 My strength is perished. My hope in the Lord is gone. I no longer have any hope that God is going to help me. Why? Because when I pray, he doesn't listen to me. He shuts me out. He gives me the gravel sandwich. He's like a bear hiding, waiting to destroy me. And all his feelings and his circumstances, they're coming together along with the lies of the devil. Curse God and die. You have no more hope. You lose your desire to go on. You say it's never going to get any better.