 And I remember just kind of praying like, Lord, you know, or God, I don't know what's going on, but if something's wrong, if you'll show me what it is, I'll do my part. But ironically, you know, that really got my attention because I remembered the minute I saw that something was really bad, God had my attention. I can remember almost being like, okay, what do you want? Like he had my attention. That's amazing. You know, people that...