 I just needed to keep busy and keep busy. And then, you know, I had work to do. I needed money to pay for the funeral because nobody had money to pay for the funeral. And so for me, I was able to compartmentalize and and work around it. And so some of us have our go tos. Now, some of you go to food. Some of you go to alcohol. I wouldn't recommend that. But I go to comedy. So when I need to feel a little better.