 So, I know when I make a statement like this, it sounds pretty unappealing. You imagine yourself living this miserable life, you know, sacrificial life, an unhappy life, but as I said in the beginning, this is the way to live as a Christian. You sort of envision it like your friends call you, hey, wanna go out and get dinner and a movie tonight? No, I don't wanna do that. Why not? Because I'm bearing the cross.