 And one of the things that... And then we'll go into some of your back-home policing. But one of the things that I never really believed in until fairly recently was this whole concept of generational trauma. And I didn't... I knew the effect that policing had on me. And it wasn't all positive. And it's not all negative either. I don't want people to misunderstand me. There's a lot of good and bad. More good than bad. But I didn't understand the...