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Overcoming Nihilism

I've been struggling with moral and existential nihilistic thoughts recently.  There seems to be no evidence to the contrary of these views, and they seemed to be favored by parsimony, but they require me to draw self-invalidating conclusions (the world described as such seems an abjectly horrible place for living beings of our type to exist in, but that is a problem of my perception, not of the world).  This moves forward to antinatal conclusions.

It seems like the proposed solutions to this crisis that I've flirted with (Nietzsche, absurdism) all require some form of self-delusion, which is not acceptable to me as part of a coherent philosophy.  Note I definitely have not done a deep reading of any of these subjects and would love to be corrected in a constructive manner.

Edit: More responses, perspectives, and support than I could have hoped for.  Thank you all.  This has helped buttress some things I should probably talk to a professional about.
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> It seems like the proposed solutions to this crisis that I've flirted with (Nietzsche, absurdism) all require some form of self-delusion

For the record, Nietzsche and absurdism explicit reject self-delusion as a solution to nihilism.