 my own emotions and I was like going so down and so just in such despair. And so I just go for a little drive and I go down this alley just for a little peace of mind. And my neighbor comes out and he comes and he just starts laying into me and just like kicked the dog when he's down. And about half an hour after I felt fine again. I was like, that's strange. The next day my neighbor comes out and tells me that he's sorry for how he's being rude.