 what you guys are doing now to, and you're doing something that's meaningful. You're doing something that's very important and you're doing something that's personal, right? I mean, and I think that's, that is, that says so much about you as a, as a person. And I think it's incredible. So, um, so I'll ask the both of you and you kind of already answered this question, Alexis, kind of what you've learned about yourself on this journey.