 i just i guess maybe it was me getting older when i had a kid i mean when i had a kid everything the whole world changed for me because suddenly i wasn't the most important thing in the world and i changed everything but i changed the movies i did the tv shows i did everything changed and i became a father there's a reason i stopped doing uh series is because i wanted to be a dad so i my my values were changing at the same time that these things were sort of