 My crazy, my unusual life. Is there a disconnect for you, you know, this glamorous power person Julia of today and to kind of the person you were back then? I don't think so. I think that what excites me is working. That's what I love. So to me, the rest is just a byproduct of that. You know, of course, I have those moments where I'm like 42 years of my life were stolen from me and I want them back.