 Yeah, so saudade, it's Portuguese. It doesn't really have a direct translation into English. I mean, you can say, you know, like you miss somebody, but it's not exactly the same thing. It's really more like feeling the absence of somebody. Yeah. And I use this in my class a lot, and it comes from Joan Didion, but I write to figure out what I'm thinking. And especially for this book, I think I was writing to figure out