in the heat of battle, amidst the deafening sounds and chaos, i find my thoughts drifting to the smoother days on the ferry boats, a former joy now a distant memory. amidst planning strategies and dodging danger, i recall how those gentle giants would glide across the water, an almost cryptic calmness in their steady course. they taught me to deflect worries and embrace the moment, each journey a chance to commence anew. their silent recommendations resonate even here, guiding me through the turmoil with a serene reminder of resilience and hope.