 earn it and if you earn it it's yours you know a lot of moral values about life God the whole now will put into me as a kid and I didn't I honestly didn't get it at the time but as time went on I got older I'm like oh wow that's what they taught me because you know I was just like any other kid I don't want to hear that you know just you know your parents you know then they're not cool they don't know you know that's you know that was me you know and so it's like I look back now and I'm like wow