 that is antithetical to our best interest. That ain't the answer to the prayer either. I digress on that. It's your conversation, not mine. In the three minutes I have left, tell me about your faith journey. I joked earlier that you were a born-again Christian, then you were lapsed born-again Christian, but you wrestle in this book, as I read it, with your faith. Tell me about what this has all done to your faith. Well, I want your audience to know that