 It was the bottom of the bottom for me. I had good parents. My dad didn't know. I didn't tell him. My mom didn't know. I didn't tell the people closest to me. I didn't tell them. I was embarrassed. I was hurt because the guys I thought were my friends. Now I needed them and they turned their backs and walked away. You know, so that was one of the hardest parts of my life. However, it was a necessary part of my life. I needed to get away from the people that were around me.