 You mentioned being vulnerable, so let me give it a shot now. One of the challenges I think I face is that it's just like Jonah. See, Jonah was running away because he knew of God's goodness. He knew that the Ninevites would repent, you know, if they were given the opportunity. I don't want to give them a chance to do that. In kind of a strange sort of way, I think me and probably some of our listeners out there are like,