 This is when God builds character. This is when you're lonely. This is when you cry out to him. This is when instead of leaning on people, leaning on money, leaning on job, God, what about, where are you? Where are you? And you dig in and you get in the Bible like you've never been in it before. And you cry some tears and you get desperate and something happens in you that doesn't happen any other way. And he fails this test. And so he has sex with a handmaid. She has a baby. Ishmael is born and we've had problems ever since.