 and uh i just remember that but that's that turn it's been a problem because it you better not be driving fast there right are you a wreck it's one of those it's kind of a sweeping long curve that you you think you're out of it but you're really not yeah that was the time when you were six or seven if you heard language like that uh well it was kind of odd oh you know and this guy had reasons i guess he was in terrible pain but uh