 determined, uh, and just continually trying to prove myself and measuring myself against others. I mean, that's just, this is who I was. So in the world of competitive athletics, none of the other stuff matters. It doesn't matter if you have a new heart transplant, it doesn't matter if you've got a pacemaker, none of that matters. You just have to perform. And I like that. Yeah. Yeah. So you do perform, like I said, again, you're the spotlights on you and, and certainly on the program and then MLS, uh,