 Yeah, you know, I mean, I was an awkward teenager, a young teen, and I just, I asked my dad to give me a guitar. I didn't know, I didn't have an outlet for that sort of awkwardness, you know, that feeling of not fitting in and feeling a little different than maybe the other girls even. And I just thought, well, maybe if I just hold on to the guitar and I figure this out, something will break, you know, so I'll figure something out. And