 reading about love and acting, just praying about God, help me out with this, you know, and calling my wife and telling her how I never, I told my wife, I said, I never loved until now. I said, I'm sorry. I love you though. I did not love you. I was like, Lord, I hope she doesn't take this wrong. Cause you know, that's a whole nother level what you're talking about. Especially if you, if you're in a natural hearing it from somebody, you know, she got it though. I said, I didn't love you. You can't love somebody doing what I did, but please forgive me.