 All at the same time and it can be a very difficult thing to do. I mean it's compartmentalization of the highest order and having a brush with death like he did and He's still processing all of this and he's on stage and that chart comes up and that was a very genuine I think off-the-path moment where he was ad-libbing about it and he just had a very different tone and I think it was very genuine there and I think he also enjoyed being with people and