 yeah I remember like early in the process I don't know if you remember Gracie but you asked me for like reference images I did I was almost like can I have your childhood photos but I didn't want to be too creepy so instead what I did was I stalked your Instagram until I found a photo of you as a child and I was like perfect no way you never told me that I know I actually do like to stalk my authors just a little bit if the story feels a little bit more autobiographical and so I did do some minor stalking