 because you know I'm about to get on a plane with my kids and if they try with my kids I don't I mean I'm going to the stellar wars to celebrate gospel music and I'm just praying that when I get on this plane and my black children stand in this first class line that don't nobody look at me like I'm crazy I don't want to be on the news but I know if I deal with it I know you do too I know sometimes we walk in the store and they don't ask do you want anything I know sometimes you walk in the store and they tell you where the sale rack is even though you didn't ask for it