 And I believe that that was a warning telling me to stop that life unless I would, my life would go to death. But of course I didn't stop, but I just stopped in New York City, you know. But when I first left, I went back to college. And I tried to change my life and stop with the drugs, but I started getting into other crimes. So I started knowing club owners, dating, high profile, I mean women who had money, you know.