 and so those days were over plus i was done with them because it didn't bring me a lot of fun and so and by the time your knee got busted you know you're you're part you're partially over being a policeman at that point because you're like this this is less fun than i thought it was going to be yeah you know and so you're having a little bit of that same kind of an experience and you get this next chapter of your life this uh second half so to speak and i i