Hi my name is Antoinette Thomas and I am 18 years old. I go to Eastview High and I am a junior. But back to the point, I really have low self esteem on my body and I my skin is dark. I have been trying to look for ways that I can make my skin light-skin but I dont have the ingredients or its too much money. I live with my mom and she knows I hate myself and she hates that I dont love me like I should. I was wondering if there are any doctors or hospitals that can make my skin a light skin tone permanetly? Also, I hate other things on my body, like my bikini line, my breast and booty is not big enough, and i hate my whole face. Im sorry for so much questions that I need answered, but I was wondering if I can get checked on having BDD or any disorders that has to deal with me not loving myself.
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