 Well, I mean, yeah, because it seemed like when you first got here that it took, oh, I don't know, a couple of months for you to clean your head out a little bit, you think? Mm-hmm. Yeah. I mean, I had a little rough patch. I mean, when I first got here, it was like I was doing good, I wanted to try, and then I hit a point where I had a little rough patch because I was just tired of being here and, like, I didn't really...