 home and so and the reason I want to just make this point is because I could have said to myself I can't afford this internship I'm not going to do it and that is why it's so important for me to tell young people and anybody really that like don't think about the finances at first just apply for something because I had no idea that $14,000 was I had no idea that $14,000 during that conversation yeah that was chasing you oh every every moment I