 So at that point, I didn't think it was going to get any worse. And then he kept talking and said, well, I also see it in your liver. And so sorry, this means that you're stage four. We were told that I had stage four cancer as I'm holding my 13 month old in my lap. So it was just like an out of body experience is the only way that I can describe it. I was just like in complete shock and disbelief that will always stand as the worst day of my life.