 to be like, oh my gosh, there's this whole other thing that people think this is about. And they were raised that way. And it was very hard for me. It wasn't an easy experience for me. And so I've worked to study really what Jesus says about how we're supposed to live. And there's things I was wrong about too. Like by growing up in the very specific church I grew up in, I was like, oh my gosh, like I didn't know some of these words were bad. Like I was