 Because as we look into this portion of scripture, I have concluded this week, and it pains me to tell you, I thought I had a fairly decent love for God until I started studying this. And then I began to realize, my love's not so big for God. And then as I studied it more and sat before the Lord and looked deeper into his word, I found out, in fact, I asked him, God, do I even love you at all? As I look into his word.