 But I took the weight of all of that and I wore it on my back. I wore it on my shoulders. The stress was just getting to me. My neck almost became completely paralyzed. And my doctors actually told me I needed to stop driving because it was destroying my back, just trying to hang on to the steering wheel. And I was allowing all of that weight and all of that pain and all of that sadness to literally destroy my body. So I went to this guy that he was called a healer.