 You know, I was really close to and it was really hurtful. And I was like, Lord, what did I do wrong? What did they do wrong? How do I get through this? How do I love people if they don't love me back? And he really put in front of me my baseball family. Like, this has been your life for 37 years. We've been with eight, nine different teams in the U.S. We've done winter ball. Like, how have I created a baseball family that I'm still in touch with some of the kids that played for us in the late 80s?