 We wonder what the future has in store for us now. I trust Jesus and ask him why this way? Why all the suffering for my wife and me? Why do we never get a break? Why does it seem like all the evil in the world has taken over? Why doesn't God answer my prayers? I humble myself before him and ask why, but he doesn't seem to answer. I guess one day I'll find out. I guess I have to continue to trust and be patient. I know there are those who are suffering and are worse off than I am. I just wish this would all change. God can do it in the blink of an eye, yet he's letting our world go completely insane. Why?