 But then I had these other things to contend with. So after birth, even if you have an emergency caesarean, you are bleeding all day long. You have these massive... I had to wear these, like, giant sanitary pad knickers. Sometimes because my memory time just becomes so abstract when you're on all this medication as well. So I just remember, like, I'd forget to change them and I'd leak through, bleeding on the chairs and then throwing my nappy in the bin and it just hitting with a thump.