 he made me this way. I thought of myself, was there an experiment that day? And oops, I screwed that one up. And so really my junior high, high school years, it was a struggle because I didn't measure up like everybody else. And I wanted to be an athlete. Well, that wasn't going to happen. I lost that as a freshman in high school, the body quit on me and basketball, football, and baseball. And that was it. It was the last time I played organized sports. And so it just, oh, it made me angry and resentful. And,