 I felt like, you know, the Grinch when his heart grew. I feel like my soul grew to encompass the love that the Lord has of the world he created. That really became distinct to me. And it took me, you know, a fully grown woman to realize, oh, I see. It's all connected in the environment. And that love should be there for the environment. So I don't know if that answers your question, but that's the way kind of I...