 But God gave me the chance to do that and survive it. So when I see, oh, I hear it's super fun. Lady, if you're going to one of those country club rehabs and you're just going to game your way through it, you'll be dead. You won't live to see your 40th birthday. It's like he said and like I'm saying. It's life and death in those places. That's why you, you know...