 Sometimes after an emergency caesarean, there can be a delay in your milk coming in, so I had nothing to feed him. So then again, it's just compounding. It's like, what, now after all that, you've got no milk? I was determined, like many people are, to not go to formula. I don't know why I had this made my life so difficult for myself. Now, having done it, I would just reach for the formula. I wouldn't think twice. But I knew that to keep him on the breast, more likely I was going to get the milk in, so I stuck at it.