 Something else that comes up thematically in the book, Dr. Fauci, and that is dealing with adversity. The first episode of it is when you are told your mother is suffering from a very serious liver ailment and is quite likely to die. And you write, for the first time, I was thinking about my mother, both as a son and a physician. She dies eight weeks later. And you say, I stuffed my painful feelings down deep. Later in the book, you write,