What I began to do was to envy the doctor walking in the cool shadow of the woods with the birds about him and the pleasant smell of the pines , while I sat grilling , with my clothes stuck to the hot resin , and so much blood about me and so many poor dead bodies lying all around that I took a disgust of the place that was almost as strong as fear .
The speaker wanted to continue what they were doing.
The speaker specifically says they were feeling a sense of disgust of their current place, which means they would want to change their situation.
( z1 want :ARG0 ( z2 person :ARG0-of ( z3 speak ) ) :ARG1 ( z4 continue :ARG0 z2 :ARG1 ( z5 do :ARG0 ( z6 they ) :ARG1 ( z7 thing ) ) ) )