 After all the effort you put in as a, in BUDS training, as in a prospective SEAL and finally succeeding, you then became a SEAL instructor at the Naval Special Warfare Center. What was that like to go back and be on the other end of the process? Well, it was, it was kind of a full circle, my career or my time in the military. And people talk about op tempo and your op tempo in the SEALs is just, you're just going and going and going. I couldn't keep a plan alive. I couldn't keep a relationship going. Because if you think about the,