 the abortion mills. I had all these, uh, poor abortions trying to sue me and all that because I was saving babies. And so you had a lot of things happening at one time. So they told me to, I need to get away. And, uh, uh, I had to get peace and quiet, right? So I went to this, when I went to see this, the doctor, I went right there. The doctor was asking me what I've done the last couple of days. And when I told him, he said, he said, man, he said,