 She probably wasn't going to let him just run around town with me as a parent should. You know, I get it. But I still wanted to see my son. On the other hand, I had this little girl who was who was at the time was like kindergarten, first grade. And just she don't understand. She just want to be with her dad and we having fun. That's it. No matter where we are. If dad's good, she's good. All those nights she would go to sleep. I would just cry. I was broken like I was really broken. And finally, one night I got sick.