 receiving God's grace and understanding grace. I knew that I struggled with anxiety and guilt and fear of like disappointing God. I knew those things. I just never thought of those as perfectionism. And I had heard that that was just like, well, you just don't believe enough. You know, you don't believe God's love enough or you just need to remember you're forgiven, you know, but that wasn't always helpful because I'm like, I'm forgiven, but I still want to live for God and I'm still failing. So how do I deal with that tension?