 I live by myself, and she was my heart. And I'm wondering if my mom wanted her back for Christmas. Your mom wants her back for Christmas? She wants her to reincarnate? Is that what you're saying? No, no, no. I'm saying she died December 14th, and it's been a running joke that my mother wanted her back. My mom never wanted me to have her. She was a rag doll, and I'm like, oh, mom, I would love her.