 For such a time as this, this is the time, this is the moment, this either happens or it doesn't. And your dad could have said, I don't want you in my house anymore if you're going to talk like that. And there were times where he did say, I don't want to hear that. And before any of you think, wow, she's amazing, I just want you to know I came in my house as a 19-year-old saying, we're all going to hell unless we don't have Jesus. So I may not have done it at the beginning in the most...