 And so there was a period of time that I had to learn to walk, talk, eat, do everything again, just as I was a young child, because everything is shut down. And a lot of that is fatigue and pain comes with the after effects of botulism, too. But God also used that for his perfect plan. He gave me that time that I had to rely on him to seek his face and get into his word. So I was in a wilderness period before he released the ministry and told us how to do his glory.