 pathetic black mascot of the right that's what one of my colleagues called me at one point along the way and that stings i mean i've had family members uncle my mother's brother whom i loved you know tell me at one point son we could only send one from the south side up to harvard in mit we sent you and we don't see us in anything you do you know he wanted me to be a radical he wanted me to be one of these balled up fists