 So how do you feel when brush hits the canvas? How do you feel when you're actually doing it? How do you feel when you're actually in the process of making it? Well, I paint on the floor. So I actually can't see the big picture. And my paintings are huge. Some of them are 10 feet by 14 feet. And I have to sort of have them. That's why I have to do all the work I have to do because I have to be seeing something in my head and I have to be feeling it and I have to be able to