 And that's given me that different level of drive to keep wanting to progress and get better and wanting to stay in the league for 15 plus years. So that's something that goes in my mind where I'm going to reach and I'm going to make sure that happens. What fueled that desire and what kept you from maybe the temptations of maybe taking a couple of days off, taking a vacation? It seems like you can't really do that and find the success that you've had. Yeah, I mean, it's just kind of hard to take vacations and stuff like that. People take vacations.