It is perhaps just the refinement of his intellectual conscience that makes him hesitate and linger on the way, he dreads the temptation to become a dilettante, a millepede, a milleantenna, he knows too well that as a discerner, one who has lost his self respect no longer commands, no longer unless he should aspire to become a great play actor, a philosophical Cagliostro and spiritual rat catcher in short, a misleader.