 So I just kept writing and I kept writing. I wrote about the saudade piece in there. I wrote all these different things. And all the while, Mike used to call me about twice a day from prison. And we would talk about the things that I was writing. And so from 2017 to about 2020, I was working on this. And I'd given up on the novel. I'd shelved it. Because a lot of what was in the novel was a fictionalized version of what's in the book. And so this was...