 For me, like, it's easy to have that as a habit. And all of a sudden, though, I'm not really talking with the Lord sometimes. I'm not really clearing the debris of all that's going on and stressing me out in life and saying, God, I want to hear from you. I want to bring all of this to you. It can become academic. It can become in your head. And so, first and foremost, the first thing that comes to mind is what's most recent. And that is, all right, am I...