 All the guilt of my sin. Wow. The biggest thing here is that he had to do business with God, and it was business that was fairly unpleasant. Acknowledging his sin, uncovering what he had covered, confessing it. He said, I was wasted. I was groaning. Things were heavy on me. My strength was sapped. He wasn't feeling good. It's a lot of unnecessary frustration and pain when you put God off.