 And when I read that, I'm like, ooh, it was a little simple, but it struck me because I was like, it's true. And I realized that I'm slowly becoming the person that I would have needed in that time. And that person was not present. But yeah, it's really incredible to hear. I don't listen to myself at all. I don't listen to records once they come out in the world. I don't watch performances once I've...