 in a career that I really wasn't all that excited about, but I had an exciting life with that. You know, I was on private jets and meeting exciting people. And so I went down that whole pathway. But what happened is, and this is going to sound like a sad country song, lost my red truck, I got a divorce. Both my parents died within a fairly short period of time. My brother died, my daughter died. And I realized... All around you.