 Until I got sick last year. You know what I'm saying? I got sick last year. So this is the first time in my life with me dealing with not being able to properly provide. So I'm going through something in my mind right now for the first time. I'm getting a little older now. Wait a minute. Hold on. Hold on. Wait a minute. You're about to tell me women find you less attractive because you're not gainfully employed? Is that what it is?