 And I began to educate myself through the eye of a black gay male. So for many years I had to live that life of a black gay male and understanding the disease and how it attacked your immune system. And that propelled me into really wanting to really be conscious of the fact that what we do at night plays out in the day. And we cannot hide from ourselves at night because we close the door. That's a great point. One of the things I wanted to...