 that's it you know like I kind of break the shame of the people also looking at something wrong so and it was hard like when I'm telling this story like it was like oh it's so easy you just publish the picture that's it I'm like when you were preparing to post the pictures of course it's not just about posting the pictures it's also about explaining to people what's happened the fact that you've been blackmailed can you remember the message you wrote and can you remember how you felt when you were writing it