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TRIGGER WARNING: This content deals with an account of sexual assault and may be triggering to some people.
When you're being raped time does not stop. Time does not speed up and jump ahead like it does when you are with friends. Instead, time becomes your nemesis; it slows to such an excruciating pace that every second becomes an hour, every minute a year, and the rape becomes a lifetime.
On May 25, 2011, I was raped by an acquaintance in Crossett Dormitory on Amherst College campus.
Some nights I can still hear the sounds of his roommates on the other side of the door, unknowingly talking and joking as I was held down; it is far from a pleasant wakeup call.
I had always fancied myself a strong, no-nonsense woman, whose intense independence was cultivated by seventeen harrowing years of emotional abuse in my backwoods home. May 25th temporarily shattered that self-image and left me feeling like the broken victim that I had never wanted to be.
Everything I had believed myself to be was gone in 30 minutes.
I did not report the rape after it occurred. Almost immediately after the rape I flew off to California, got lost in the beauty of the redwoods, the phenomenal art, and meeting the most unique people I'd ever beheld.
I blocked the rape from my mind and tried to convince myself that it hadn't happened; that it couldn't have happened. But there was no denying the facts.
One week before I was supposed to fly back East, everything rushed over and consumed me. My memory had been restored and I wasn't sure how I would be able to hold myself together for that year, let alone for the upcoming three years.
When I returned to Amherst for my sophomore year, I designed a simple plan of attack for surviving: Business as usual combined with a new mantra I will NOT cry.
First semester passed relatively well, there were rocky times, but I kept it together. I masked fear with smiles. I mastered the art of avoiding prying questions. I drowned myself in work and extracurricular activities in order to hide my personal pain. I was unnervingly good at playing the role of well-adjusted sophomore.
It was inevitable though that this masquerade would become too overwhelming and that my façade would shatter.
In February twisted fate decided that I had to work with him on a fundraiser. E-mails. Stopping me in the gym and at the dining hall. Smirks. Winks. Pats on my back. It was all too much.
My masquerade was over.
I broke down and for the next several months, he won.
I spent most of my spring semester an emotional wreck. I saw his face everywhere I went. I heard his voice mocking me in my own head. I imagined new rapists hiding behind every shower curtain and potted plant. I bandaged the situation by throwing myself into more work and by resolutely refusing to acknowledge that I was anything but well adjusted.
Eventually I reached a dangerously low point, and, in my despondency, began going to the campus' sexual assault counselor. In short I was told: No you can't change dorms, there are too many students right now. Pressing charges would be useless, he's about to graduate, there's not much we can do. Are you SURE it was rape? It might have just been a bad hookup…You should forgive and forget.
How are you supposed to forget the worst night of your life?
I didn't know what to do any more. For four months I continued wandering around campus, distancing from my friends, and going to counseling center. I was continuously told that I had to forgive him, that I was crazy for being scared on campus, and that there was nothing that could be done. They told me: We can report your rape as a statistic, you know for records, but I don't recommend that you go through a disciplinary hearing. It would be you, a faculty advisor of your choice, him, and a faculty advisor of his choice in a room where you would be trying to prove that he raped you. You have no physical evidence, it wouldn't get you very far to do this.
Hours locked in a room with him and being called a liar about being raped? No thank you, I could barely handle seeing him from the opposite end of campus; I knew I couldn't handle that level of negativity.
When May rolled around, everything finally came to a head. My "Anniversary" was coming up and all of the terror that I had intermittently felt that year became one giant ball of horror that filled my life. He was still out there. He could get to me again. If I told anyone he would find out and do it again. No, no, no, no, no.
For my independent studies photography course I produced a series of 20 self-portraits representing myself before, during, and after the rape.
I showed them to my classmates. Their words stung like hornets: You look funny…I don't get it, why are you so upset?
I went to the counseling center, as they always tell you to do, and spoke about how genuinely sad I was at Amherst, how much I wanted to leave, and how scared I was on a daily basis. "I should just drink darkroom developer or something…"
Twenty minutes later campus police was escorting me into an ambulance. They were even less understanding: There's something seriously wrong with you; you're not healthy and normal right now. No, you can't say no. You HAVE to go, but don't worry, you won't have to be there too long. This is for your own good. Amherst cares about you and wants you to get better.
On May 5th I entered Cooley Dickinson Hospital's Emergency Room. Three hours after sitting curled up and terrified on a hospital bed I was admitted into the Psychiatric Ward for depression and suicidal thoughts. The doctor was skeptical to say the least: I really don't think that a school like Amherst would allow you to be raped. And why didn't you tell anybody? That just doesn't make any sense...Your anger and sadness right now seem unfounded and irrational, someone your age should not be this sad—it's not normal. We'll be admitting you in a few minutes, they'll take good care of you. They'll get you some drugs and they'll make you feel happy again…If you don't willingly enter we'll have a judge issue a court order legally forcing you to stay there. Trust us, this is for your own good.
So much for not having to stay.
The Psychiatric Ward was a lovely place: the top floor of the hospital, bare white walls, Spartan furnishings, and two stainless steel locked doors at either end of the corridor making sure that anyone who goes in, stays in. Doctors and Nurse Practitioners wondered around the bare hallways checking in on myself and my fellow patients—every fifteen minutes they recorded where we were, what we were doing, and whether we looked happy. In the morning we were given our drugs; if you didn't take them you would have to be there longer. It was in our best interest to take them, so they told us.
During the day we discussed our thoughts and feelings, our inhibitions, our strengths, but more often than not we did nothing.
When you're forced to sit and think about yourself for hours on end, you go through four stages of existence.
Stage 1: Hysteria—Characterized by denying that anything is wrong, "I'm perfectly fine" and "I don't belong here," are common phrases during this stage.
Stage 2: Numb and Ornery—You have finally realized that something is wrong with you, but you are overwhelmed and confused about how to go about fixing your problem. You therefore decide not to do anything.
Stage 3: Determination—You realize that the only way you're allowed to leave the Ward is if you "get better" and "solve your problems." Every fiber of your being thus goes into these two tasks.
Stage 4: Enlightenment—Everything falls into place. Your mind is no longer an oppressive hell and it begins to function again. The outside world no longer seems so daunting.
You are then permitted to leave.
My Enlightenment occurred when I least expected it. Four days into the Ward, I was sitting in on an introductory Substance Abuse and Mental Health Rehabilitation meeting since there was absolutely nothing better to do. To start us off, the meeting leader decided to have everyone go around and talk about why we were on the Ward. We went around the circle: hours in rehab, drug relapses, alcoholism, abusive boyfriends, being an abusive boyfriend, and escapism from the stresses of daily life. The stories weren't the superficial accounts that you read in a person's medical file; they were real life. Every problem, every ounce of frustration, every personal tick was laid bare that evening. And everyone was open, not proud, just blunt and sincere; the desire to improve their lives was palpable.
Over the past four days, I had yet to touch upon "what I was in for," my story was a mystery to everyone around me.
As my fellow patients went around the circle it all suddenly clicked. I realized why I never spoke about the rape, why I had refused to tell my school friends, why I had totally broken down, why I had steadily degenerated over the past few months. I was ashamed, and because of this shame I could not begin healing.
"Silence has the rusty taste of shame," a fellow survivor once wrote.
I had been far too silent, far too ashamed.
That night I told them everything.
For the first time I told my story and I was not ashamed.
Later that night, as I lay in bed—still in an adrenaline induced state of wakefulness—I heard my roommate whisper my name, and then, a question.
"Are you still awake?"
"Thought so…"
A long pause. She'd been in the meeting.
What was she thinking? What would she say?
"I just wanted to tell you, I…I know how it feels. My uncle raped me when I was 15. The police never arrested him. Rape "wasn't their top priority." It still hurts…You're incredibly brave to talk about it…I rarely do."
She was 42 years old.
I did not sleep. That night I realized that from then on I could not stay silent—if not for myself, then for my roommate.
I had reached the apex of Stage 4.
I decided that once I was released I would continue with my plans to study abroad that upcoming semester; I would be rejuvenated when I returned to campus in the winter, ready to take on the world and fight for survivor rights.
I would be strong again.
From the moment I woke, this plan hit one pitfall after another; a domino effect of roadblocks that continued for the next three months.
I sat at breakfast in bright spirits, attempting to carry on a conversation with a manic depressive woman who rarely talked. I was so genuinely happy that her lack of responses didn't even bother me—I just talked at her.
In the middle of my stimulating conversation my harried looking social worker suddenly strode into the dining room and headed purposefully over to me.
She looked grim and angry. "They're trying to prevent you from going back."
I was shocked.
She began rattling off the Administration's policy regarding students released from psychiatric care. In order for students to be allowed back they had to have parental supervision while on campus in order to make sure that the student did not relapse into substance abuse again (the most common reason for student admittance into the Ward). This meant that a parent would stay in a hotel near campus and would then follow their child around for two weeks until the "all clear" period was reached. "And since you don't have parents…"
She trailed off awkwardly and began to resolutely examine the upper left-hand corner of the dining room.
I must have been speechless for a good minute as a bizarre series of emotions plowed me over.
Shock to incredulity, back to shock, to sadness to anger, back to shock again, then back to sadness, and then an overwhelming amount of shame and embarrassment settled over me. I'm not worthy of even going back; that's how disgusting I am. I can't even step foot on campus…
Panic welled up inside of me.
Did this mean I was trapped on the Ward forever? God, no, I couldn't handle that. I wasn't crazy!
Claustrophobia and paranoia dropped on top of me and I wildly scanned the room. I met my roommate's eyes. She was looking at me with worry: What's wrong?
The room stopped spinning, the walls went back to their normal locations, I could breathe again, and now I was angry. I told her flat out: Let me get this straight. I was raped on their campus. I had an emotional breakdown because I didn't feel safe and felt harassed on their campus. I went to their counseling center, like they told me to, and I told them how I was feeling. They decided that I should be sent to the hospital. And now they won't allow me back on their campus? They allow rapists back on campus, but they won't allow the girl who was raped back? The girl who did nothing wrong.
She told me: Well, when you put it that way…
The maniacal grin on my social worker's face as she walked off was wonderful.
Needless to say, Amherst let me back on campus later that evening. Five days after being admitted, I was finally released from the Ward.
The car ride back to campus with my dean was, also needless to say, the most awkward car ride of my life. I looked at her: You know, I'm really glad that y'all let me back on campus, for a while there I was pretty worried and I was actually preparing an argument for why I should be allowed back…
Her response: No, no, no! That's not what happened, you must have just misunderstood the situation! We're so happy to have you back! Amherst is just such a wonderful place, we know you'll be happy to be back!
A big misunderstanding, I was skeptical.
In the following days I decided that my best policy when dealing with Amherst at the moment would be "let's let bygones be bygones." I quickly forgave the Administration and focused on just being happy to be out. On the inside though I was still dripping with anger, shame, and embarrassment.
Several days after my release I had to defend my chance to study abroad. My chance to leave campus for the first time in 8 months, my chance to relax and heal in a new environment, my biggest chance to revive my love of Amherst, and my chance to move on in life by studying what I truly love. The prospect had gotten me through the most frigid hours on the Ward and I was convinced that it would be the perfect way to continue my healing process.
I half-heartedly murmured, Your actions were understandable. I understand your policy when dealing with depression and students coming out of the Psychiatric Ward…during the meeting that included my dean and several of the campus counselors. Relief instantly flashed across all of their faces and the atmosphere rose in friendliness.
Then: The Ward was the best thing that could have happened to me. I have re-found my love of life and my desire to heal. I will never be 100% better, but I no longer feel like a victim. I'm a survivor, I'm strong, and I think that studying abroad will help me continue healing. When I return in the winter I'll have a greater understanding of myself and a greater appreciation of Amherst.
They responded with enthusiasm: Of course! Very coherent explanation. You seem much happier, which is wonderful! We agree that going abroad and getting off campus will do you good.
Study abroad here I come!
I felt genuinely happy for the first time in a year, and I could not wait to head out.
At Amherst though, things are never that easy.
A few weeks after my release from the Ward I had a routine check-in with my dean to make sure that I was still doing well. I was excited to be leaving soon, and I must have looked quite content, sitting in her office with a million watt smile and bright eyes. I began to rattle on about how nice the warm weather was, how beautiful commencement had been, how great life was, on and on. She seemed distracted: Nod, nod…Mhmmm…Well, excellent! I'm so glad to hear that you're excited about the upcoming summer here. I know how much you wanted to study abroad and how much work you must've put into it, but really, it's for the best. Africa is quite traumatizing, what with those horrible third-world conditions: disease…huts…lions! You'll be much better off here at Amherst where we can watch over you. It will give you some time to think about…you know…that…unfortunate incident…
My face was blank. "I'm supposed to go to Cape Town, South Africa…" Her response broke me down: Yes dear, I know. You were supposed to study in Africa. It's all for the best that you aren't though.
No one ever told me flat out that I would no longer be studying abroad. Not even the study abroad dean told me. I scheduled a meeting with her for two days after the meeting with my dean.
A few minutes after exchanging pleasantries she asked: What are your plans for the summer now that you're on campus?
For the month of June I was decrepit, nothing could perk me up. I returned to feeling the embarrassment and shame that had consumed me before going onto the Ward. If I hadn't told anyone about what happened I'd be abroad…If I had been stronger…If I wasn't such a failure…This is all my fault, I really am just a broken, polluted piece of shit…
Living was difficult. Each day I woke up and wandered around in a daze. At night I stared blank faced at a wall and curled up in my chair in a fetal position. I couldn't talk with people. If I talk with them they might become infected with my dirtiness.
I stopped eating. I stopped sleeping. I secretly hoped that one day on a run my heart would just stop and no one would have to see me again. I wasn't worth anything anyway.
I continued having to meet with my dean; she blamed my sadness on not being allowed to study abroad, but I knew that it wasn't that simple. I could live with not being allowed to go to South Africa at the moment, the country would be there for a while, but being forced to stay on campus in a dorm populated with men I did not know, that was the real psychological issue. Every time I told my dean that I didn't feel safe on campus, that I wanted to be allowed to leave , or at least be put in a different dorm, I received the same unhelpful responses that I had received in February. They told me: You were lucky to be given a room here this summer in the first place, housing is tight right now and you really shouldn't complain. All of your fear is ungrounded, Amherst is one of the safest places imaginable…If we let you leave campus we won't know what mental and emotional place you'll exist in when you return in September; you could become completely unstable! At Amherst we can monitor you, and, if need be, strongly suggest time off when the school year rolls around…
I felt like a prisoner, or, more accurately, like a harem girl. My jail was luxurious and openair, I was free to move about, the ruling power judged my worth on a weekly basis, and I was constantly reminded how lucky I was to be there.
One night, after a particularly rough meeting with my dean (I just don't understand why you've been so angry throughout all of this. You have no reason to be angry about anything.), I was curled up on my floor—I wasn't thinking, I didn't feel anything.
I went over to the mirror on the back of my door and stared. What had happened to the girl who had come off of the Ward so empowered and strong; the girl who decided to no longer be silent and feel shamed? Where had she gone?
I went over to my desk and picked up a brochure I had been given about a survivor center at UMass Amherst. I gave an exaggerated sigh. Might as well…I called the number and made an appointment for the next day.
I went back to the mirror and stared at myself again.
For the next 15 minutes I repeated: "Silence has the rusty taste of shame."
I walked over to my computer, typed up an email, hesitated for a second, and then pressed send.
I had just sent my entire sports team an email-rant about my rape and subsequent breakdown at the end of spring.
It was about time people began to realize that Amherst wasn't just majestic dorms and world-class professors.
It was about time I resumed the silent pact that I had made to my roommate on the Ward.
I will not be quiet.
The next few weeks were a blur of unending days spent resolutely working to feel better (A friend told me: You can't help other people if you feel like shit).
I was able to sleep again. I ate more. I went to free therapy sessions. I wrote and mindlessly colored in order to ground myself. I obsessively made lists of all the things imaginable. I joined a survivor group. I cried less and smiled a bit more.
I started healing.
It took a month of hard work until I was noticeably doing better. My friends, my therapist, my coworkers, and my fellow survivor group members all started commenting on how much healthier and happier I looked. I still felt uncomfortable and oppressed while surrounded by men on campus, but I was no longer afraid to leave my room after 7 p.m. I was determined to love Amherst again.
Life was tolerable.
Early July and I had another meeting with my dean: You look like you're doing better today. Well done, I'm so glad to see this kind of improvement! I think it's safe to assume that you can come back next semester, and in that regard I think that it's time that we talk about your time at Amherst over the next two years…I know you want to do African Studies through the Five Colleges, but I don't think I can support that decision. Africa is very traumatizing and I think that studying Africa is just a way for you to relive your real-life traumas; it's just not a good place to be studying.
Over the next thirty minutes several more restrictions were laid out: no Five College classes this upcoming year, no study abroad in the spring, definitely no senior year thesis, I would have to meet with a counselor twice a week, and friends off campus would have to be pushed to the wayside. She told me: Amherst is the only place that matters, and, really, you don't have a family, so where else would you go? Amherst is the only place that you can be.
At the end of our conversation I grunted out a vapid response and headed straight to my room. I sat on my bed, million-mile-gazed at the wall, and thought.
What was the point of staying at Amherst? I had been stuck on campus for eleven months straight; each day had been more challenging and emotionally draining than the previous one. I had been feeling better recently, but each time I met with my dean I felt more emotionally distraught than I had beforehand. Her comments reminded me that in the Administration's eyes I was the most base individual: a poor and parentless humanities major who was the school's token-Deep-Southerner. I was sullied, blameworthy, and possibly insane.
I made a Pros and Cons of Amherst List.
The Pro List had seven items.
The Con List had twenty-three items.
On July 14th I made one of the hardest decisions of my life.
I was going to withdraw from Amherst.
That next week I threw myself into finding a way out. Plans were made, plans were broken, Plan B was made, and finally Plan B was successful!
I did not tell the Administration for fear that they would somehow sabotage me. It was probably paranoid, but after being prevented from leaving campus multiple times I was not going to take any chances. The conversation went similarly to this:
"I'm withdrawing from Amherst."
That was my greeting to my dean when I met with her in late July.
The look of complete shock on her face was priceless. When she recovered: So you're taking a semester off? That's perfectly ok, many survivors do, I think it's best that you do what you…
No, I'm withdrawing, permanently. I ain't planning on ever coming back. I'm going to transfer to another school after taking a semester off to travel around.
You can't…You…Nobody withdraws. Where are you going to go? You don't have parents. What are you going to do?
I'm working on a Dude Ranch in Wyoming.
…I didn't think you'd be able to figure out a plan…Well, we technically won't withdraw you from the school until three years have passed. After three years we'll double-check to make sure that you really want to withdraw and then we'll remove you from our current-students system.
No, I just want you to withdraw me. I don't want to come back, I don't want to be affiliated with your school anymore. I'm sick of this place.
I think you need to meet with our sexual assault counselor again, you're way too angry right now and not thinking clearly. I have a feeling you'll change your mind and come back. Amherst is one of the best schools out there, it will be a transfer down unless you go to an Ivy…
You know, I have I feeling that I won't want to come back, but that's just a hunch.
As my dean suggested, I met with our sexual assault counselor a few days later. The meeting was uncharacterizeable by one word, but bizarre might be the closest description: This is a bad idea, you're not thinking straight.
I didn't understand this. I'd been thinking about this for quite a while; I was unhappy at Amherst and I didn't understand why I should stay at a place where I was absolutely miserable. There are other places in the world.
The next two hours was a hodgepodge of topics: Your lack of parental support makes you emotionally volatile and prevents you from following through with decisions that you make.
Apparently I had decided not to study abroad. Then there was bizarre 'concern:'You don't look very healthy. Have you been eating? I think you might have an eating disorder. You know there's a great clinic in Northhampton where we can send you for in-patient eating disorder treatment.
I don't have an eating disorder; I used to have one, I know what they're like. I don't eat a lot because I can't afford to buy food.
Then the ranch came up: Do you realize how difficult working on a Dude Ranch will be? The people in Wyoming are different from the people at Amherst, they won't be well-educated, and they won't understand you. You're going to a backwards place. Do you realize how bad it will be?
Yes, because the rest of the US is filled with ignorant savages who haven't been saved by the light of Amherst. How would I ever survive?
To the counselor's great surprise, these stellar arguments did not convince me to stay at Amherst. I became even more resolute about my decision to leave, and decided to talk with the Victim Rights Law Center, a pro-bono law firm based in Boston that my survivor group had recommended to me several weeks earlier. My preliminary intake with the VRLC was quite eye-opening: Oh Amherst? Yeah, unfortunately I know Amherst all too well. I've been down there many times to deal with the administration and their constant mistreatment of survivors. Our law firm keeps trying to force them to change but they just don't seem to understand, they keep doing the same old thing.
Amherst has almost 1800 students; last year alone there were a minimum of 10 sexual assaults on campus. In the past 15 years there have been multiple serial rapists, men who raped more than five girls, according to the sexual assault counselor. Rapists are given less punishment than students caught stealing. Survivors are often forced to take time off, while rapists are allowed to stay on campus. If a rapist is about to graduate, their punishment is often that they receive their diploma two years late.
I eventually reported my rapist.
He graduated with honors.
I will not graduate from Amherst.
The stories and statistics are miles long in regards to sexual assault on campus. My story is far from unique, and, compared to some of the stories I have heard, is tame.
The more that I learn about Amherst's policy toward sexual assault and survivors in general, the more relief I feel in deciding to transfer. How could I stay at a school who had made my healing process not just difficult, but impossible? How could I stand knowing that the Administration promotes silence? How could I spend the next two years made to feel dirty and at fault?
I could not.
At one point I hated Amherst with an indescribable amount of fury, but I do not hate the school anymore. Amherst took a lot from me, but they gave me some of the greatest gifts imaginable: self-confidence, my closest friends, intellectual curiosity, and endless personal strength. For these things I am forever grateful. For everything else, I stand back and behold the college with a feeling of melancholia.
The fact that such a prestigious institution could have such a noxious interior fills me with intense remorse mixed with sour distaste. I am sickened by the Administration's attempts to cover up survivors' stories, cook their books to discount rapes, pretend that withdrawals never occur, quell attempts at change, and sweep sexual assaults under a rug. When politicians cover up affairs or scandals the masses often rise up in angry protestations and call for a more transparent government. What is the difference between a government and the Amherst College campus? Why can't we know what is really happening on campus? Why should we be quiet about sexual assault?
"Silence has the rusty taste of shame."
There is no reason shame should be a school's policy.
UPDATE: President Carolyn "Biddy" Martin has released a statement concerning this article and the follow-up steps being taken by the administration regarding sexual assault: https://www.amherst.edu/campuslife/letters_president/node/436469
Angie, I think I speak for all of your friends when I saw that we love you so very, very much. It took an incredible amount of courage to share this story, and I hope two major things will come of it: 1. That Amherst will begin to take the very serious issue of sexual assault more seriously, and 2. That sharing, as hard as it is, will be cathartic and help you heal. For now, have an incredible time in Europe, and remember that your friends are always here for you.
Struggling to find the right words, I really only come up with "thank you". Thank you for your story. You are the most courageous, impressive, strong woman I can imagine (I have not had the pleasure of meeting you yet). The world needs to know about the failings of this community. If Amherst is not safe, then everyone, everywhere should know. You are making the world a better place with your words, and you will ALWAYS have my support. Thank you!
Thank you for coming out and sharing this story in your own words. I really appreciate the honesty of your account and feel that it's important to me, other students (both the male and female populations), and the staff at the college to hear not only what happened to you and how you endured but also what went wrong in the college's handling of the situation. In experiencing a similar trauma my sophomore year, I know the struggles of getting along emotionally after the fact. It can feel numbingly isolating. This account, however, should force a renewal of perspective on those who read it. The intimacy of these details has given spotlight to an experience that deserves to be treated more sensitively and more fairly than it was handled. Thank you again for your courage.
I think many of us know that Amherst is not the progressive, forward-thinking institution it likes to present itself as. Sadly, this is the kind of situation that all too frequently gets swept under the carpet to preserve the college's carefully cultivated image.
Huge amount of respect and admiration to this (now sadly former) student for coming forward and telling her story. Hopefully this will no longer be an issue that the administration willfully ignores and suppresses out of fear of unwelcome publicity.
Unfortunately, this is a sickeningly frequent occurrence that doesn't just affect the women in our lives but also the men. Sexual assault of any kind is truly disgusting. I was sexually assaulted at Amherst and had a similar experience. The counselors there tried to force me into going to the hospital for suicidal thoughts. I refused and luckily my parents backed me up on that decision. Within 1 month of it happening, I left Amherst for good. When I tried to confront my assailant, he told me that I should be careful with such serious accusations of sexual assault. I should've called the police immediately and pushed more the most dire consequences I could. I was just in shock. Its hard to get into this school and feel like you are one of the intellectual elite in the country. I felt so helpless and weak and I just couldn't face my classmates.
You are not weak. You are not helpless. You were assaulted. The only one deserving of blame is the person who assaulted you. It took strength to resist those who tried to bury you under a rug (the hospital) and it took strength to know you had to leave and follow up on it. You had the courage to deal with what happened and confront him. Just keep telling yourself, your rapist is the one to blame. Not you.
...I tell them that they are alive, so they did the right thing. End of story, when it comes to evaluating THEIR "role in it". It means they did what they could at the time, and it didn't result in killing them. The expectations piled on victims of rape to act in certain ways to deserve our sympathy or protection or even recognition are disgustingly ignorant.
People who are or have been raped are responsible for this and this only: to do what is in their power at the moment to survive and to heal.
Thank you for speaking for so many of us - myself included - who walked the fields and halls and dorms looking around every corner because our rapist walked them too. I was encouraged by the dean's office NOT to press charges, to "think of my bright future without the stigma" of being a victim of this horrible violent act. "This is such a small school -- do you want everyone to know you THAT way?" I was asked. Turns out they did anyway, because I too told my story, my truth, to keep it from eating me alive. My "Anniversary" is Halloween, and each year it is difficult -- I know yours will be too. But this year, I want you to keep something new in mind -- by writing about it, photographing it, publishing it -- you've made it YOURS. You've stepped out into the arms of so many people who have been through it and made it, have fought for understanding of "how did this happen?" and "will I get through this?" every single day --- and you've become one of the people who other survivors will turn to as a powerful, courageous and unique resource. The world will, I promise, feel less dangerous and scary as time passes. It does get better. Thank you for sharing your experiences -- you are not alone - you will grow stronger, and yes, braver, and even braver still, over time.
The reactions that you received when you trusted someone enough to tell them your story - especially from people who are supposed to be trained in sexual assault counseling makes me absolutely furious. I run support groups for survivors of sexual assault and I am also a survivor who kept her story to herself for over a year after it happened for many of the same reasons you did. You should have never been made to feel as if what happened to you was your fault, or that it wasn't rape. I am so sorry for what you have gone through - and I hope you know how strong you are to be sharing your story with the broader public. It is through these stories that we can encourage the proper response to sexual assault and rape. Thank you so much.
You are so courageous for speaking out when so many of us could not.
Dear Angie,
I have never met you, but I hear you and your words are bringing me to tears. Like the other commenters, I want to thank you for writing this, but I also want to acknowledge that you were (and are) totally not obligated to go out of your way to explain your situation. No survivor should have to justify an account of rape in this way, to so many people who've refused to believe you right off the bat. I am incredibly sorry. Thank you for sharing the info you've decided to make public. Thank you for speaking out. I am sending you strength, compassion, and my best wishes.
The way Amherst handled your case is unconscionable (yet this same scenario plays out exactly the same way at so many college and universities). This incident should become part of your rapist's permanent record. It should follow him to every grad school application, every job interview, etc.--the way that it's mentally/emotionally following you.
I hope that your life and recovery are going as well as possible. In solidarity...
I'm sorry you had to experience this, as well as the many women who face sexual assault and harassment at their Universities. Hopefully your story will inspire your Uni to take action rather than leave its women in the dark.
More than one of my friends was raped/sexually assaulted at Amherst, and our time as students overlapped with the T. Patterson rape trial, something none of us who were there then will ever forget. I would have hoped in the years following, the college would have become more sensitive to this issue, but it seems it was simply a part of a culture where the administration has become more committed to preventing another embarrassment than to protecting female students. Your bravery in telling your story is deeply valued and respected, and I hope that with time you will find peace and a resolution that satisfies you.
We should appreciate Angie's story, not only for her immense courage in telling it, but for the brutal truth it reveals...1 in 4 women will be sexually assaulted by the time they graduate college. I was fortunate enough to not be one of those women, but I had friends who were. The response by the staff and administration of Amherst to Angie's ordeal is an all too familiar occurence across college campuses. Private institutions in particular have an interest in pushing rape and sexual assault under the rug...after all, who wants to send their daughter to "Rape University?" The fact that higher education establishments care more about image and funding than acknowledging the increasing frequency of sexual violence on campuses is absolutely despicable. And we can do nothing about it as long as we continue to accept this behavior.
As women (or men who care about women and other victims of sexual violence), we have to assume responsibility for ourselves and our options in dealing with such a harrowing ordeal. I am not saying that all rape victims should or should not try to press criminal charges, and I am not claiming that everyone is against the victim. What I am advocating is that EVERY VICTIM, whether female or male, gay or straight, black or white, know that they have OPTIONS AVAILABLE TO THEM. Whether this involves legal action or not, every victim is entitled to justice and the right to reclaim her identity and sense of security. I am a law student, and I plan on using my J.D. to represent sex crime victims in civil court, to help them seek damages against their attackers. I feel this is the best way I can serve these people, because pressing charges is not always the best option. By working as a civil attorney as opposed to a prosecutor, I am not bound by the policies and agendas of state government and can be flexible in deciding how best to serve each individual client.
Everyone should know that it was WRONG for Amherst's counseling services and other administration to try and tell Angie or any other victim what she should or should not do, and be anything other than objective and supportive. Implying that a victim should question whether or not she is to blame for what happened to her is DESPICABLE and UNACCEPTABLE. Just because a victim may not have a strong case in criminal court does not mean she cannot or should not press charges. If doing so will help her heal, if by accusing her attacker in open court she can reattain some of the security she lost that fateful moment, then she should have the option. But she should also not be pressured into pressing charges by law enforcement or other parties if she truly does not want to do so.
Everyone heals differently. Everyone has a different sense of justice. And when something as personal as rape or sexual assault happens to you, you and YOU ALONE have the personal choice to choose the course of action that is in YOUR best interest. Victims out there who feel lost, abandoned, or shafted by the legal and criminal justice systems, KNOW YOUR RIGHTS. You have the right to know what options are available to you. There are free counseling and legal services available to sexual assault victims that are unaffiliated with your educational institution or local law enforcement. Utilize them..if that is what you want or need to do. There are people out there who care, who can help you get your life back. And those who care WILL NOT JUDGE YOU for any decision you make...they will only support you.
Why should you let the guy walk out of this one free? If you already decided not to take legal action against him, at least subject him to public humiliation. In the remaining part of the article, why don't you reveal his identity? Amherst is a very small community and people keep in touch after graduating so even if he is an alum now the bad reputation will follow him. Also, other girls who interact with him deserve know what he's capable of and it's possible that many of them are actually Amherst alums too. Seriously, tell us his name.
If she named him, he might be able to sue her for libel? And that would suck - she's gone through enough already.
Is not a defense of truth. Civil court does not have the same protections as legal court.
The college reaction does not make sense, especially in a litigious society such as ours. I'm not entirely sure how they can force her to change her major. Insufferable is such a light phrase.
But because that guy is still out there, which means other women might be in danger without knowing it. For the sake of community, that guy should be out there wandering about without people knowing what he has done and might do again.
Just wanted to let you know that your story is getting around. It's because of people like you that rape victims can start to see that it wasn't their fault and action should be taken. It's showing people around the world that rape is a very seriously traumatic experience that stays behind closed doors. I just want to thank you for opening those doors.
I have lost an incredible amount of respect for my alma mater after reading this, and even more so after reading the subsequent reactions of others who were also encouraged not to press charges (!) and encouraged to keep their experiences a secret. Angie, I am terribly sorry, and am extremely embarrassed on behalf of my college.
This is not acceptable, Amherst.
After all those damned talks about how "consent is sexy" and "no means no" and how the "sexual respect counselors are always there for you" during orientation, your story just makes me sick. I am sorry that you had to go through not just a physical violation that no one should ever have to go through, but also and prolonged psychological because of the school. It is despicable that they should try to cover this up and prevent you from getting the space for healing you clearly needed and deserved. I am just horrified. Thank you for sharing this story with me and everyone else; it is incredibly brave of you, will certainly help others, and I hope it will help you heal. Your roommate would be proud.
Thanks again.
Angie, you're so incredibly brave. Thank you so much for sharing your story.
While it (unfortunately) is not news to me that this happens at Amherst, I am deeply saddened and troubled to read this account. Thank you very much for your story and let us hope this is an inspiration to all Amherst students, faculty, and alums to demand a change.
Please know that you have an ally in Wesleyan students. Our administration has historically and quite recently handled rape in a very similar, reprehensible way. There is currently a lawsuit going on between a former Wesleyan student (she transferred) and the administration--Jane Doe is suing the University for mishandling the response (basically, lack of) to her sexual assault. Momentum is building. There are people across the liberal arts that SUPPORT YOU and EVERYTHING you stand for. Solidarity.
Angie, I never knew you, but you are so incredible. Sharing your story is so brave and I am disgusted by the way that you were treated at this institution. I hope that you find joy wherever you go next. Thank you. There are people standing with you.
Why are we trusting everything Angie writes, specifically about Amherst College's administration? I think everyone should seek a little background information before gobbling up every word written.
What would she gain if she lied?
I don't know her intentions. I'm just an analytical reader and am reading this with a bit of skepticism.
Do you really think the "dean" told her that she couldn't study in Cape Town because it'd be too traumatizing?
The college clearly tried to help, but in the end it is true in some rape cases, ambiguity of the story kills the case.
On the other hand, I know of people who've been accused of rape on this campus and have been blackmailed by the accuser to either go to real court or quit the school and never come back.
The topic of rape is very complicated obviously, but I think it's important to note the majority of rapes on this campus happen when both subjects are heavily intoxicated. Perhaps we should be talking about alcohol abuse rather than rape.
You need to rethink what you just wrote. Let's stop victim blaming, let's stop rape culture and it's "skepticism". Guess what? If both parties are intoxicated, it's still rape.
"it's still rape." thank you. i've just recently learned what victim blaming actually means and it's disgusting. so thank you.
It is called statutory rape and both are equally guilty.
So if a man and a woman are both drunk and both drunkenly consent to having sex, the next day when they sober up the woman can still accuse the man of raping her? Why is that? Why can't the man accuse her of raping him? Why is the man in this situation held to a higher standard of conduct? This is a double standard.
1. There was no mention of alcohol. Even if there were, there's no way it's a heavier subject than rape that would have occurred while under the influence.
2. As others have said, there's not a thing for her to gain from lying about it. It does seem exaggerated, but you seem equally suspicious for the amount of defense you're putting up, and that absolutely awful, thinly-veiled attempt at a scapegoat(I mean seriously lol? You're killing me here).
people like you are the reason people who this happens to cannot talk to others about it and feel ashamed. and the reason that people who this happens to cannot get help. people like you say this, and then those who it happened to are viewed skeptically and never given help.
people who i know who have been raped have never had any drugs in their life, unless you want to talk about caffeine. and that does not lead to the situation you are talking about.
be cynical all you want, but do not openly bash people and attempt to make them fall back to rock bottom if they are finally being allowed to tell their story.
No. Do some research on rape culture and the history of rape victims' stories being dismissed.
You are not an analytical reader, you're reading from your own bias. You are making excuses for the incompetent administration. You're also victim-blaming. This kind of stuff is what contributes to the rape culture we have. Think about what you have said and re-read the post. Comments like yours seem to be exactly the kind of drivel that came from the school administration. There wouldn't be ambiguity in rape cases if we didn't make life so difficult for women who have been raped. They're scared, ashamed, and don't want to deal with jerks like you telling them that it may have been their fault or that you're skeptical of their stories.
That being said, thanks to Angie for sharing the story. It takes a brave person to do this. I hope you manage to fulfill your dreams Angie. Forget about Amherst, I'm sure there are plenty of other, better institutions for you to go to. Stay strong!
It doesn't matter if she was drunk, it is still rape. Even if this story is only half true Amherst's respons would still be reprehensible and disgusting. Too often survivors of sexual assault and rape on college campuses are not given support. Furthermore, rape is something few people lie about. She isn't taking legal action and doesn't name who did this. She has much more to lose if this story is false then to gain. Have some respect and compassion.
I was drunk when I was raped 3 years ago as a freshman in college. I felt like another statistic. Like culture was just telling me well you shouldn't of been drunk and then you wouldn't of been raped. Or well she was drunk that doesn't really count.
Everyone's rape is different and personal. Some people have a hard time dealing with it. I certainly did for a while that fall. My virginity was gone. I was glad I could barely remember the experience.
Thank you for sharing your story Angie. I can only hope Amherst College will change its ways.
And thank you anonymous for letting other girls know it does not matter the situation. even if you were being stupid and got drunk. if you don't consent it is rape.
No matter what a rape is a rape, nothing justifies it. And how would you know what the "dean" told her if you weren't in her position. That fact that Amherst is all about keeping it's reputation makes is a lot more believable plus if it was a lie why didn't the so called "dean" try to tell the other side of the story or at least give a substancial comment about the issue till now???
You are clearly a male bodied, ignorant, and terrible person.
STOP THE VICTIM BLAMING. Enough is enough. She has been through enough without people like you, unable to face the truth of the situation, coming in an accusing VICTIMS of being manipulative liars. She has no reason to lie. It's responses like this that make it so hard for victims to come out and talk about what happened. Your comment is not only repulsive but it invalidates and belittle the terrible experience Angie and other survivors had to go through. Instead of such destructive negativity, your time would better be spent turning to the Amherst administration, the legal legislation, and the victim-shaming culture in general and asking, "What can we do to make sure this doesn't happen again? What can I do to make sure that the victim of a sexual assault doesn't have to continue to be traumatized by the University that was supposed to support her?" Volunteer at a Rape Crisis Center and gain some empathy and understanding.
you're so insensitive
It actually makes it more obviously rape with alcohol involved- when you are intoxicated you legally cannot give consent. Alcohol is no excuse for forcing sex upon someone. It is people like you that keep these despicable acts from stopping.
Do I think the dean would have said any of these things? Yes, because I worked in the Deans' office, and I know that this is how they have typically handled sexual assaults on campus. I know all of the deans who work there, and I trust that any one of them would have been this insensitive.
Same here. I did not leave my position there with a very high opinion of the administration. Very sad to see that nothing has changed.
This entire comment infuriates me but I will say just this one thing: Sober consent is the only kind of legitimate consent. If alcohol was in fact involved, it doesn't matter. In fact it strengthens her case because then there is NO WAY she could have given consent.
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Just bumping to mention that the translation for Jojolion 18 is out now! For the most part, it matches the spoiler summary I posted above. And as I said, I have a feeling that the old pet shop owner guy is a stand user (IMO, the biggest giveaway was how he was chuckling to himself on the last page after Joushu's recording was somehow altered). I'm still looking forward to seeing Josuke in school more, though.
Also, there won't be a chapter this month so we've gotta wait until March for the next one. But on the plus side at least there's the anime to tide us over while we wait!
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I think the old guy is the stand user too, but that somehow seems too obvious... Maybe it's his dog
It sucks there won't be a chapter next month, but as you said, at least we have the anime now. Besides, we used to have to wait a lot longer to get our dose of Jojo not too long ago, so one month is nothing.
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Even when we take the literal definition of that, it's still pretty broken as far as stand powers go.
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Actually, there ARE some exceptions, though the only ones that come to my mind now are from part 4. I'm pretty sure Surface (that puppet stand that became a clone of Earth-1 Josuke) was one that was visible to normal folks. I'm also certain Stray Cay was visible to everyone, as well (though I guess maybe non-stand users can't see the air bullets he shoots out).....
Edit: Oh yeah, here's something interesting:
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Personally, I find it more amusing that Polpo is there, too (who seems to have considerably shrunk in size, at that). Anyway, I guess this was the reason why Araki took this month off for Jojolion. But one more thing I find funny about this comic:
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Well the spinoff seems to be an alternate continuity so I suppose its okay for the characters to be different from how we remember them. Still, it is a rather morbid coincidence that all the characters
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The artwork for this one shot is very good and the characters' outfits are pretty nice.
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I don't know how to convey this well, but I'll try.
I don't like how Josuke is being manipulated, again. He's being led around like a dog on a leash () and I just feel that it's not making the opponent more threatening, but more annoying, and the hero look like a chump. When the opponent is dealt with, I'll be glad not because Josuke overcame a challenge but because the annoying enemy will most likely be pushed aside for the next opponent and not appear for a while.
I'm sorry if it sounds too negative, but I just had to get that off my chest.
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^Well, we're not very far in the story yet, so it kinda makes sense that the enemies aren't very threatening so far, IMO. Well, I know that the first enemy in the original part 4 was a vicious serial killer and all, but still.
But anyway! This month's raw of Jojolion is out!
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the developers don't want fresh 90s to skip previous content and jump into the newest, so you'll still need 480 item level, but all the changes introduced to previous content will definitely help catch up quicker (lower prices, higher drop chance...)
this is a major change recent expansions, where a freshly-leveled alt could immediately be handed enough gear from the main to jump into the newest 5-mans and be raid ready in a matter of hours. in 5.2, every alt which dings 90 will still need to do dailies to unlock valor point vendors, and then have to farm valor through some combination of old dailies, old scenarios, and old heroics, just to reach the point where they can enter the new lfr. whereupon they can began grinding more rep and more valor so they can replace the epics they just worked their digital butts of to buy.
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Description:40/80GB DLT 8000 Low Voltage Differential/Single-Ended (LVD/SE) SCSI Tape Drive module - Includes a Drive and a fan inside a Hot-Plug shoe (carrier) assemblyPart Number(s)Option Part# 231823-B21
Overview:The 40/80 GB DLT Tape Drive is used in backup solutions for mid to high-end servers as a stand-alone product. The DLT technology is positioned at the high end of the Compaq secondary storage portfolio of drives. The 40/80 GB DLT drive is part of a total Compaq solution using Compaq branded servers primary storage and media. Live trial software for backup applications is included in the drive option kit.


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Q: I have brown tea colored water and I can't seem to get it cleared up. Is there something that will remove color from my water? – Karen of Oklahoma
A: Brown or tea-colored water is generally caused from "tannins" in the water. As leaves or other vegetation accumulate and decay in the water garden, they begin to leech these tannins dying the water a brown or tea-color.
The Solution:
Activated Carbon. Activated Carbon absorbs tannins and other toxins such as chlorine from city water. Place the activated carbon in a fine mesh bag and place in your skimmer or filter box. If you don't have either of these, simply place it near your pump or in the area of your pond that receives the best circulation. The water must run "through" the carbon to work. Typically 4-6 lbs. will treat 1,000 gallons for 2-3 months.
Use Pond Neting to stop leafs from discoloring your water and adding muck to the bottom of you pond this fall with a heavy duty leaf net.
Filed under: Water Gardens & Features, Water Quality Issues | Tagged: activated carbon, brown water, carbon, dark water, tea colored water, tea water, tinted water |


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KENNESAW, Ga. (May 16, 2012) – After closing out the non-conference portion of the schedule on Tuesday at Georgia, the ETSU baseball will close out the 2012 season with a three-game series at Kennesaw State beginning on Thursday.
First pitch on both Thursday and Friday will be at 6:00 p.m. while Saturday's series finale will be a 1:00 p.m. first pitch. Each game can be heard live on 640-WXSM and online at ETSUBucs.com.
ETSU freshman righty Jimmy Nesselt (Plantation, Fla.) (3-4, 4.01 ERA) will earn his second straight weekend start and will pitch the opener on Thursday night against Kennesaw State righty Josh Carr (8-2, 3.87 ERA).
Sophomore right-hander Jake Long (Anderson, S.C.) (2-8, 4.17 ERA) will get the start on Friday and will oppose KSU southpaw Kevin Kyle (1-4, 3.73 ERA).
Saturday's regular season finale will pit ETSU senior righty John Long (Anderson, S.C.) (6-6, 3.71 ERA) against Kennesaw State righty Travis Dean (3-0, 6.91 ERA).
Clinging to a one-run lead through five innings, Georgia (30-22) pushed across three runs in the sixth to down ETSU, 7-4, in the final non-conference game for both teams at Foley Field on Tuesday night.
The Bulldogs pounded out 13 hits led by a three hit effort from catcher Brett DeLoach. DeLoach also scored a run and recorded a RBI on the night. Kyle Farmer was 2-for-4 with three RBI, while Peter Verdin was 2-for-4 with a pair of RBI.
ETSU (22-30) was paced by seniors Matthew Scruggs (Knoxville, Tenn.) and Cory Betterson (Atlanta, Ga.). Scruggs finished 3-for-4 with his 19th home run of the season, while Betterson was 2-for-4 with his first career home run and a pair of RBI. Meanwhile, another Georgia native, Zach Waters (Woodstock, Ga.) went 1-for-3 with a RBI double. Scruggs continues to lead the nation in home runs.
Kennesaw State comes into the weekend with a 29-22 overall record and a 13-10 league mark. The Owls are hitting.293 as a team, while they also own a solid 4.09 ERA on the mound. Catcher Ronnie Freeman paces the squad with a .348 average with six home runs and 50 RBI. Meanwhile, Aaron Dobbs and Andy Chriscaden are each batting over .340, while Chriscaden leads the squad with 12 homers.
Kennesaw State leads the all-time series against ETSU, 10-8. ETSU took the series from Kennesaw State last season, but the Owls earned series victories in the previous three years.
For more information on ETSU baseball, please visit ETSUBucs.com and click on the baseball link.


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How to manage revenues from extractives? There's a book for that!
Countries with large nonrenewable resources can benefit significantly from them, but reliance on revenues from these sources poses major challenges for policy makers. If you are a senior ministry of finance official in a resource-rich country, what are the challenges that you would face and Consider some of the issues that you would likely encounter:
For many resource abundant countries, large and unpredictable fluctuations in fiscal revenues are a fact of life. Resource revenues are highly volatile and subject to uncertainty. Fiscal policies will need to be framed to support macroeconomic stability and sustainable growth, while sensibly managing fiscal risks. Also, there is a question of how to decouple public spending (which should be relatively stable) from the short-run volatility of resource prices.


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Sweaters Don't Lose Weight With You
The photo at left was taken about a year ago. I don't look like that any more, mostly due to a very active dog (even with three legs, he can run circles around me and my pitiful two legs) and a husband who cooks mostly vegetarian fare. I must admit, it's lovely to lose weight. What's more, it's lovely to lose enough weight that folks at work start making jokes such as, "Oh my gosh, where's the rest of you?" The compliments are unexpected and make me blush (as much as a gal with native american skin can blush!).
However, as a knitter, I now have a dilemma. Several of them actually: All the sweaters I knit for myself in past years now no longer fit me. My favorite green hemp sweater, which I wore for those first editorial portraits: too big. My purple tank, knit out of ribbon yarn for my interviews here at Interweave Press: too big. The blue crocheted jacket, the knitted blue tank top–both Too Big. And, last but not least: The Hot Tomato Salsa, which despite all its lovely bust darts and belly darts, is now Too Big.
Thank goodness I realized what was going on before I got too far on my Gathered Pullover, or I would have another Too Big sweater to add to the pile.
I've lost enough weight this time that I think it's going to stay off (mostly–can we all knock on wood here for a minute? thanks), so it's not a matter of boxing up the sweaters and waiting for the next Fat Season to come around. And, although I am a really good seamstress, I somehow cannot bear to simply run a line of stitching up each side to take things in. Besides, I've lost about four inches off of Certain Areas, so taking in a handknit sweater two inches on each side would end up destroying some of the drape, the beauty, and the lines of the original designs.
I don't think bust darts are going to help me here, Obi Wan Kenobi.
I realize that I might not be getting a lot of sympathy–most folks struggle with the opposite problem: what to do with our beloved handknit sweaters when we gain weight. However, either situation points to the same dilemma: You've put hours and hours into a beloved sweater for yourself, and now it no longer fits.
What's a knitter to do?
I can let the blue tank, the purple tank, and the blue crocheted jacket go. The Gathered Pullover and I can have yet another little do-over session (sigh). But the hemp top and the Hot Tomato…Those two sweaters are part of my knitting history. They've worked their way into my soul, becoming part of who I am as a knitter. How do you part with touchstones like those?
Maybe I ought to frame them, to hang on the wall of my new studio in Canada. Yes, it's true: Later this summer, I am moving to Canada to be with my beloved Nicholas. Oh, I'll still be your Knitting Daily Gal, no worries there, I'll just be working remotely from our new home just outside of Toronto. So stay tuned for more rolicking adventures, on both sides of the border.
Meanwhile, I'm working on the Drawstring Raglan, which thankfully, will be more forgiving of my changing figure.
So: What do you do when your beloved handknit sweaters no longer fit you? Leave a comment and let us know how you handle this common, but still painful, situation.
— Sandi
Sandi Wiseheart is the editor of Knitting Daily.
What's on Sandi's needles? Shoulders of the Drawstring Raglan. What's on Sandi's spinning wheel? Awesome handpainted alpaca fiber that badly wants to become a shawl when it grows up.


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Women's Loungewear & Sleepwear
Chicness doesn't have to stop when you're spending a day unwinding in the comfort of your home. Loungewear with sleek silhouettes and crafted using breathable fabrics gives a modern twist to your casual look. Trendy enough to wear outside of your living room, take these ultra-comfortable pieces from the couch to the city!


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It's no secret that we're big fans of quirky gadgetry. It wasn't long ago that we were heaping praise on Japanese design firm Nendo's quirky line of electronic accessories, and now it looks like another colorful gadget is here to impress us – the Dexim Universal USB Charge and Sync Cable.
Up until now there hasn't really been anything all too dazzling about USB charging cables. You plug 'em in and they'll fill whatever device they're attached to with sweet electrical nectar. But Dexim's is different. Dexim's Universal USB Charge and Sync Cable features snazzy blue LEDs, which traces the path of its current connection — visually showing you that your device is being powered.
The entire cable measures a little under 3-feet and comes with a universal USB connector, making it compatible with a host of smartphones and tablets from Blackberry, HTC, Samsung, Nokia, and Motorola. While the Universal USB Charge and Sync Cable is not directly compatible with Apple devices, an Apple version does exists as a separate cable ( also pictured).
Currently Dexim's Universal LED cable is only available by importing it from Sanwa Direct, which after conversion rates will set you back $26 (not including shipping) , but if you are determined to nab one of these luminous LED chargers then follow the link and order one for us while you're at it.
While Android users might need to import the Universal USB Charge and Sync Cable, online retailer Amazon appears to have the Apple compatible Dexim LED chargers ($17-$35) in either black or white cording. So if you're simply seeking one specifically for your iPhone, iPod, or iPad, then be sure to head over there.


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Saturday, November 24th is Small Business Saturday and the businesses of Sag Harbor are coming together to offer East End residents a truly local shopping experience.
Shop and dine at the best of Sag Harbor's unique, eclectic small businesses on Saturday, November 24 and throughout the Holiday Season. Support our local business owners while celebrating the season.
Small businesses like these are the heart and soul of our community, and they all welcome you to come share this most wonderful time of the year.
Look below for a list of great local places to shop and dine in Sag Harbor this Holiday Season, and let's make Small Business Saturday a huge day on the East End.
The Sag Harbor Chamber Of Commerce
In Balance Pilates Studio
The Wharf Shop
Come experience an old fashioned toy store!
Bursting with ideas for kids.
Adult puzzles, jewelry and gifts too!
Lots of Christmas ornaments, cards and paper crackers.
Friendly staff who wrap your choices free of charge.
Winner Dan's Best of the Best Gold Toy Store
Open daily all year
69A Main Streetm 631-725-0420 www.wharfshop.com
Lifestyle FIT by
Kelly Connaughton
Designed to inspire and challenge you- drawing from Mixed Martial Arts, Yoga, TRX, Foundation, BOSU, Pilates, Gravity and Boot Camp methods of training, these sessions enhance your strength, tone, flexibility and vitality.
Book private/group sessions at 917.715.4116
E:mail – firstname.lastname@example.com
Available at all Hamptons locations.
Hamptons Signs & Graphics
Our friendly experienced staff can quickly design and produce logos, signs, banners, vehicle lettering, business cards, and promotional products at a cost you would not have thought possible.
We also screenprint on t-shirts, sweatshirts, hats and other clothing as well as promotional items.
Phone: 631.702.1220
Michael Daly
Sotheby's International Realty
Located at 7 Spring Street (next to Sag Harbor Garden Center)
Cappelletti Restaurant
Phone: 631-725-7800
Bay Street Theatre
Bay Street Theatre Gift Cards make great holiday presents! Use them for the 2013 Mainstage Season, Comedy Club, Kids Camps and The Picture Show at Bay Street.
Another way to celebrate the holidays is by giving the gift of live performance. Buy or give a 3-play subscription to the 2013 Mainstage Season starting at $132!
Stop by the Box Office or call 631-725-9500!
Happy Holidays from your friends at Bay Street Theatre
Harbor Pets
Jackson Dodds
Call us at 631-604-5693 to get started now.
John Jermain Memorial Library
34 West Water Street, Sag Harbor, NY
Call 631.725.0049
Sean Edison Salon
A new salon in Sag Harbor, the Sean Edison Salon is already making a huge impact. Sean Edison is offering a Grand Opening Special that includes a $75 color, cut and blowout! Get your hair pampered at the Sean Edison Salon.
Located at 34 West Water St. Unit A
Sag Harbor, NY
Call: 631-725-7326
F. Michael Hemmer Land Surveyor
The Golden Pear
Nestled on the Main Streets of all four Hampton's Villages, the Golden Pear Cafes exude an easy style and charm that epitomizes Hamptons living at its best. Exceptional Breakfasts, Lunches, and Catering, Home-Made Bakery, Fresh Roasted Coffee, and unsurpassed people-watching make daily visits to the Golden Pears a long-standing Hamptons' tradition
We would like to offer a free hot chocolate with every lunch order.
Southampton, 99 Main Street
Tel: (631) 283-8900
Sag Harbor, 111 Main Street
Tel: (631) 725-2270
East Hampton, 34 Newtown Lane
Tel: (631) 329-1600
Bridgehampton, 2426 Montauk Highway
Tel: (631) 537-1100


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Churchill "The Last Prize" Churchill travels to the Normandy beaches in June 1944. When victory in Europe comes, he leads the celebrations, but in private, he broods about the dangers of Stalin and communism. Within two months, he loses an election and is out of office until he contests the 1951 election and returns as prime minister one month short of his 77th birthday. In 1953, he suffers a severe stroke and resigns in 1955 to spend 10 years reflecting and painting. Part 3 of 3G
3:00 am
Outdoor Idaho "Wilderness in the 21st Century" This exploration of wilderness issues captures scenic vistas of Idaho from north to south. The show examines what wilderness means to Idahoans, pressures from wheeled vehicle advocates, collaborative efforts that include multiple sides, and how work is accomplished inside a wilderness.G
3:30 am
MotorWeek Road Tests: 2013 Ferrari F12 Berlinetta, Full Size Sedan Challenge. D
4:00 am
Sesame Street "Build A Better Basket" Alan, Rosita, and Elmo are putting together a basket full of goodies for Little Red Riding Hood to take to her grandma's house. Red Riding Hood comes by ready to pick up the basket and asks if they tested it to make sure it was strong enough to stand up to the Big Bad Wolf. They agree to test the basket, and Alan holds it up saying, "I got a basket of goodies for you, Grandma. D
5:00 am
Daniel Tiger's Neighborhood "Thank You, Grandpere Tiger!/Neighborhood Thank You Day" Thank You, Grandpere Tiger! - Grandpere Tiger comes to visit, but is only in town for a short while. Daniel is sad that Grandpere can't come to the special Thank You Day celebration later that day. Daniel learns to be thankful for the time they DO have together, and is then surprised when Grandpere appears at the celebration after all! Neighborhood Thank You Day - The neighborhood celebrates Thank You Day by putting notes in the Thank You Tree. D
5:30 am
Martha Speaks "Escape From Flea Island/No Dogs Allowed" Escape from Flea Island - Carolina is determined to outdo Tiffany Blatsky on the science project. No Dogs Allowed - Tiffany wants to make Helen's treehouse into a girls' clubhouse.G
6:00 am
NOVA "Ground Zero Supertower" NOVA examines the new skyscraper rising up 104 stories from the site where the Twin Towers once stood. This update of "Engineering Ground Zero," goes inside the construction of the tower's final floors and the installation of its 800-ton spire and beacon. The show also goes underground to inspect the multi-billion dollar transit center with its sweeping design.G
7:00 am
Rick Steves' Europe "Istanbul" Rick loses his way in the Grand Bazaar, munches through the famously fragrant Spice Market and follows the fall of the ancient capital of Byzantium and the rise of Islam at the city's wall.G
7:30 am
Smart Travels - Pacific Rim With Rudy Maxa "Guadalajara & Puerto Vallarta" Guadalajara is alive with the music of mariachis, flowers, colonial architecture, and passionate artists. Rudy explores the rich history and culture of "The Most Mexican of Cities." Art and artists are an important part of Guadalajara and Rudy takes it all in from the papier-mache pinatas to the dramatic murals of Orozco. D
8:00 am
The Desert Speaks "Treasures of the Galapagos" The second of three episodes in the Galapagos Islands finds host David Yetman hunting large cacti on a desert island. Along the way, he discovers flamingos in the middle of a huge lava lake, ghost crabs (so named for their quick disappearing act) and a variety of plant species endemic to certain islands. Yetman also explores the nesting grounds of sea turtles and finds a unique post office on the island of Floreana where pirates and whalers have used the same wooden container for centuries to leave or take mail depending on its destination. D
8:30 am
Chef John Besh's New Orleans Shrimp Remoulade, Baked Oysters with Mushrooms, and Rice Calas. D
9:00 am
Lidia's Italy In America "New York Italian Style" In this episode, Lidia shares three delicious recipes that she picked up on Arthur Avenue and in Little Italy, New York. Zucchini and Eggplant Parmigiana, Roberto's Chicken Piccante and Skillet Cauliflower Torrisi are all the very core of Italian American comfort food. She also visits the Maugeri Farms in southern New Jersey and the Migliorelli food stand in Union Square Market in New York City to see what kind of traditions these Italian American families are passing down to generations to come. D
9:30 am
GardenSMART Start with a beautiful site. Add ponds, waterfalls and garden rooms along with fields flowing with flowers and trees. This retired president of a landscape company covered the nation and world getting ideas for this, his own exceptional garden. D
10:00 am
Christina "Gut Busters" Bust out of your rut and get healthy, already. You're tired of talking about it and most of your friends are tired of hearing about it. In this class, we'll get your feet on the path to wellness with some tips and tricks that will have you dancing in the streets. D
10:30 am
Cook's Country from America's Test Kitchen "Company's Coming" Test cook Bridget Lancaster revives a classic recipe for Crown Roast of Pork. Then, equipment expert Adam Ried reveals his top picks for measuring spoons. Next, host Christopher Kimball shares the test kitchen's top food safety tips. D
11:00 am
Austin City Limits "Sonic Youth/The Black Keys" Elder statesmen of alternative/indie/punk rock, band members re-create the wall of guitars. Then the Black Keys exhibit the muscular, no-nonsense sound of their minimalist blues-rock.G
12:00 pm
Sesame Street "Telly Gets Jealous" Telly and Baby Bear are outside playing with their pets. Telly tries to get his hamster, Chuckie Sue, to make squeaky noises, eat out of his hand, run on her wheel, and play a shapes and colors game, but Chuckie Sue does not do any of those things. Telly becomes upset when he sees that Baby Bear's pet, Ralphie, can speak Spanish, make squeaky noises like a hamster, make his own snack, count, AND knows his shapes. D
1:00 pm
Dinosaur Train "An Apatosaurus Adventure/Nature Art" The Pteranodon kids visit the Jurassic Time Period to meet Apollo Apatosaurus, a huge, long-necked, long-tailed dinosaur who likes adventure. Apollo loves to whip his long tail, and does so as he leads the kids on a pretend adventure to find a hard-to-reach tree with yummy, delicious leaves! Mrs. Pteranodon cleans out the clutter from the family nest and the kids are amazed at the pile of stuff - leaves, flower petals, pieces of wood, and shells. Tiny stops Mom from throwing out all the stuff, determined that she and Buddy, Tiny, and Don will find a use for it all. D
1:30 pm
Super Why! "The Twelve Dancing Princesses" Whyatt's family is acting very sneaky and he wants to know why! The Super Readers waltz into the story of the Twelve Dancing Princesses - who are acting just as secretive. The Super Readers may be hot on the trail of the Princesses to discover what they're concealing, but will Whyatt uncover what his family is hiding? Educational Objectives: To learn about the fun of the unexpected, play with the alphabet and identify the letters W-I-N-D. In addition, young viewers will practice the magic of spelling, and use the power to read to change the story!. D
2:00 pm
Cat in the Hat Knows A Lot About That! "A Tale About Tails/Sticky Situation" A Tale About Tails - Nick and Sally are playing "Tape the Tail on the Donkey" when they wish they had tails of their own! Well it just so happens that the Cat knows a lot about tails! He brings them to the Jungle of Wagga-Tag-Tail where they meet a number of animals with very different tails. When Nick and Sally get to test out all of these tails for themselves, they learn that different tails can do different things! Sticky Situation - Sally and Nick are playing the drums on overturned buckets when Nick breaks his drumstick! Luckily, the Cat knows someone who is a stick expert, his friend Betty Beaver! She finds Nick the perfect drumstick, but when her dam springs a leak, Nick, Sally and the Cat help her fix it, using Nick's new stick. He doesn't have a stick anymore, but Nick learns an even better way to drum: using a home-made beaver tail!. D
2:30 pm
Wild Kratts "Attack of the Tree Eating Aliens" The Wild Kratts get an urgent call from a group of North American Wild Kratts kids telling them almost all of the trees in the forest are dying. It's a race against time to solve the mystery and help the forest and the creatures who live there. D
3:00 pm
Sara's Weeknight Meals "Sunday Comfort Meals" Why rush? Sunday meals are all about comfort, familiar dishes made with love and eaten with family and friends. On top of the list is Roast Chicken Stuffed with Zucchini and Cheese to keep it moist and flavorful. Deviled Bones sounds gothic, but it's meaty, tender short ribs coated with a kick of mustard for heat. D
3:30 pm
Rick Steves' Europe "South Ireland: Waterford to the Ring of Kerry" As Rick travels the southern coast, he visits Waterford's crystal factory, the Kennedy family homestead, the Dunbrody famine ship, and Kinsale's star-shaped fortresses. Then he drives the Ring of Kerry.G
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August to June: Bringing Life to School This program celebrates values we are on the brink of losing in the single-minded pursuit of higher test scores. Come inside a public school happily and purposefully going against current trends and join 26 8-10 year olds, their teacher, and their parents for a year bursting with opportunities for curiosity, creativity and compassion.G
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Globe Trekker "Madrid City Guide" Adela takes in the artwork at the Prado.G
7:00 pm
Outdoor Idaho "Wilderness in the 21st Century" This exploration of wilderness issues captures scenic vistas of Idaho from north to south. The show examines what wilderness means to Idahoans, pressures from wheeled vehicle advocates, collaborative efforts that include multiple sides, and how work is accomplished inside a wilderness.G
7:30 pm
Dialogue "Israeli-Palestinian Partnership" As talks between Israelis and Palestinians start up once again, host Marcia Franklin talks with an Israeli and a Palestinian about conversations they have organized between their respective communities as a result of funding from a Boise non-profit. Eden Fuchs, a former colonel in the Israeli Defense Forces, and Ibrahim Issa, a Palestinian educator, are part of the Center for Emerging Futures, started by a Boise couple.G
8:00 pm
Oregon Field Guide "Meth Labs, Yurt Skiing, Weather" This episode includes a look at how meth labs are moving from the cities to remote areas like the Elkhorn Range near Baker and bringing toxic chemicals that are being dumped, creating environmental time bombs.G
8:30 pm
Joseph Rosendo's Travelscope "Taiwan Lantern Festival" Joseph, a winner of the 2013 Taiwan Tourism Festival Awards, deepens his understanding of Taiwan and its people by criss-crossing the island during the Taiwan Lantern Festival. A celebration of light, culture and tradition, the festival is a Chinese holiday more than 2, 000 years old. Joseph discovers that while the Taiwan Lantern Festival has its electric side, it also values the human touch. D
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How to Travel The World for Free "Everything Is Different" Michael Wigge sets off in Germany without any money. His travel companions along the way are socialists, freegans and the eccentric millionaire Harold. Working on a container ship, Wigge crosses the Atlantic Ocean free of charge. D
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Art Wolfe's Travels to the Edge "Bolivia: The Altiplano" Bolivia's high plain is a land lost in time, rugged, remote and more lunar than earthly in appearance. Wolfe records the world's largest salt flat, an island of golden cactus, scarlet-tinted lakes, twin volcanoes and surreal skies.G
10:00 pm
Globe Trekker "Madrid City Guide" Adela takes in the artwork at the Prado.G
11:00 pm
Outdoor Idaho "Wilderness in the 21st Century" This exploration of wilderness issues captures scenic vistas of Idaho from north to south. The show examines what wilderness means to Idahoans, pressures from wheeled vehicle advocates, collaborative efforts that include multiple sides, and how work is accomplished inside a wilderness.G
11:30 pm
Dialogue "Israeli-Palestinian Partnership" As talks between Israelis and Palestinians start up once again, host Marcia Franklin talks with an Israeli and a Palestinian about conversations they have organized between their respective communities as a result of funding from a Boise non-profit. Eden Fuchs, a former colonel in the Israeli Defense Forces, and Ibrahim Issa, a Palestinian educator, are part of the Center for Emerging Futures, started by a Boise couple.G


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Availability: In stock ships within 24-48 hrsPlatforms: 3DSPublisher: Atlus USADevelopers: Atlus# Players: 1 PlayerGenre: Dungeon-exploring RPGUPC: 730865300129Region Free: NoMenus & Interface : EnglishSubtitles: EnglishProduct was added to our catalog on Tuesday 20 August, 2013.
Platforms: 3DS
Publisher: Atlus
Developer: Atlus
# Players: 1
Genre: RPG
For centuries, the tree Yggdrasil has been a constant presence in the lives of the people of Tharsis. It looms on the horizon, visible from everywhere in the city. But its roots are in a far-off land where no one has ventured until the Outland Count of Tharsis sponsors an Explorers Guild to reach Yggdrasil and discover its secrets. You are the latest explorer arriving in Tharsis to seek your fame and fortune. Board your skyship and set out into the clouds in search of treasure, glory, and the answer to Tharsis' oldest mystery.
Packed with improvements and content: an enhanced graphics engine boasting polygonal enemies and new 3D special effects; upgradeable, customizable skyships that let players travel and battle amid the clouds; an exceedingly atmospheric and fully orchestrated musical score from Yuzo Koshiro; expanded, more immersive 3D dungeons with analog camera control; and guild card + character trading functionality via StreetPass.
Celebrate the tradition of classic pen and paper roleplaying games by using the bottom touch screen to chart out your path and the dangers you have encountered. A good map might save your life. Deep character creation and party customization system encourages experimentation and rewards creativity and imagination. Every choice matters.
Beginners and newcomers can more easily learn the ropes without fear of setback or death with this new, less daunting mode.