 I think there's something really beautiful about it that even though she's passed on to me I was like oh I wonder if she's still you know if she's still kind of passing that on well it's to her and to my kids yeah that's a beautiful thing yeah I um I was sort of thinking a little bit about I mean I sort of came in going like hey so you know you've been on this whole roller coaster and you've been this really groundbreaking artist and you've done so much for so long and