 But I didn't change any of my behaviors and ended up pregnant again within a very short period of time, still not married, and went to live on welfare. And living on welfare, I started seeing my life spiral into a little dark hole. I had been exposed to a lot of different life patterns. And, you know, just growing up in military family, you meet a variety of different people. But once you start down this road that says, no, your life isn't yours.