 so much to say but i don't speak i think it's just that i the half-life for that feeling was really short like i would make the music and then like two or three months later i'd be like man i don't care about that anymore and then like with the second record it was even shorter it was like by the time the album had come out i was completely done with it was actually writing stick season when the album was was coming out um i was just kind of tired of um