 almost a physical representation of what I've been through. And to say, yes, it did happen. Yes, it was hard. Yes, I got through it. Here I am. And tell us about Aubrey because she does rehab. She does. She does rehab. She's trying to get through it. She's doing everything she possibly can to get through it. And it is terrifying as hell. And I want people to be proud of her for saying, I need help.