 It is. Ironically, the night before what we call the worst night of our life up until that point, I had actually seen some kind of television show, and it had softened my heart to the point where I had recognized something was wrong in our relationship. I didn't know what, and I actually shot a prayer up to God. I didn't pray very often. I didn't know God personally, but occasionally I would pray, and usually it was when I was in trouble, and I was sensing trouble.