 This isn't who you are. This was never your identity. And then it happened to me. To say that to somebody else and then look in the mirror and go, okay, do I believe that I am a valuable person in the world without a stage to walk on and people looking at me and saying, open the word of God for us, please. I don't have that anymore. I'm thinking that same thing. Like when we had three boys, five and under, and it was absolute chaos. Yeah.