 Maybe you have a moment with your own writing, and then you take that, and maybe you write a second one. These are the real problems. Not now you've sifted through the sands of resentment, judgment, jealousy, anger, whatever. You've sifted through, take like a cat scoop, scooping the cat poop out of the cat tray. Scoop all the nastiness out, and then you've got something you can deal with. Then you can say, you know what?