 a fascinating desire and that it kind of, it shows that she sees it as like her sort of external mind and she wants that mind to die with her, with her actual mind. Yeah. Yeah. But, and it also suggests that she does not view this as some kind of superpower or something that she's grateful for or excited to have. And that, that the keeping of these journals is, seems very much like a survival mechanism rather than some attempt to prove that, you know, she's like some kind of sorcerer.