Hello doctor,I am a 21 year old female, and I have seen a lot while growing up. Since I was 6 years old, I started crying every day. Fear grew within me. I started having bad grades since I was 11. I was bullied twice by my friends when I was 7 and second time when I was 13. My parents had no time to love me and indulged in verbal abuse all the time. It made me feel even more depressed till today. I find pleasure in other ways that keep me alive. It is just a living and not a life. I am so very tired deep down. I have no one to talk to wholeheartedly. I feel lost and all by myself. I just want some affection and a person who understands me and lives through me. I feel incomplete. I have not consulted any therapist or not under any medication. Thank you. Please provide me with some peace.
Hello, Welcome to Chat Doctor forum. Thanks for this query. You have mentioned everything about your history in details. I can understand your concern regarding your low mood. Hope my answer helped you. Regards. 