 tunnel all of the ways I defended my struggle I am the child I am the parent I am illusion I am awareness I am the pain that I didn't take care of that turned into all of the things that I'm scared of what do I notice is none of it lasts same as the lightning and thunder that crash all of the thoughts and the feelings and fears stay for a moment and then disappear everything in me is naturally free all that's required is I let it be I am the sun I am the storm they called me infinite when I was born I am enough as the magic repeated for all of the love and compassion that's needed and yes I might fall again but then I'll rise again