 Yeah, most of the things I shouldn't be doing, I was using them to cope with what had happened. And I was very impulsive, so I would kind of do things without a second thought. Like? Getting on the public bus not knowing where it was going just because I needed an adventure in the middle of a school day. Yeah. Got in a stranger's car so that he would drop me off at the mall. Didn't really know who he was, but we're friends now. Hmm.