 praying a sinner's prayer or what have you, had been all about fire insurance, had been all about not wanting to go to hell, but wanting to go to heaven. But there was no surrender in this life. And I didn't really like God very much, what I believed to be true of God. And so it was coming to that place of genuine surrender. And then, like all of the memory verses, all the stuff that I learned growing up in church, all that I learned in Bible college,