 a close veteran of mine, same scenario, went like that other caller was talking about, suicide, but this person actually did because of neglect, pretty much. So I say that to say, and even now as you and I speak, I'm a retired veteran, 28 years of military, 20 years with federal law enforcement, disabled veteran, and for the last two and a half years, Reverend Al, two and a half, I've been trying to connect with