 it is different man you know it's um it has brought me life i mean you know sometimes in politics you're rewarded for bad behavior like when you win and someone else loses that's a good thing and that's just not a fun way to live life and so i think you know if you could find something that you can do that makes a difference and you feel good about it's a lot more you know and maybe it was different but right now politics is just so divisive so