 uh, smoking a little weed, you know, I mean, I wasn't serious. I didn't go to class. I didn't study. I was trying to kind of make up for lost time, uh, on the party inside. And I blew it. You know, my dad scraped together a little bit of money to give me, you know, a little nest egg and say, here, you know, the, you know, you going to college, I'm proud of you, whatever. And I blew it. I, I, I,