Still in Daily Therapy

  • Jan. 6, 2020, 5:25 p.m.
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I still can’t understand how or why he did that to me.

I just don’t get it.

How fucking cruel can one person be?

What the hell did I do to him?

it’s so incredibly fucked up. He was constantly, constantly worried about ME and what I was doing, when the whole entire time, HE was the devil.

What an awful human being.

Adira January 06, 2020

He is a horrible person. No one deserves to be treated like that.

caramelchicken January 06, 2020

People like him transfer their own worst qualities onto others. He was so suspicious because he knew what he was like himself. People like him don't trust or respect others because they're not trustworthy themselves.

Happy Girl January 07, 2020

Just remember this has nothing to do w/you. It's his flaw.

Symmetry January 07, 2020

The way he treated you is a reflection of his own skills and abilities as a human, not on yours. There was nothing you did that caused him to act the way he did. He acts the way he does because he is only capable of what he's capable of. He isn't capable of empathy, compassion or support. When you are willing to accept that then you'll be able to heal. Your ego really wants this to be personal but it's not personal, it's just who he is and he's not capable of actions that are anything but narcissistic and negative.

KPink Symmetry ⋅ January 07, 2020

You are so right. and I KNOW this in my mind, but ugh, you are right, the ego.
Also, it's just so hard to believe that people like him exist!! It is sooo scary!!

Symmetry KPink ⋅ January 07, 2020

It's really difficult to understand how narcissism even happens. Even at my worst times of disconnection I would never purposefully hurt someone with the same intention that a narcissist does. I feel like there is a spectrum for most mental health stuff and I feel like they are on the spectrum for sociopathy and some are even on the psychopath spectrum. Scary indeed.
