 just say the heck with the devil and get this over with, you know, and, and, and live the life, you know, be with the Christian people, Baptist church that I go to. And I've been there, um, right around six years just after I had surgery. And, um, I just, I made our marriage a lot better. Uh, that's just, it's just amazing. It's amazing. Oh God is, um,