 um feeling than being able to help a constituent who's needing help and so i don't know that everybody always knows this but if things aren't going well if you can't get the state government to respond if the bureaucrats aren't doing what they should calling your state senator and having them call suddenly the bureaucrats call people back i hate that that's the way that that is but being able to help people get the answers that they need that they're waiting on has been truly the honor and privilege of my lifetime