 hypocritical, everyone's saying certain things, acting certain ways, but their walk and their talk told a completely different message. And then I guess I was naive that when they said stuff, I thought at least someone meant it, but there was zero expectation that anything that anyone said on Sunday would have anything to do with how you lived. And so I kind of watched this, and I'm a fairly logical guy, so by about 16, I kind of came to this conclusion.