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[Marvel] How do I keep my mutant powers from being weaponized?

A couple years back I found out that I'm a mutant, and I got sent off to the Xavier School. I've got enhanced reflexes, a healing factor, and I can shoot barbs from my wrists that can make people go blind, throw up, pass out, and if you get enough of them in you, you can die. I've actually heard a couple of the professors here refer to me a "living weapon." I think I heard Professor Logan say something about a "special curriculum." 

The thing is, I abhor violence. The first time I accidentally barbed someone I pissed my pants and had screaming nightmares for weeks. The absolute last thing I want to do is get into a fight, let alone recruited into some crazy intermutant war.

What's my best move to live as quiet and normal a life as I possibly can?
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Luckily you're already at Xavier's school. Be up front with him and tell him that you dont want to fight. Beast or Forge can come up with something to prevent your barbs from hurting people. 

It's worth noting though that all mutants, not just the X-Men or Professor X's students, are going to get into conflicts. You're better off knowing basic self defense including both physical and mental training (to protect against psychics). 

Also in this post-Dawn of X world you can just hang out on Krakoa 24/7.