 But he related that the Lord spoke to his heart the next day saying, give it up. You've been the director of your life. There's only room on the set of your life for one director. You're not him. It's time for you to get out of the director's chair. The article relates, a spirit of repentance fell on him and Cap began to weep and confess his sins. I was bawling like a baby, he says. He drove to the parking lot and continued to pray and confess.