 And there's a memory. There's also a disassociative component, which is a protective mechanism that people have where they push away that trauma. But even many near-death experiencers who might forget their near-death experience will see people like myself as a hypnotherapist and be able to have full recollection. So I think trauma was a gift behind the ability to remember it, combined with the fact that this was something that went far beyond my brain, my body.