 But you have to pause to reflect that it actually is a miracle for you right now. Otherwise you miss it, right? You're moving too quickly in this life. And again, I think your interior life can be scrambled. I mean, I had to have some things untangled in me over this so I could actually do this. One day I woke up, Rabbi, and it was like, here's the best way I can describe it, because I've been telling the Lord, I don't want to lose this sense.