 But most of it basically came from, I guess, the pain and the things I was going through. Like I just didn't want to, I didn't know. I wanted to, I just didn't know how to talk to somebody about my feelings. So I just started putting them down on paper. You were going through this tremendous too young tragedy. Yeah. And you feel like you can't talk to anyone about it. Like you can't share how sad you are or how messed up this is or how you're feeling.