 Yes. Like it really like it goes by the same name. So it's tricky. I always have to remind myself that Camila they're talking about is not necessarily like me because you don't completely know me. Do you feel like you know who you are a bit better now? I really do. I really do. And I think that's I think you're right that it doesn't necessarily come with age, although it helps. But I think it's like really doing like the work on yourself to be like, OK, like what are my