 Her chest is still bandaged where her breast should be. She has urinary tract issues from all the chemicals, she says, that were pumped into her body. She says, when I look in the mirror, I sometimes don't recognize my own face because the testosterone changed it. She says, every minute of my life is filled with physical pain and mental anguish. The medical establishment acts like I don't exist, but I do. And I'm not the only one.