 And then switch to motherhood, you have sometimes only 20 minutes or 40 minutes of time where you might do something. And it's always so much more tempting or so much easier to do those little things like, oh, well, I could get a load of laundry done or I could send some emails. And those things are often, they're less scary than opening the creative tap. So you're always going to gravitate to that unless you, again, are really purposeful about