 And I, you know, my wife sends me, she sometimes write me letters. You know, I have one friend that says, I write a letter, who was it that said that? Oh yes, I remember now. This person says, I write myself a letter almost every day in my journal. And then I tear the page out and throw it away. Because I just need to say it. I need to write it down so I can see it. The problem is, that letter