 He said, all right, go back and pray about it. I think that was the, while that feels like it's harsh, that was really the best advice because we never talked about it. And about six months later to, I think almost to the day, I'd have to go back and look at my journal, but I came back, same conversation. Are you asleep? No, I said, listen, I understand you did not bargain for this, but if I have to choose between you and God, God wins.