 There's a desire in all of us to be ranked at the top. I'm a very competitive person. If we're playing, I want to win. And I don't want to win bad. I want to win so, so bad that you don't even want to play the sport anymore. That's how bad I want to win. That's in me, in my flesh. It's deep in my bones. One of the biggest arguments Lauren and I ever got in was playing Scrabble not long after we got married.