 And I remember my drama teacher saying to me, like, what you have is amazing for it to be that accessible to you, but you have to learn to control it. You know, because I always just, when I was doing that piece, the emotions would just come up and they'd be in my chest and it would be so present. And I hadn't quite figured out how to kind of handle that and use that in a way that is helpful to me in what I do. But that's always been kind of