 I may have felt sometimes she didn't love me, but after I get off and think about it, I think, knowing her, yes, she does. And people wonder sometimes why they go through certain difficulties and hardships in their life and why doesn't God change this and why doesn't God change that? He's not working in his life that way. He's not doing that. We think it's punishment and God's upset and he's all mad at us. No. It's this awesome, wonderful, divine parent.