 I don't want to listen to worship music. And it's like, you just, it's almost like, I don't want to work out. Get what? Get in the gym. It's going to be the best thing you can do. Open the word. Even if you can't see the words because you're crying so hard, open the word and maybe listen to the word, whatever it takes. You've got to let your eyes see him because he's there. He wants to reveal himself and he will. And he will. And I think we're all different. I need a friend with me sometimes when I'm so angry.