 For someone who felt kind of blank, you seemed to have real clarity when you got up on stage. I remember watching you that night you won, and I felt like when you got up, you knew what you wanted to say. You knew what you wanted to get out there. I was actually kind of surprised, too. My team kept asking me, what if you win? Do you have a speech ready? Do you have this ready? Do you have that ready? And I'm like, hey, if I actually... I don't know if I want to have a speech ready. It's just like, what if I don't win? I'll feel so bad and stuff. And then...