 And so I went and got a blood test and they were like, okay, well the results will be, it'll probably be the week after Christmas, but we're not open really. So it'll probably be new years. And I was like, okay, well I'll just call back tomorrow. Cause I was like, I can't like, I felt so responsible to reassure them that I was doing the right thing and that their babies had lived. Like I was,