 awful so i'm just now climbing out of that hole so i guess i'm on i'm on the i'm on the up end of it you guys are all coming down i'm like my week's already been bad finally i feel like you're dying i'm good i'm good so for folks who don't know uh senator mullen's story you come from the world of small business right and i love love love the influx of business people in the republican party not not chairman of boards but people who know what a payroll is