Do you think that some people simply aren t wired for human relationships? I was always a loner as a child and I used to think it was related to my upbringing, but now at 49 years of age, I think it is just the way I am designed to be by nature. I have suffered from depression for most of my life and more recently, chronic fatigue syndrome. I am beginning to see that much of the reason is that all human relationships- partner, family, friends, work, casual aquanintences etc- make me feel stressed and exhausted. I am relieved I never had children, have no contact with siblings (that s good!), no friends and currently spend most of my time alone isolated up a mountain 30 miles from town (don t drive either!) so only see my partner when he is off shift every 4 days. I consider it likely taht when I have to work again, I will have to leave him because seeing people every day will be exhausting and I will just want to be completely alone after work has finished. I am finding I don t want anyone to care for me or love me and I certainly have no need for sex, cuddles or conversation. Actually, I would be happy to die with nobody knowing or to come to my funeral! I consider my depression a result of living in a world where being a loner is considered abnormal and labelled as dysfunctional! What is your opinion?
HIIT is introvert personality. Introvert personality is no disease. Large number of person have introvert personality, and it is normal till it does not cause problems in day to day life functioning They are loner But you are at the extreme and need psychiatric /psychological checkup and treatment which may change your whole approach to life Please get in touch with a psychiatrist for further advise Take care Chat Doctor. 