take the time to fall in love with life again


Whilst I was an artist in residence at the Sitka Centre For Art & Ecology in Oregon I made myself a den and spent 3 days and 2 nights fasting above the mouth of the estuary. The rain was Oregon’ly consistent and the nights were cold, wet and hungry, but in amongst this, there were innumerable beautiful moments. The mornings began with the calls of bald eagles nesting in the tree above, noon was interlaced with chipmunks winding through the branches above my face, and the night was accompanied by deer mice tip toe’ing over me, as the moon and the sounds of the estuary gently seeped through my nest of pines.

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On the third morning after a slightly delirious and cold night sleep thinking the estuary had risen ten meters and was about to wash me away, I crawled out of my den to be greeted by the first clear day. The warmth and beauty that surrounded me couldn’t have been further from my internal emotional landscape. I barely had the energy to move and smiles were doing their best to avoid my mouth. But as I sat looking down , I saw two otters coming out of their den just at that moment. The feeling that both I and the otters had come out of our dens to greet the day at the same moment instantly reunited me with my smile. Seeing the otters come out of their den and play on the rocks together before going out into the estuary completely warmed my soul. The excitement the otters showed as they started their day radiated an infectious joy and love of life that moved me to tears.

Their joy reminded me of a section in a poem by Rumi


‘The stars come up spinning

every night

bewildered in love.

They’d grow tired

with that revolving

if they weren’t

They’d say,

“How long do we have to do this!”

I think this poem,  the ‘bewildered’ love in which stars and otters live their lives holds a very important message for us in todays age.

we are at a very scary and confusing point in time in which we are realising the consumerist and industrialist mission which has led us to this point is not going to lead us or the majority of earth’s life to a habitable future.

Nature is telling us to change our course, and as we move towards transition,  this moment feels like an approach to living that is defined by reductions.

reducing emissions

reducing consumption

reducing what foods we eat

reducing our plastic waste

and while each of these are incredibly important, the emphasises purely on reduction, I think is missing the point.

If we embark on this mission of reduction purely out of a solemn duty to become more sustainable we are likely to grow tired like the stars that are not bewildered in love,

and wonder,

                           how long have we got to do this?

Deeper than these actions of reduction is a process;

in which we must again, make the time to fall in love, with all of the things we have taken for granted.

To fall in love with the air we breathe, the water we drink, the other species which for so long we have neglected. With each other and ourselves.

It is through this love that we will have the energy to make the nessceary sacrifices and reductions in our lives. Sacrifices that do not feel like so, because they are for the ones we love.

luckily for us nature makes it very easy to fall in love

But we must take the time to reintroduce ourselves to nature, to the life that runs through every element, and greets us in our hearts as beauty

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for beauty is nature’s poetry, that invites us to fall in love

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it is not a commodity, to be bought, or sold

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but life’s deepest gift

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like gravity, beauty is a force of nature, that roots us in the orbit of our lives

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it is a manifestation of life’s positivity

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the light that guides us home

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towards our family

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our friends


to our deepest selves


take the time to fall in love with the evening light in your nearest tree

take the time to fall in love with the wind on your nearest stream

take the time to fall in love with the veins in your wrist

take the time to fall in love with the moments you’ve til now missed

take the time to learn from birds, to greet the dawn with song

take the time to hear the poem, from which we all come from

take the time to fall in love with the light that rests in moss

make a moment to give a voice to the love we almost lost


Our reunion with the extended family of life is a wealth much richer than the reductions to consumerism we must make to find our balance in life.

It is a love that will bring a deep and shattering grief; for we must again love and feel for the family that we have caused so much harm and pain, and a beauty and forgiveness that only family can bring.

Through this grief we will again feel what it is like to have our hearts truly connected to nature.  And through the beauty of this connection we will find a community that roots us in a life, bewildered in love.

All Advertisement is Political, Corporations are Political

Recently Iceland’s anti palm oil advert has received a lot of media attention after it was banned from being broadcast. It has been denied on the grounds that Greenpeace’s involvement in the advert breaks the UK Code Of Broadcast Advertising’s BCAP Code.

An advertisement contravenes the prohibition on political advertising if it is:  An advertisement which is inserted by or on behalf of a body whose objects are wholly or mainly of a political nature.”

I find it useful to re-familiarise myself with the definitions of widely used terms like “political” because it can demystify statements where the words are used. Often terms like nature, politics and religion can be used so often and in such diverse circumstances that the words can become saturated, to the point where their meaning becomes ambiguous. When the meaning of our terms become ambiguous, this opens an opportunity for reality to be manipulated. Words can then become associated with just one particular type of activity, and the full breadth of the words meaning is lost, and with it, the ability to sense the full breadth of our reality is lost.

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Reading the BCAP code in light of the Oxford Dictionary’s definition of politics makes sense to a certain extent (excluding all moral responsibility and treating the law as an undeniable code for life). The advert was made in partnership with GreenPeace, who are a political organisation, in the sense that they hold a set of beliefs on how relations between countries should exist. They hold principles relating to activity that is concerned with power, and their activities are associated with the governance of countries, in the manner that they try to influence more environmental governance.

What stares me in the face when I consider the BCAP code in light of the Oxford Dictionary’s definition is the sheer hypocrisy of letting Most corporations broadcast their advertisement at all. Take corporations such as Colgate, Johnson&Johnson and Pepsi (all companies using unsuitable palm oil in their products). Is Pepsi not associated with the governance and relationships between countries? Pepsi imports its cheap unsustainable palm oil from countries such as Indonesia and Malaysia where since the 1960s a forested area the size of New York and California combined has been cleared to make way for palm oil plantations. Pepsi’s decision to import palm oil from unsustainable sources is governing the lives of billions of indigenous people, animals and plants. Stripping their life, home and right to freedom from beneath them. To think that Pepsi doesn’t have a particular set of political beliefs and isn’t almost entirely concerned with power and status is ludicrous.

But companies like Pepsi that govern the lives of so many around the world ARE allowed to show their advertisement on television. Using celebrities, highly skilled creatives and phycological incentives, to create an identity that has nothing to do with the reality of the process that creates their products. The hypocrisy of the ASA defending their decision to not air Icleand’s advert on the basis that It is “intended to shield consumers from being exposed to political messages that are not clearly demarcated as such” is disgusting.

Advert breaks are essentially a “debate between parties having power”. Though the political belief that we are buying into, with our purchase of their product, is concealed well out of sight. By purchasing a companies products we buy into their political vision of the world. In the case of Pepsi we buy into a world where the animals and humans of Indonesia and Malaysia’s forests have no right to freedom, A world where the workers of palm oil plantations are forced into a life of poverty, a world that puts the delicate balance of life into jeopardy. 

How did we arrive at a point where Iceland’s advert, that so bravely tried to tell the truth was deemed too political for TV, but the hundreds of adverts that inadvertently promote deforestation, poverty, pollution, climate change and corruption are deemed to be ok?


We are living within a society that allows an Orangutang to feature on the packaging of Crownfield’s cereal box, even though the company Crownfield use unsustainable palm oil within their products. A world in which it is possible for companies to use the same animal mascot that they are actively massacring to advertise their products.

We are being constantly deceived, corporations presenting us one reality whilst another exists. Under the cover of harmless products and brands corporations are governing our lives to a horrific extent. Politics isn’t just what happens in the house of commons or in activist groups and charities, it is the forces and processes that govern how things are.

Once we reclaim our own meaning of politics and stop letting ourselves be told what politics is, the sheer scale of political corruption that exists will become apparent. The ASA’s censorship of Iceland’s advert is a slap in the face wake up call to the state we are in and how deep the political deception of consumer culture runs. Companies are able to carve reality and decide life’s fate whilst not being conceived of as political forces. Only when we understand them for what they are and the implications our support for them has, will we be closer to taking control of our own lives and creating the reality we want to see.