 it had to be it had to be you had to use uh the niv translation you had to have a moleskin journal with a certain type of pen see who can live up to these standards and where did they come from i don't have enough money for coffee to go and do that every single day but it was like always in a big backpack and i you know it's silly now saying that but looking back on it i was like that's what i believe that that's how you had to go about spending time with the lord