 Through Desert Storm, my orders got canceled to go to Germany, so I lost any taste to be in the military anymore, so I asked to get out early, which they gave me an honorable discharge. But by granting me that, I still had this shame on me because I knew I disappointed my mother. So I was lying to my mother probably for a year, and I was kind of living place to place in Texas, friends' houses, and her thinking that I'm working and I'm doing good, but really I was doing really bad.