 i didn't think people were gonna relate to was really just for me and to see all these people be like hey i love this idea i'm like cool like there's a lane for this feeling that i have in my songwriting right now which is like i can write about what i care about at home by myself not needing to be in a multi-million dollar studio or with a big-time producer like people want to hear what i have to say um and that felt really cool like to get that validation i really needed that at that time isn't there a lesson there like this this gets bigger than any of that other stuff you've done