 um i had to find different ways to find connection with jesus even if it was just on the drive to school with kids or on a walk or listening to my bible or finding ways to pray but if less was important to me how that looked but that i had a way to connect with him and share my real where i was really at with the lord and get some kind of intake from his word and and from the community that i'm in and if my purpose is a person if my purpose is jesus