 I had Jet in my arms. But, you know, even when I saw him... I know this sounds wild. Of course he didn't. He's just the baby that's been born. But I felt like I'd let him down, like I had catching up to do this kind of instinct of, why didn't I spot the signs? And he was screaming. Of course he is. He's just come out. But I felt there was anger. And, of course, there wasn't. But that's what I felt. And...