 um and it really took me i think a full day to to track it down what the noise was coming from i don't even know why i did this but i went out to the carport i looked all over and then i just opened the hood of my car and a kitten was sitting on the engine and i just had a recognition in that moment that this was perhaps a way that i was being visited by you know tory spirit or his consciousness or something but just just a way to like