 and your sleeping state is is a genetic can be a genetic trait that's passed down it just it gave me comfort that something wasn't wrong with me like you know there was a lot of guilt about some of the things that i thought about as a child at that moment and realized that we passed down the science combined with the supernatural which was very freeing to me was this neuroscientist was this dr rahul gen c a little yes yep that's the one i was just looking that up he wrote a book this is why you dream