 Again, I was a kid. I was not even a teenager yet when I started doing this. And he made me cry. He would make me cry. He would beat me down. That's the only way he knew he was getting beat. He would beat me down so bad. And I'm a little kid. It would always leave tears in my eyes. I hated it. But I go back and look at it now. I don't know if his methods were the best.