 um it was yeah you're playing a mother and she's concerned about her son yes all of that yeah came into play for me absolutely i had to find ways to kind of like shake it off i was happy to be in japan because it's so beautiful big beautiful country lots of beautiful nature and i had on the weekends i had to just decompress yeah i can't bring that home with me so questions about parks and yes we as gail you were on the same page and about quincy