 And then what started to come out was, you are worthy of my all. So of all this pain, of this grief, of this isolation I'm going through, of this terrible loss I'm feeling now that this could be the rest of my life just withering away in a Turkish prison, you are worthy of this, Jesus. You are worthy of it. And there was a verse I wrote, as I said, this was my heart song, and it was just for God.