one day, he looked at me insistently in a truly extraordinary way his green eyes became blue as the sky; they widened intensely in an incredible way he saw the effect that produced all the while speaking to another woman patient and he smiled and I thus remained fixated, fixated on Dr.… one nail does not replace another and in spite of all my lovers (I have had fifteen or sixteen), I could not separate myself from him; that's why he's guilty For more than twelve years, I have been having mental conversations with him when I wanted to forget him, he reappeared he was sometimes a bit mocking '