 I was a seasoned missionary. We had spent 23 years in Turkey, a number of them church planting. I said, if you want to be popular, then you don't start churches among Muslims. It makes you unpopular. So we had had pressure. There had been threats over the years. I had been attacked once by a gunman. We had worked in places where we put ourselves at risk, for example, near the Syrian border where there was near war zone and all kinds of