 Then my positive feelings began to come back. But before that, they weren't there when I was asking her those questions. I still didn't have the positive feelings. I just had the attitude, this is what God wants me to do. It was out of obedience. Yeah, it's an obedient attitude to God. But I wasn't pushed by my feelings. I was pushed by the reality I had failed in being an example of service to her. Yeah. But the feelings came back.