 And I'm living the life of a hypocrite. And I don't want to. I don't want to shame your good name. And so, God, before I go off to college, would you do something in my life that's going to jerk it right side up? Because I'm making a mess of my Christian testimony. I can't even call myself a Christian by the way I'm acting on a Friday night with my boyfriend. Johnny, have you ever shared that before? Have you ever gone into that chapter of your life before?