 Also, like, having that realisation very consciously, being like, oh, I didn't sing on purpose. There were moments I could have given more and I wanted to and that's what would have come more naturally to me. I love singing and I want to really sing and I didn't let myself and I was denying myself that experience and I just thought, well, ultimately, this is a selfish... Although I want it to help people, this is a selfish...