 I put the most criticism on myself. I think I've seen that. So don't try to tell me that this is a good deal. Yeah, I apologize for that. I didn't mean it that way. That's how it sounded. But what I took away from that and what I hope viewers take away from that is that that is still a very raw feeling with Bill. Bill, the fact that people doubted his injuries and doubted whether he was really hurt or not or hurt enough