all power pertaining to its own independent existence, ascribing it all to a gift fromahove, but which in this very disclaimer, holds on to its own particular existence, does so outwardly in the possessions it does not surrender, inwardly in the consciousness of the decision it has itself made, and in the consciousness of its content which it has itself determined, which it has notexcbangerl for one coming from outside, which last wQuldfill it up with what is meaningless for it.