 he left and come home and I need you to help me and take care, you know, take care of the house and be the man of the house. So as I come home, once again, about three, four days later after I'm there, he shows up again. So this time I really was broken, you know, and, and I just felt like, man, she just, you know, I felt betrayed. Like my mother, I couldn't trust my mom. I couldn't trust anybody and everything. So I ended up moving out, having my own place. And, uh, I probably was a full blown alcoholic at that time.