 And I get really upset. It's like I go, I haven't I haven't done my mission yet. I just gotten started. I can't you can't take me yet. I haven't I haven't like accomplished what I'm here to do. And I'm like crying. I'm almost cleaning my head about this. And and I go I go down another waterfall to the next level. I guess I get off and I see a boat and they're about to pick up my husband.