This is what is happening. I feel tense all the time, short fuse, when something even something small upsets me i will a lot of times go into a rage, and become very irrational, then not even remember why I got mad in the first place. Then it turns to sadness and often cry because of my outburst. I feel confused a lot also i have trouble iterating with people as well unless I really know them for fear of some one thinking I am stupid or slow and always feel like people are talking about or just like I m paranoid or somthing. It s like i am on a roller coaster up then down......
Dear serve understand your concerns went through your details. Mood swings, anger, melancholy, depression, aggressiveness, anxiety, irrational thinking etc. are usually symptoms of depression. Here you should understand the differences between depression and severe disappointment. Severe disappointment also bring on the same symptoms, but these are for a short period. Were you badly disappointed in the near past ? I suggest you to provide more information for diagnosis and further treatment. If you require more of my help in this aspect, please use this URL. http://goo.gl/aYW2pR. Make sure that you include every minute details possible. Hope this answers your query. Available for further clarifications. Good luck.