 It was one of the greatest lessons I've ever learned. It kept me from being angry no more. It kept me from being hostile. It kept me from trying to defend myself. And I just lived right through that, knowing that God was going to keep His Word in some way. I'd walk out there to preach and look around and think, God, there's no way in the world that I can be the pastor of this church. Look at all these folks out here who don't want me. And the truth is, God, I don't even want to be their pastor.