 Just spending nights where I would just be on eight different kinds of drug and totally zoned out and not know what's going on and just passing out like that and waking up the next day and going to work. And that's how I justified it to myself. I said, I'm functioning. So I'm still working, still making money. My probation officer is being pretty lenient. So I'll just keep doing it until I can't get away with it anymore. And that didn't last long. I got put on probation in January of 2014.