 So, and then you put all of that on top of you trying to prepare and all these people around you are doing all of these things to get an edge. It's going to weigh extra on you, right? So for me, one of my things, everything, every single day that I try to, I'd like to lower and I'd like to have some kind of involvement in lowering is the suicide rate. I can tell you this, we've lost way too many of our Olympic brothers and sisters due to suicide.