 And I think it must be one of the most difficult kinds of life to live to know that on the inside you're being eaten up and you'd like to change it, but you can't. And you don't know what to do about it because you've created that. I want to tell you there is hope. When I look at what this prodigal son did, he blew it all, he messed it all up. And what you see is you see this.