 now the last few holes that i played i had that nice little baby cut like i'm you're used to seeing shane with me but um i had that nice little baby cut and i actually hit it halfway decent and hit the driver halfway decent but um it was just the last few holes of the event and i was just like oh god now i gotta play again because i was really thinking about not showing up i was really thinking about bagging it at one point in time not during the tournament but i mean just you know for a while um