 They don't give you a break. I had to fight for the break last year by telling everybody no. And actually, Linda Lawson, who coordinates the dinner, had asked me in 97 if I would do it, and I said no. I said this is a year for me to get my spiritual renewal and to renew and to grieve the death of my siblings that I didn't grieve in 96 because of Patricia's book and because I was traveling, you know. And I paid a high price for that personally and to really get to spend some time with my family.