 you know with the bitterness of my life and it rose up like oh there's triggers that still come to overcome it so we got to keep talking about how do we get through it one of the things i love about your book and i love about you as a pastor in indiana faith church right indiana and you're married with kids and grandkids so you know life and carrying all that as well but you're a biblical i think scholar i love the way you use the word of god to say the answers are here let's walk through so