O god

O god I have yearned

for you, forgotten you,

believed in you with

a passion, and now let 

you go as a myth that

serves this pathetic 

aching soul’s dream

of filling this emptiness 

with existential stuff that 

only the soul’s imagination 

can truly really ever give.


Forgive me for I have

sinned against my humanity.


God forgive me for I know

not what I do.