 you know the doctor told me i had two months to live i can't do it i'm gonna die you know like those thoughts are really powerful i've seen like doctors and nurses they have they're very powerful in their words and and what they say goes into the subconscious and it really can uh become a burden to the person trying to heal so i think that like i did know a woman i've known so many stories but i remember a woman when i was young she