 From being deeply unhappy. You know, I woke up one summer in 2018 and I was talking with my now ex-husband and we were going back and forth about something and I was just so miserable. And it's hard, it's a hard place to be in because when you look at me from the outside and it's like, oh, she's kind of got her things together, like good for her. But I was so unhappy and I was so miserable and I was a gossipy person and I was mean and I just brought people down to try and bring myself up.