 now luckily uh everything was fine they went away when my heart was elevated so i they're benign but it was like one of those things yeah i didn't even want to tell people because if i say it out loud yeah and in the black community and in other cultures i'm not just saying this black people but there's a sense that i don't want to own that i don't want to own that once you say it out loud it's it's real right folks from the south yeah i grew up there but