Jean: I wanted to apologise for yesterday
Joan: why?
Jean: I think it was inappropriate 
Joan: I don't understand
Jean: I should respect you have a boyfriend 
Joan: But nothing really happened 
Jean: you think so?
Joan: of course
Jean: so I'm confused
Joan: we just had a sincere talk
Jean: I was very sincere, but I still don't know what you think about us
Joan: I don't think anything, I try not to think
Jean: why? 
Joan: it's overwhelming, really
Jean: But at some point you have to decide
Joan: Do I?
Jean: otherwise the life will decide for you
Joan: so maybe it will be a better decision than my own
Jean: can't you be decisive once at least?
Joan: I was actually too many times, and you disappointed me
Joan: I won't risk anymore
Jean: it's heartbreaking
Joan: I was broken-hearted as well
Jean: I'm sorry
Joan: don't be
Jean had a conversation with Joan that he feels was inappropriate of him. Jean would like to know what Joan decides. Joan feels overwhelmed and doesn't want to decide at all. Joan's past decisions left her broken-hearted. Jean feels the same way.