 If I had the courage to tell a buddy, even back then, you know, when I was 12, 13, 14 years old, I'd even put into words, would your buddy be sympathetic, empathetic? Would he tease you? Would he tell other friends? And then that wouldn't be any good. So I just closed the book, and I put the book in the bottom of the closet and never opened the closet anymore.