 thinking that it might sprout there and then I could repot it. Well, then roots or tendrils from the Monstera shot up and actually tried to push them out. And I was so weirdly aware of the fact that this was like suddenly a jealous or aggressive plant that I had grown from such a baby little seedling from Etsy. So writing this book, I mean, well, first of all, can I ask your interpretation of that? And second of all, has everything you've learned changed your relationship?