 And probably it's a little bit of all of that that ended up getting me to the position that I was in. I guess I started first joining the dots in an unhealthy way. A song on the radio would come on and I'd be like, is that meant for me? Or is that teddy bear looking at me funny? Straightway paranoia, conspiracy, racing thoughts, and lost all sense of reality, really. What kind of conspiracy theories were you entertaining?