 I do want to know what you were feeling in that moment because you go right back to the location. Why you wanted to go there. What I was doing, I was trying to rely on the training. It was the same thing as when I was an army paratrooper and you're about to jump out of that black door of the plane in the middle of the night. You don't know what's going to happen, but you transfer that fear into an excitement. Instead of going, oh, all worried, I don't know what's going to happen. You think to yourself, you change that dynamic and go, I don't know what's going to happen.