 But it has to know. But it has to know. She's so difficult, unique, gifted, all too sweet. And not undercover, she's there for all to see. It's hard to imagine sitting on a pause because it happened to one. Can't compare, not even a fraction. I know that isn't fair. Yeah, it's distressing. I might become one. My thoughts are plastic. I try to grip and catch it. But our love moves way past it. And while the fellas are jealous, I'm wishing they had it.