 The truth is I'd always wanted to do this trip because the inspiration stemmed from wanting to live life. I want something extra, something more for myself because I feel like I am capable of doing more and I love challenges. I love to feel alive. I'd had a gruesome experience before in the past and it's made me decide that I will live my life to the fullest. Living my life to the fullest for me means traveling. For some people it means maybe watching football. Some people means watching movies. For me it means traveling.