 One, losing my mom unexpectedly to her addiction. And then a year later, getting laid off. Those were the two times in my life where I was like, wow, this is what depression feels like. You don't want to do anything. You don't want to go anywhere. You don't want to see anybody. And I just remember my kids being like, are you okay? I'm like, I'm going to be okay. I just need some time to...