 then I would have been had I stayed on the track of the UFO I'm sure that's correct and I you know we could have a separate and maybe should have a separate discussion about abduction I'd love to do that with you but I'm really reaching to understand what's happening and I so many subjects with boils down to we start saying you know there's some sort of veil that's beginning to lift there's something that's beginning to change it's probably within us