 We all can have tendencies of that depending on our past. Oh, so you're going to connect it to your past. I'm just saying that my family, I mean, some of the words were, we are the barons and we are the best. Oh, yeah. So don't settle for anything unless you are the best. Don't come home with anything other than a first place. So that tends to drive you, and it's always been in the back of my mind. It's not as much now. I feel like I'm...