 badly, or I wanted to write well, I guess. I wanted to write a lot. And I kept on having the experience, which a lot of people have had, where I'd wake up with like 12 pages of the letter J because I'd fallen asleep on my keyboard. And that's not really a story. So what I did was I always have knives around. I got a lot of my knives and like use, what was it, modeling clay or something? Maybe it was Play-Doh because I had a little kid. And I stood them up all around my keyboard so that what that meant was I could never