 like heavy grief of like being connected to the folks in Gaza, to being connected to the folks in Sudan, to being like walking down the street in the Bay Area and see how many folks are unhoused. Like I can't like experience this world and just not feel that. And so I allow myself to feel like a lot of sorrow. And also just like my family of origin, like growing up like really poor and like still being like so deeply connected to that story and the impacts of that.