 And now she's fine. But when you go through that kind of experience, none of those things bother you. Sometimes when she loads the dishwasher now, I look down there and I laugh. I say, thank you, God. She's still here to load it like that. Gary, I was the same kind of story. I was meeting with a nurse and I was just talking to her briefly. She asked what we did and we talked about marriage and writing and all that. And