 everlasting decay and it's to want to die but not be able to die and it's just to constantly uh be in this this state of everlasting death and the decay and the smell and and i could just give you a lot of my opinion everything that would go along with it and yet never being able to die and that's such a horrible way to live i couldn't imagine so that's the first or the second thing that it's a place where there's there's just no end to it i mean it's it's everlasting