 And I was being, I didn't looking back, I was being wooed by the Holy Spirit and I experienced God's presence. And so I wanted it again. That's what happens when you really experience God. And the bad part was my spiritual experience only lasted less than seven days because I remember the next week I told my parents, I didn't want to get up. It was kind of early, you know, eight o'clock and like, it was really cool last week, but you know, and