 It's normal to see a parent drunk or whatever. Your dad, even in the depths of his drug use, he wanted to see you and your brother. Absolutely. There was a period where he disappeared, but I didn't see him in a long time. And I saw him on the subway, and he was in bad shape. And I was like, Dad? He turned around and saw me. And doors opened. My dad walked off and ran. Later told me I ran because...