 um but it was definitely challenging at times you know i've really learned to not read comments now which is fabulous you've learned to stay away i can stay away from it so now i'm like i'm releasing this album now and it's it's like i'm not i'm not as nervous before because i know i'm not going to be reading what other people think it really is just about how i feel am i happy with it and if i am then great put it out let's write something else