 I'm just being poked and prodded while I'm sleeping. Like, it's not up to me. So I would try to make those little moves that were very rebellious. I never wanted to do the things I had to do to stay healthy. So I missed almost half, cumulatively, of high school. And I think that was really hard socially because I was just known as the girl who was never there. I just remember coming back and everyone just being like, where were you? And I'm like, yeah, the hospital, obviously. Now that I'm an adult, and once I hit college...