 Without guilt or without shame, but to truly be connected with the source of life. And so I started studying the rhythms of Jesus. I figured if I'm going to take anybody's structure or anybody's lifestyle, I might as well just look at the number one human. And I was like, I'm going to study Jesus. So I studied his lifestyle and his rhythms. And from that, I took things I saw that he did in private over and over to live the life he was called to live in public.