 totally yeah totally and like what was cool and like i genuinely mean this like of course a lot of this song was driven by like the fact that people liked it already but i think i needed to hear that i was so low confidence in my songwriting and like beyond the point of being critical or being like constructively critical i was like everything sucks and like it felt really good to write something that felt like a little different from what i was making it was about vermont which is like