Māori are dying seven years earlier than Pākehā in a system run by people like her, a system they're too scared to use—can't understand diagnosis, don't have jobs which allow them flexibility to get treated, won't reach out for mental health support, don't have marae and hapū around them. Māori, who are less likely to get screened or referred for secondary care specialists, less likely to get the cultural services they need, and who endure poverty and are too ashamed to ask for help. She has no idea what it is like growing up with a racist profile, living in an area deliberately targeted with tobacco shops, alcohol outlets, gambling. 