 And I just, my mind was so blown and I was so angry that no one had told me. I was so, so furious that no one had told me that I actually had a choice. Yeah. And also very grateful because then I started taking birth control. It was fabulous. Did you tell anyone in your community? No. Are you kidding me? Never. Not a single human being. Your husband didn't know? No, no, no. No one knew. And they literally, I mean, I had prayer circles. Women would pray for me that... Because you're not getting pregnant. Because I wasn't getting... Four children? Who has four children? Nobody else should know.