 Yes, well, I was interested in the psychology behind illness starting at 18 when I was diagnosed with cancer, terminal cancer, the first time. And then after my reoccurrence, I realized, wait a minute, what do you do when you ring the bell and you go off into the world? And there was nothing there. So we had the cheerleaders, we had all the help going through it. But once it was over, I'm left with this bag of emotions and stuff.