 right and it is not even something that we shared ahead of time you heard it in his voice and we confirmed it uh and i think that's important to note as well like it is the jet lag and the cold but i want to be really i want to be really clear this is not an excuse right this is not an excuse you all asked for an explanation and we get we're giving an explanation it is not an excuse i don't want that to be the leading piece of this