 So you're not living to the value set for me. There was a gap, a moral gap there, and we would go at it a lot, a lot of arguing. Now, I am Italian and Portuguese, so that's pretty normal for our culture, but we would have these things. My mom's house, it was very peaceful. I already was an overachiever. So for me, you didn't need to give me rules. I was going to play by the rules because the rules...