 it doesn't necessarily hit home the way you would think, probably because when you do this job, to some extent, you get desensitized, sadly. Not in every last thing, but you do in some cases. And some things hit me hard, and other things, it's just, well, doesn't surprise me. And that was my reaction on Saturday. I was not surprised, and I still have not contemplated the fact that he was this close to being killed.