 Are Israelis worried about this rising death toll and the significant international condemnation and backlash that's come because of it? Right now, when you're asking me about where is my heart right now, I want to mourn in my country. After nine months, I want to face the trauma that's happening here. And part of the trauma is what's happening to the younger generation of Israelis, to the fighters that have to go in to defend and are the ones who target Israel.