 personal level, like you want to focus on more personally and as, and as in your mission, now that you've had this three months, any clarity you've gotten, I know I'm not your therapist, but it's like, you know, okay, you're relaxed. You're rejuvenated. He's got it. But like, where's your head? Yeah. I tell you where my head, I came back and you know, you feel so renewed and sort of strengthened in your soul and your interior life that,