 She knew I was knocking on death's door. So I'm watching all of this, and I literally said to God, this cannot be the way people heal. This cannot be the way I heal. There has to be something different. And so because I was bedridden and nothing else to do, thank God for the Internet, which could be a blessing and a curse, but I started doing a lot of research on natural healing. And, Richard, I could not believe all of the things that came up