 You think it came from drugs or were you doing drugs to kind of beat depression and anxiety? Yeah, that's what I was... Yeah, I was running from depression and anxiety and kind of resorting to drugs. And, I mean, it didn't work. It just kind of made me become dependent on them. And whenever I didn't have them, it was like a lot worse than it was if I would have just stayed off. I don't know. I just did a lot of those back at home, but...