 I didn't want it getting to that level. And I knew that I deserve, I knew deep down, even with all of the things that were said to me all the time, I knew that I deserved better. I didn't have anyone in my life knowing what was truly happening during that time because I wasn't talking about it. You're kind of hiding it at that moment. Oh yeah. And it's now, you know, you know about people like throughout your life that are going through that same situation and you're like, oh my gosh, like if you had just told me,