 Right. I think it makes her feel like the memories are real if she can write them down. Yes. But all of this leads us to what for me is like the money quote from your piece that I haven't been able to stop thinking about, which is, a journal is an effigy of the self or else is the self, the self that exists because we create it. Yeah. Well, the self is the project of the journal or the diary. It's kind of...