 And you're killing yourself. The ability to forgive God gives you so that you can be free, not the person that hurt you. You've misread the whole thing. And you're grinding your teeth and you're angry and you've got wind chimes all around your hut. And a Christian can know the Lord and have those wind chimes hanging around their hut. And God says, listen, you're going to heaven. I love you, but you're ruining your life. And you'll never have joy. You'll never have peace.