 I know. I remember thinking that at the time, that maybe I could control where I go. But it's not like that all the time. Especially as I got older, the places I went just seemed more and more random. And even if I could control where I go, I don't think I can ever control leaving in the first place. Why do you think that? Because it's always so sudden. It just comes out of nowhere, and I don't exactly have time to think of where I want to go or prepare or anything like that.