 And I guess at each stage of my life, I've always kind of looked back and reflected. But right now I'm at this age in this book where I've been reflecting on different moments. And it's just like, okay, yeah, in my 20s, when I look back, I spent so much time trying to do this, trying to prove myself in this way and do this. And when I look back on it, it's like none of that even mattered.