 And start crying like a baby. And I'd be sitting there with people like my brother right here could be sitting there with me. And I'd play it off. And I'd get up. Like we could watch something that someone rescued somebody out of a fire. And it happened to be a cat still in there. And they went in there and got the cat. And I'd just start bawling. But I'd be like, excuse me. And I'd go. And I'd play it off all tough. I'd be in the bathroom. And I was like, what is going on with me? You know what I'm saying? God was dealing with me.