 Oh, man, just everything, man. I couldn't deal with nothing. You know, I mean, it wasn't, it wasn't, I had a woman. She worked. You know, I was getting my VA benefits. I was retired, you know. And, you know, it wasn't no financial thing. It wasn't no sex thing. It was just, man, so much stuff in my mind, man. Just, I couldn't think straight, you know. I was like, damn, what the hell's going on? You know, I was so depressed.