 And I mean, Mim walked in late and she was like, wow, he's like really out. I think I remember hearing that. And I'm going, and then you go to bed, you mosey up to bed. It was just one of those nights I just fell out. And you feel that guilt of I totally disengaged, you know, like, and I was processing this recently of, okay, not just being a believer of needing to depend upon his grace, but a lover of depending on