 through the night until he was like two or three years old, like for the first time solidly. And there were other kids in the picture by then too. So we just sort of operated all the time in a place of weariness. And I remember just pleading with the Lord, like, Lord, I don't know what to do. I'm trying all of these methods to try to fix this situation. And I remember very vividly rocking Oliver in the middle of the night once. And I just sensed the Lord say to me, you know, Amber, I'm just going to hold you.