 and there's nothing to hold on to. You just keep on sinking deeper and deeper, and there's nothing you can do. And so, you know, what did I do? Instead of I was struggling against this, I was resisting against this. But as we know, with all walks of life, what we resist persists. And so what I did was I just completely surrendered to what was happening. I recognized I had no control. And once I surrendered,