 So when I was first making music, I think I like, was like too cool to sort of like, like performing and really like, um, give it my all. I was sort of like, you know what I mean? It was like the early two thousands and everybody was kind of like into shoegaze and lo-fi and it was sort of like making, doing the performance really small was what was cool. Um, and I think I'm just in this era where I'm like, no, I'm going to really give it my all. And, um,