I just let my thoughts run and I thought of the most surprising things . ''<br>Marilla felt helplessly that all this should be sternly reproved , but she was hampered by the undeniable fact that some of the things Anne had said , especially about the minister 's sermons and Mr. Bell 's prayers , were what she herself had really thought deep down in her heart for years , but had never given expression to .
Marilla did not say everything she felt. 
It said there were things she had felt for a long time but hadn't said. 
( z1 say :polarity - :ARG0 ( z2 person :name ( z3 name :op "Marilla" ) ) :ARG1 ( z4 everything :ARG1-of ( z5 feel :ARG0 z2 ) ) )