 writing yes oh yeah i don't believe it i i as someone who had a legendary constitution back in my day and i mean that like i'm not tooting my own horn uh i i have to the the fact that he lived to be like what 78 yeah and he often said yeah and he took his own life like i i i don't understand it sometimes i don't think this whole thing is even worth it he ate cigarettes and and and and mescaline for for for decades and he lived to be 78 i don't make it that far yeah