 and getting better don't think you are that you're okay you gotta flip that and it's easy for cancers to sometimes come from the victim and i'm not saying you're being a victim because you've been through a lot but it changed the way you're seeing things we're at a really heavy duty time right now where people are manifesting but not in a ridiculous sense that you want to see you know a big house appear in front of you you're going to start to manifest