i keep hearing a voice inside my head, i dont know if its my voice or not because ive had it for so long. it calls me by my own name and thats why im not sure. for example if i was standing in a que and theres someone stood infont of me doing nothing wrong at all i get this voice and it tells me to hit the person or pick somethin up and hit em, even though they havent done anything wrong. i picture myself doin this aswell the voice like encourages me and i see myself doing it. i never get hurt back though. i just hurt them. and sometimes it makes me do the things i see, sometimes i cant stop myself. i get really paranoid aswell like i think somethings watching me and im always looking around me in everycorner and behind me to see if somethings there.
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