 if I was ever going to accomplish what I wanted to accomplish or ever be who I wanted to be. And so I look back very grateful for all of those things now, even though I might not have been grateful at the time. I look at how those things shaped me and those relationships shaped me, and I think those are the heart of who I am. You know, the values I learned being in Iowa and being around good, hardworking people, those were the things that ultimately –