• grief_into_words 27w

    It’s all in my head

    Lost in my head at 3am
    Stuck with my never ending thoughts
    Time flying at it’s pace and I’ve left with nothing at all
    Loosening my threads to hold on to myself
    Embracing my faults to have it or not
    The warmth losing my body making me cold
    Letting it all happen to get a hold
    Words unsaid and tears dried out
    Pointless thoughts and days of drought
    My screams staying shut and my eyes numb
    Trembling hands wondering what I’ve become
    The curtains dancing with the breeze
    Shining stars, the moon hiding behind trees
    The dusk bringing all the darkness around
    Just wondering why couldn’t you be my dawn.