 too critical of myself. And I think that I already am like, you know, jotting internal notes of what I'm doing wrong as I'm performing. And so I don't need to, you know, kind of enter this kind of like a space where I'm like, almost like, you know, just hurting, hurting myself by like repeatedly listening and engaging with that. Also, there's like a, just level of escapism there that I need to address for myself, you know, because,