 With the house that we want, with the kids that we want, with the husband that we want, with the followers that we want, and the blog that we want, and the opportunities that we want, that green jealousy in us, the word tells us is idolatry. We have begun to prefer something else above the living God. And it is no different than the golden calf that Israel made in their day. We forget that it was God who healed us.