 always that I was not going to, that I somehow or another, this thing was going to slip through my fingers because I couldn't pull it off in the way that it deserved. So there was this always like, you know, me singing over and over and over again, like the high notes in the song, you know, checking in with myself, trying to be like, oh God, you got to get it right. You got to get it right. I mean, till the end, even now when I sing that song, like, you know, in concerting around the country, I'm always like, is this the night?