 I don't know what I was thinking. You were reading the Bible. I know. And you said, I relate to what Paul said. To live is Christ, to die is gain. And our marriage was in such a bad place in the first six months. And, you know, I thought I was supposed to share every little thought of my heart. That was awful. That was the truth. But it was not the thing to say. And I should have just kept that to myself.