 I can hear it, and I thank you for being so honest about it, though, because no matter how tough we seem, no matter how far we grow past these things or what you've been able to accomplish and do, people can still, these wounds are deep, and also that's why you're a wonderful artist, too, because you can use it in this way, huh? Absolutely. You have to always say, I teach a lot, and you have to use the pain. Use it and put it into art. That's what it's there for. Yeah, yeah.