 it's a very visceral reaction. I know it's been 36 hours, but it's hard to process. And I know you haven't really had the time to process that yet. And the good and the bad of being a reporter means you kind of have to just jump into things right away and sort of go where the story takes you, which is what you've been doing in Pennsylvania. Have you learned anything along the way while you've been trying to just sort of process that on one hand, but also kind of not stress yourself out, I guess, either?