 moment in just a second, but I just want to go back a little bit. What's going through your mind, man? After everything you just told me, you were like, hey, I went through this unspeakable tragedy. I couldn't tell anybody how I was feeling. I start writing songs, but the songs I have don't really work out. I'm doing a day job. I'm working early mornings, working on the docks in Vancouver. My songs are getting big in India, but I'm not seeing any cash. I'm not seeing any money. And all of a sudden...