 um and yeah there are challenges but uh but but it's just something that that the wage is drawing people to it yeah well it should it was it was uh eye-opening for me and i truly fell in love with it i started writing a book about it never finished that book but started writing a book about the things that i saw sitting in that wheelhouse late in the evening or at 2 a.m going across uh underneath the big bridge in new orleans i'll never forget any of those things it was a charming way of life of course