 I never kept it. You know, she woke up one day and said, you know, I don't want to be with you anymore. I don't love you. I don't want to be with you anymore. I don't want to marry you. And I told her, I said, well, if you don't want to be with me, I said, I'm going to start selling drugs. And I did it. And I mean, I went pedal to the metal with it.