 So speaking of editors, I'll tell you, when I was writing this book, I was working on it and I just felt like I didn't know how to present it to folks. And then my editor, Jill Belowski, now that Carol has passed on, Jill Belowski, she just called and said, what are you working on? I told her about this book and she said, I want to see some of it. But it's so hard to explain to people because it's looking at