it.
Elegant photo booths designed for exceptional events you deserve the best & with ShutterBooth that is exactly what you will get. Custom created logos & scrapbooks created at your reception-amazing.


text:
The Argument for the 96 Team Tournament? 31 Fewer Hot SeatsPosted by nvr1983 on March 16th, 2010
Since the whispers started about the NCAA expanding March Madness to 96 teams opinion on the issue has been divided into camps: the traditionalists (bloggers) and the radicals (coaches). Wait a minute. What?!? Yes. That's right. Bloggers want to stay old school and coaches want to throw a wrench into the established system. . .
While coaches like to pontificate about expanding tournament to let more "deserving" teams in and give more players a chance to play in March Madness it is pretty clear to most neutral observers that the real motive is quite clear–keeping their jobs. With the recent spate of firings the coaches will continue to lobby hard for expansion. Since the season ended just a few days ago the list of coaching unemployed has grown to 6 coaches (and growing. . .):
- Ernie Kent, Oregon (235-173 overall, 16-16 this season)
- Jeff Lebo, Auburn (96-93, 15-17)
- Todd Lickliter, Iowa (38-58, 10-22)
- Bobby Lutz, Charlotte (218-158, 19-12)
- Bob Nash, Hawaii (34-56, 10-20)
- Kirk Speraw, UCF (279-233, 15-17)
Although a NCAA Tournament bid would not have guaranteed that these coaches kept their jobs, it would have most likely kept the boosters off their backs for some more time. And that's all that a coach wants, right? Another year or two to collect a paycheck doing a substandard job and hoping to reach the longevity bonuses before they decide to get the booster funded golden parachute. Basically think of a college basketball version of investment bankers wanting to tweak the scoring metrics (adjust earnings in that case) to make themselves look better. Everyone knows how that turned out for the financial markets and the entire country.
Now you're probably asking yourself why the big-name coaches would care and that is a perfectly reasonable question with a perfectly reasonable answer. While the Mike Krzyzewskis and Jim Boeheims of the college basketball world will never have to worry about getting fired they have are plenty of their friends who are not quite as successful and that is not even talking about the dying branches on their coaching tree. Let's take a look at some of their most famous branches:
- Krzyzewski: Mike Brey, Tommy Amaker, Quin Snyder, Tim O'Toole, Bob Bender, Chuck Swenson, Mike Dement, and David Henderson
- Boeheim: Rick Pitino, Tim Welsh, Louis Orr, Wayne Morgan, and Ralph Willard
Outside of Brey and Pitino that is a pretty mediocre group of coaches. Some of the others have had a modicum of success too, but overall that group has used more than its fair share of U-Haul trucks. And if the coaches don't get their way they might be following in the footsteps of the late ODB.


text:
Use mouse scroll wheel over image or pinch-to-zoom on touch devices. You can also click and drag around on image.
Rossion Q1
Parked toRossion
byADV.1 Wheels
ADV.1 | Rossion Supercars | Rossion Q1 | 1013mm Photo Wheel Specs: ADV Rossion Noviprawn M.V2 Exposed Hardware Finish: Matte Black 18x8.5 | 18x10.5
Vehicle Info: 2015 Rossion Q1
KeywordsSign up to add your own keywords
More from this Profile:
Project 2017 Ford GT - SEMA Show
Garage Audi
Garage BMW


text:
My name is Carolyn and I have been thinking about starting this blog for a long time now. I was worried though. Mostly worried about what others would think. What would my family, friends and husband make of all this. But I decided to heck with it! We need a space like this. People like you. And people like me.
I became a child of divorce at three years old. At least that's when my parent's divorce/separation proceedings began. I accepted things pretty easily. I was never the petulant child who stomps their foot while crying for their parents to stay together, nor the cunning child who schemes ways to try and make their parents fall in love again. To be honest, I don't even have the faintest memory of my nuclear family being intact. No whisper of a trip to the zoo together. No glimmer of a summer walk through the park. Nothing. As far as I am concerned, I have always been a child of divorce. I've never known anything else.
My parents both remarried when I was eight years old (strangely enough, their weddings were only a few months apart). They both married people with no children and then started families with their new spouses. My mom had two children with her husband and my dad had three children with his wife. Talk about never really fitting in! I felt like the last remaining remnant of the biggest mistake of their lives. Not that I was a mistake (for I always knew that both my parents loved me very much), but I always felt like I was a constant and ever present reminder of the life they had chosen and then rejected.
Now all of this happened before divorce was the norm. I remember teachers questioning permission slips in front of my whole class because my mom (who had signed it) had a different last name than me. I remember having to explain my family dynamic to each new friend I made as they listened; trying to understand. I remember the questions "so are any of your sisters or brothers really sisters or brothers or are they…what's the word…step?". But through it all I have never felt burdened by any of this. A bit of a freak, yes. But never hard done by. I had no point of reference for the nuclear family. Just as my friends couldn't understand my family dynamic, I really couldn't wrap my head around theirs either.
So I became the easy babysitter for my parents, which is what happens when you are ten years older than your sisters and brothers. I split up summers and holidays between my two families and I grew up. I was a model child until my teen years, when suddenly rebellion and self loathing became my dominant personality traits. I was imploding right through my early twenties; but despite my best efforts I came through it fairly unscathed. I now live a pretty normal life. Much more 'normal' than I could have ever thought possible.
Wife, mom, employee, daughter and sister are all terms that describe me now. But all of those roles are rooted in my status as a grown up child of divorce. You see, the way I approach my marriage, motherhood, family, household, even work is innately affected by this one characteristic. I've never wanted to acknowledge that, but it is undeniable. So that's what I'm going to explore. I know I'm not alone. I know there are thousands out there just like me. But even though this must be true, there is little by way of support for us. Little research has been done on the affect our histories is having on our futures. |I can't figure out why that is, but maybe we can change it. Until then, I'm going to share my stories and insights on being a grown up child of divorce. I'd love to read yours.
{ 27 comments… read them below or add one }
- 2 July 15, 2009 at 11:07 pm
Earlier you commented on my "work" blog, but I also have a personal one "Finding Hope" at elusivehope.wordpress.com.
I checked out your website and I can identify with your comments about being a child of divorce. My parents divorced when I was three, and then my dad died 6 years later! It was horrific to say the least. He was my one ticket out of what I thought was the worst place on earth (in my 9 year old mind).
Nice to connect with you,
- 4 July 30, 2009 at 4:50 pm
Wow, I am so glad I found your blog through co-parenting101. You struck an immediate nerve with me in regards to always having to explain your family situation, not being phased by it, and splitting the holidays!
At this point in my life I try to forget about the difficult times I had growing up which stemmed from my parents divorce. Maybe this is a turning point…it's nice to find someone out here that wants to talk about it
Thank you, I look forward to reading more!
- 6 August 9, 2009 at 11:36 pm
Thank you for visiting my blog Carolyn, and for taking the time to comment. Your kind and comforting words meant a lot to me. All the best to you on your journey!
- 7 August 29, 2009 at 10:10 am
You are writing about a critical part of divorce that people don't like to talk about. Rock on, sister. My parents divorced and remarried when I was around 11. I have one half-sister. It's amazing what being an ACOD does to your psyche!!! I'm so glad I found your blog. I will add you to my blogroll right now. Awesome. Seriously. Have you thought about writing a book?
- 9 September 1, 2009 at 12:10 am
Wow! We do have a lot in common! My parents also divorced when I was three and I have many of the same feelings as you. This is a great blog!!
- 10 November 22, 2009 at 12:53 pm
That had to be and still must be difficult! My parents wanted to get divorced, sometimes I think that maybe they should have…
I can only imagine how difficult had to be for you to fit in your new families and I am absolutely sure that your child will be very loved by you! Through your "introduction" I got an impression of warmness you spread around. And you look very happy with you baby girl!
- 11 November 26, 2009 at 9:28 am
I can only hope I have done well by my girls since my divorce. I never wanted this for them (having come from it myself) but I wan't given a choice. That being said, I hope that the sacrifices I've made (read here:
will help them realize that it wasn't about them and that their parents love them and want the best for THEM.
- 12 November 27, 2009 at 11:22 pm
I'm also a child of divorce. I totally understand!
- 13 November 29, 2009 at 5:55 pm
Thank you for taking the time to share your experiences and thoughts as a child of divorce! You are a talented writer and you have produced a site which can be helpful to so many!
- 14 November 30, 2009 at 9:33 pm
I see so many parallels between your life and mine. My parents divorced when I was 7 (it was awkward being the only girl in my small school class whose parents were not together!) and I too became the convenient sitter (the oldest of my three brothers is 16 years younger than I am).
Oh and I was a hellion of a teenager/young adult too, but I'm totally fine now.
Thanks so much for sharing your story! It's nice to 'meet' others who have been through something similar.
- 15 December 21, 2009 at 1:14 pm
Wishing you a wonder-filled and joyous Holiday Season, and a bucket full of good wishes for a healthy and loving 2010!!
LA xo
- 16 March 3, 2010 at 9:26 am
I am excited to have found you and your blog. I found you at TMC! I too am a child of divorce and like you, 30 some years later and I am still dealing with the issues. I hope to connect with you and learn with you. You are right, there isn't much out there for us, once we grow up. But the effects of divorce are long lasting. If you want to hear of my story, please email me and I will share.
- 18 March 9, 2010 at 11:34 am
Hi Carolyn,
I found your site when I was looking up that classic book on divorce. I always remember the title, Divorce is a Grown-Up problem. I can't believe they still use it. Anyway, I got that book from my parents when I was five. I was just wondering how my kids would feel If I left their mother. I'm soo close with them I don't think I would be able to live apart from them. My wife is constantly overwhelmed by our children and life. We have not been able to re-connect since the births of our kids – the last being three years ago. We can't even agree on simple things like discipline with re: to our kids. I don't think I'm ready to make the split, but If I wait much longer I feel my health is being negatively affected. Any ideas about how I can go about making things better? I suggested that we go to therapy; she said "she doesn't have time". I never saw this coming . Thanks for listening:o)
- 19 March 24, 2010 at 12:19 pm
Communication is the key.
You mentionned "we cannot even agree on simple things", this sounds familiar to me. Our problem was as previosuly mentionned my difficulty in communicating with my spouse. I would avoid the root cause of frustration and nag about the superficial things. It made the situation worst. Your comment "We have not been able to re-connect since the births of our kids " is true for many because life is not the same. Think back to your life before kids, what worked well and focus on that. Employment, kids/family time, etc are a must, figure out what can be removed from your schedule (ie: television, appointments, etc..) and use that time to re-connect as a couple. For us it was time together talking and listening that we omitted after kids.
Thinking back to my wedding as we light the unity candle we were each given an identical candle which was suppose to represent bride/groom as individuals and that's never the case which is why marriage requires effort.
- 20 March 24, 2010 at 12:20 pm
OOPs the post below was suppose to go here.
- 21 April 1, 2010 at 10:11 pm
What a great blog topic.
One of the things that I worried most about when separating from my husband (and I still worry about!) is how it is affecting our children. We do our best to keep things amicable for the sake of our kids, but I know that it's got to affect them….
- 23 June 16, 2010 at 12:13 pm
Wow, Carolyn! I'm so glad I found your blog. You commented on someone elses' blog and I found a link to you here.
I'm an ACOD too. I'm also the exec. director of a nonprofit dedicated to the child of divorce called Blended Love. We're based in Tulsa, Oklahoma, and run educational programs for children, parents, and teachers through the public schools.
I just started my blog, and I'm looking forward to reading more from you. Your candor is freeing. Thank you for your transparency and giving all of us the courage to speak up.
- 25 September 8, 2010 at 3:24 pm
Hi Carolyn-
I am thrilled to find your blog and read more of your story. I am a stepmom to a 12 year old girl who's parents divored when she was 3. It has been a very rough and rocky road of separation, divorce, custody battles, and moving on, for all of us. I write my own blog about the challenges I face being a stepmom with a biomom who is severely threatened by my presence in her daughter's life. I think nonstop about how the choices my girl's parents, ALL of us, have made will affect her reality as an adult, the choices she will make, and who she will become because of the path she has been placed on. Thank you so much for writing this, and I hope to find more understanding through your words.
- 26 February 20, 2011 at 10:13 pm
Wow- my story is so similar to yours, except I was still pretty "good" during my teens and early 20′s, and I don't have any kids now. It's great to see you created this site, and I hope more people find their way here. I know what it's like to feel like all you want to do is be happy and healthy in life, but feel like you never *fully* escape some of the negative things that shaped you as a child- at least not in the inside.
Thanks so much for creating this site and I look forward to meeting others here!
- 27 October 20, 2012 at 9:28 am
Hi Carolyn,
So happy to have found your blog. My parents divorced when I was two and my father married the woman he was having an affair with. He left for New Hampshire and I can't begin to list all of the ways I secretly loathe him. He eventually moved back to the area and they had kids. My mom also remarried (a self concerned bachelor of 25 years) and has never been the same. I blame so much of my mothers unhappiness on my fathers actions and lack there of. I was a great child until my teenage years where I also began to rebel. And hard. I am currently in my young twenties and I have survived that stage and I am extremely proud to be going to school to become a nurse. I live with my father now because of convenience reasons and a big part of me hates him for the lack of love I feel from him. I have to watch him do all the things for my younger siblings that he never did for me. Every day is a constant reminder of how he wasn't there for me in ways that he could have been and is now for his other children. Sometimes he goes days without asking me how I am. I am currently in a great relationship after few bad ones and I really want to go this distance with him. He is the most loving and selfless man I've ever met and I want to be a part of his life. However, there are times where such strong emotions knock on my door and have been causing issues. He is so great and takes all of my maniac-ness in stride but I can't keep doing this. I can't kept being this girl. I am living a dream that a few years I wouldn't have even thought to be a possibility. I need to make a choice. Do I conquer a conversation with my dad that has been forever swept under the rug? Do I hold him accountable for his actions and responsible for my pain? Since my years I teenage rebellion I don't think I have ever received his forgiveness for questionable things I did yet I have given him 24 years of forgiveness without acknowledgement that he appreciates I would still love him after what he did? I am reaching for happiness but instead of grasping it I am fondling around like it's dark in the attic and I can't quite reach what I am desperately searching for. I crave peace to move on.
Thank you for starting your blog. So many times I say to myself "Sar, your life could be worse." Your blog says to me that this is a BIG deal and it should be treated as so.
I tried to read some of your other entries but only received a short version in which I couldn't read any further. Is there a way or do I need a subscription?
Thanks for listening.


text:
Flower BirdsSELECT YOUR COLOURS HERE ⇣
SKU: KN14. Category: Nursery Wall Art Decals. Tags: babies, baby, bathroom decals, bedroom decal, boy, Branch, custom designs, cute, cute birds, decals, Flowers, girl, home & living, home decal, home decor, inspirational quote, kids, kitchen quotes, living room decals, modern, motivational quote, nursery, office decal, stickers, vinyl, wall art, wall decal & murals, Wall poetry, wall quotes.
Wallart Categories
- Abstract Wall Art
- Afrikaans Muurplakkers
- Animals Wall Art Stickers
- Banksy Street Art
- Birds & Butterflies Wall Art Stickers
- Boys Wall Art Stickers
- Chalkboards & Vinyl Frames
- Christmas Wall & Glass Stickers
- Decorative Wall Art Decals
- DIY Extras Wall Stickers
- Dr Seuss & Friends Wall Art
- Educational Wall Stickers
- Flowers & Plants Wall Art
- Gamer Wall Decals
- Girls Wall Art Stickers
- Headboards Wall Art
- Inspirational Quotes Wall Art
- Islamic Wall Art Stickers
- Laptops & Gadgets Stickers
- Love Wall Art Stickers
- Maps & Landmarks Wall Art
- Monograms & Family Crests Wall decals
- Music, Movies & Legends
- Nautical & Ocean Wall Decals
- Nursery Wall Art Decals
- Patterns, Mandala's & Frame Art
- Religious Wall Art Quotes
- Sports Wall Art Decals
- Totally Awesome Wall Art Tattoos
- Trees Wall Art Decals
- Tribal, African, Eastern Wall Art
Google Reviews
Eco Punk
07:48 14 Jun 18
We use Wall Art Studios Vinyls Stickers for our photoshoots, car branding and our shop branding! I love the personal service we get from Vicki! Wall Art is so professional, always willing to go the extra mile and they are so quick with delivery! Am blown away every time!!
Glynis Gibbs
13:48 19 Apr 18
Wallart ...What an amazing online shop! I was looking for a gift for a friend and could not decide on what to get, I emailed Vicki Joubert and she was very professional and patient while i could not decide on a design. She assisted me doing a completely new custom design. Not only was it was a last minute decision and time consuming but I managed to get my wallart on time! Thank you Vicki for your beautiful Wallart
Sariza Northgrave
12:47 13 Apr 18
I love my stickers from wall art studios. I ordered about 7 stickers over a period of 2 years and keep on going back for the quality is excellent! Ordering, delivery and paying is quick and easy. Thank you wall art.
Kate Knowles
13:14 16 Mar 18
Totally AWESOME! Fabulous designs and service! Would absolutely recommend to everyone. Can't thank you enough just wish I had more walls in my house!❤
Angela De Sousa
08:51 28 Feb 18
Vicki custom designed a sticker to exactly what I wanted, fast turn around time and very accommodating. Highly recommend.


text:
Saturday, December 14, 2013
Native Diver Stakes GII Quotes
Jockey Quotes
MARTIN PEDROZA, BLUESKIESNRAINBOWS, Winner: "I'll tell you what, that horse is doing so well. (Hollendorfer) has done such a good job with him. I rode him when he won in Pomona ($100,000 Ralph M. Hinds Handicap Sept. 22) and that track is very deep. For him to win like he did going a mile and an eighth on the lead was really good. I had no choice but to go from the rail today. I figured I'd put him on the lead and they'd get tired chasing me. That's exactly what happened."
RAFAEL BEJARANO, ROUSING SERMON, Third; "Nobody put pressure on (Blueskiesnrainbows). He just got to go too easy.''
Trainer Quotes
JERRY HOLLENDORFER, BLUESKIESNRAINBOWS (First), HEAR THE GHOST (Second) and ROUSING SERMON (Third): "When (Fire With Fire and Slim Shadey) scratched, I thought (Blueskiesnrainbows) would be on the lead. Our other two horses were tactical and they did a really good job, too. Hear the Ghost really impressed me. He was in between horses down the backside, with a hard way to go. He might be better prepared when we run him in the (Grade II, $200,000) Strub (Stakes Jan. 18 at Santa Anita), which is the next race we are pointing for with him. I think any one of these three might qualify for the (Grade I, $750,000 Santa Anita Handicap March 8), but we'll see. We have a long way to go. When I was thinking about this race and discussing it, we thought that if Blueskiesnrainbows was on the lead in the lane, he'd be hard to get by. He's been running better and better. If he keeps it up, he looks like a good prospect for the coming year. I've run 1-2-3 before in the El Camino Real Derby (in Northern California), but you don't ever expect to do it in Southern California. I'm a very fortunate guy."
Read more articles in the Hollywood Park category.