 it just reminds you of how fragile life is. And I prayed hard today. I don't know, you went to mass this morning. I prayed hard and the whole parish was praying. You know, Laura, it's interesting because I've talked to him a number of times after the indictments. And I think most Americans would be like, I'd be crumbling. My family would crumble. And I saw the same thing. I'll beat good mood. I'm gonna fight and forge on. And you see that after, again,