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Academic Advice

So, I wanted to talk about my complicated academic situation and I feel like it's very important to ask for advice from more experienced people before moving on with my academic life. I am a second year civil engineering student. This is my third year at university, yet towards the end of my first year my father passed away overseas and this basically caused me to fail all my courses and to fall into a state of depression because I couldn't go back home to atlas bury him. This depression and loneliness extended into the year after where I was repeating all my courses again. I got very low grades although this was my second time doing them. Finally at the end of my second year (where i repeated everything), I began to decide to get my life back together, and I started doing much better in the first semester of third year (again, which is basically 1st semester second year), but I realized that this isn't what I wanted to do; I realized that I wanted to get into either Engineering Physics or Aerospace Engineering (spacecraft design), which I am extremely interested in, yet my GPA is extremely low to be able to switch to either. I am stuck in a program that Im losing interest in day by day by how boring it is to me. I can't possibly repeat any of my courses again  because I barely have money to get by with the rest of my program. My dad left me exactly what I needed to finish the program before he passed away. Also, I can't get a loan because I am international student. I fell in a pit that I cannot get out of. I don't know what to do or where to start, if anybody has any advice please feel free to tell me. Thanks in advance.
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Does your university have a registrar/student counseling office/academic guidance officer or anything of that sort? They would be the ones to speak to about this problem, since they will know much more about what options you have, both in terms of changing programs and in terms of finances.