 speculate or ponder, think about the other side all day. What would be the point of being on this side? And so what I've learned is we are spiritual beings, but yes, we have a human part, but we could really enhance our spirituality by embracing the human, working through the human. That's already here. But it just reminded me that it's not take anything for granted because at any given moment, you know, what I experienced is we could leave this planet and