 Also, like, having that realisation very consciously, being like, oh, I didn't sing on purpose. There were moments I could have given more, and I wanted to, and that's what would have come more naturally to me. I love singing, and I want to really sing, and I didn't let myself, and I was denying myself that experience, and I just thought, well, ultimately, this is a selfish... Although I want it to help people, this is a selfish...