Wednesday, September 01, 2004

BERrrrrrr Na!

Umpisa na ng BERrrr months today. How time flies when you're having fun. Parang kelan lang I was making my goals for the year, ngayon mukhang kelangan ko na ulit gumawa ng panibagong goals for the coming year lest I fail to make the list ergo fail to accomplish anything.
*BIG SIGH* What have I done this year? What have I accomplished so far? 2004 is a very stressful year, daming changes nangyari sa buhay ko.
Even before the year started I was already at the throes of depression, and it extended till mid May. Am I still depressed? Not anymore but I would drift in and out of paranoia once in a while. Something that comes with my "decisions", with my past and the people invovled in my past. I'm dealing with my reactions and I can say I'm doing pretty well.
Gone back to school, studying of course. Why is it when I tell a friend that I'm back in school, they would almost always ask, "are you teaching or studying?" or "where are you teaching?" Since they know I used to give lectures I guess they would automatically assume I'm teaching again. I'm back in school, I'm studying again, or what seems to be like "studying." Anyway, I've "discovered" a solution to this problem after so many years of waiting and hoping that I'd get back to school. Finally, I'm back in school! Wag sana akong pumalpak!
Yo-yo weight problem. I must have lost 20lbs and gained 25lbs. So what else is new?
Isa na lang problema ko. I just have 2 weeks to wait to make up my mind. I hope the Lord would enlighten me and lead me to the way I should go; I pray He gives me enough strength to face my decision head on.
I was able to do all these things through God's grace. I am grateful.
I think I had better start making my goals for the coming year.

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