 You can listen to Focus on the Family every weekday morning at 8.30 here on listener-supported non-commercial Faith Radio. Also listen live on the Faith Radio app and faithradio.org. I was drinking more than I said I would. I would have bottles in secret spots. There would be a bottle hidden in the tank in the toilet, and I finally agreed to Teen Challenge. With Jesus as my Savior, I'm free, and now I have a real reason to live.