 So you've got all this athletic ability then plus you're smart. You, you get that law degree. What happens then after the law degree? Well, there was some, there was some, some hard times that I probably won't go into on the show right now, but there was, there was some other things that happened in my life that were hard and traumatic and a lot of loss and a lot of friends that I, I lost in a very short amount of time to different things. And, um,