 I couldn't tell if Trump was fatally wounded. He seemed to have dropped of his own volition. But I couldn't see if he had been struck by a bullet. I began furiously refreshing my feed in desperate need to know what happened. Nothing new was coming up. Just the same short video being shared over and over again in real time. I kept refreshing as my mind wandered to family members and their well-being. I especially thought of my brother and his wife and their brand new baby girl.