 there were moments when I was probably struggling with a lot of stress that, that it would pop up its ugly head, but it was, it never took control. It never took the reins. It never hijacked me like it did in, in undergrad. Yeah. So when you, when you're competing that way at the university of Oregon and you get all these opportunities, I mean, you've traveled all over the place. What was, what was the best moment for you?