 and we're gonna cut on thursday right and in your in your uh in in your column you talk about the exact quote george washington 23 years old writing back to his brother saying i got four bullets in me two hard shorts from out underneath me all the other officers i believe were killed and he survived and that gave him a sense of imperviousness if that's a word if that's the suffix to put on that word of uh in 1776 when this whole war got started but uh jane where do we get your column where can people read more