 and probably when you get in the ditch, you get back on the road and you feel good. You feel good for a while because you're doing what you love, but you know when you pull the truck off the highway and you start thinking about it or driving down the highway and thinking about it, you realize the big thing in your life, your wife, your kids, your family, your walk with Christ, that's not being filled with your love affair with that truck. Right. So what do you do?