 And then you just start mailing it out one week and you're seeing the chaos that's caused. And obviously, this is good chaos in your case. But isn't it such an insane process to write a book? I mean, it really is. But I'll tell you that this book particularly was very cathartic for me. I had to kind of go deep into a lot of emotions that I'd say I honestly suppressed for a couple of decades. In my other books, it's about research and interviews. This was just cathartic.