He appears to be more distracted than heartsick or emotionally undone. Cathy is heartsick at the loss of Chris, becoming distant from her family. Ruined and heartsick, Paul seeks out his mother. She wrote her first thriller "Heartsick" in 2004, while pregnant with her daughter. "Heartsick/Clean and Sober" was released in 2017. She had a top 10 country hit, "Poor Old Heartsick Me", in 1959. In 1959, she released her third single, "Poor Old Heartsick Me". Heartsick, Aaron breaks up with Alex and leaves the bar.