 He did, and he stayed in my lap all the time, and he knew he was going to go, and it shocked me. I came home and found him. He was dead on the boat that sits in the yard. It was like he said that I'm coming home, and I paid the ferryman, and it was a tough one. Yeah, it's hell. But I have to say that I don't think his spirit would have let go if you were there.