 and then the idea that i want to change it irritate the hell out of me well though i believe in every war just uh... bring along your middle group and ask those that i'm good good good enough to move on in a in a in a careful and i can't go away in a candid or off honest way and not and not with a surprise but that has to happen in the idea that i was being treated like one of the pile was it was not attractive to me and i want to go a place where