 In the course of this, I realized one day that that's what I was struggling with about a year and a half into this. And I went to my office where I've got all my favorite books are in there. And I pulled A Grace Disguised Off the Shelf by Dr. Jerry Sitzer. And he's been on the broadcast before. What an interesting title, Grace Disguised. Well, and I think that's a part of what we're talking about. God takes us to these hard places and it's a grace for us, but we don't see it that way. Not at all.