 turned old, humble, mature servant by the end of his life, or at least in some sense, for sure, by the end of the ministry of Jesus and then towards the end of his life, which we'll see in the future, the sense in which by walking with Jesus, by spending time with Christ, by being rebuked by Christ, by being discipled by Christ, by walking in the likeness of Christ and seeing the ministry of Christ, he wasn't the same man at the conclusion of Jesus' ministry