 The first reason was when they dropped that hammer on, most fathers were depressed already because they couldn't be the man that God intended for them to be. I'm not the breadwinner in the house. My woman asked me, what kind of man are you? You can't bring no money home to feed the baby. The baby needs diapers and a whole nine yards. And then they were looking for escapism. Where did escapism come from? If you remember seeing the movie Lady Sings the Blues, when Billie Holiday was on that bus and she looked out and saw the KKK in the woods and so forth, burning the cross.