 You know, when I look back, I'm like, gosh, I could have been so discouraged by those things. I could have just checked out of life. I could have become jaded and let my heart become hardened. And when we let our hearts become hardened, when people hurt us, when they betray us, when we are overlooked and rejected, then we're not cultivating that host and that soil for Jesus to shine through. So I think...