 I don't know. You know what it is. But do you ever say, God, why? And why has this happened? And I don't deserve this. And I've been trying to serve you. But I want to flip your thinking for a moment. Because Peter says in chapter 1, verses 7 and 8, you may have had to suffer grief at all kinds of trials, but these are that your faith may be proved genuine, may result in praise, glory, and honor when Jesus Christ is revealed.