 Well, it's what she's saying, I think, and I don't put words in your mouth, is disappearing into the disorganization and the chaos, and I want to get a handle on this so I can feel like I'm doing a good job. Correct. It's like one week I'll pay the Comcast bill, and then the next week I'll pay a different bill, and I just don't feel like I'm organized enough, and so I feel like I want to have a better understanding, and I was thinking similarly what you were saying, if I just