 In search of closure, I reminisced about the world that I was about to leave behind, playing cops and robbers with my hyperactive brother in our backyard, adoring grandparents, affectionate aunts and uncles, generous and loyal family friends, irritating but indispensable cousins, an endless stream of guests and visitors, parties and celebrations filled with delicious meals and sweets, delightful gifts and games. It couldn't get any better.