 I know he'll never leave me. If he was ever going to, it would have been when he was pouring out his life for me on the cross to pay for everything I've ever done against him. He didn't leave me then. He won't leave me now. Our suddenly widowed friend Kathy said there are some days she pulls in the driveway from the grocery store and says, I don't even know how I got there and back. I know how.