 Roger, you and I have been reading the same book. Do you have any? It was fascinating. One of the quotes that Johnny has, and I'd love to get a comment from her in response to this. When you talk about pain and you talk about how pain never lets up, pushes you to the limits where you nearly collapse and sometimes you do. But in your case, you wrote, pain has also melded my heart with my saviors. I find comfort in the man of sorrows who is acquainted with grief.