 Well, in terms of what it looks like, it's kind of hard to think of even just one example because it manifests in so many ways. It can be something like feeling unsure when somebody asks me to serve, right? And I'm like, yeah, that's a great opportunity. I would love it. And then feeling like afraid of my motives, right? Feeling afraid that I'm not pure enough in my motives. Like, oh, is it because...