 Yeah, I mean, that was really hard, man. Like, I couldn't process my emotions. I didn't know what anxiety was. Like, at that age, especially being in India, like, there's not, like, we weren't really educated enough to know about, like, you know, emotions or stress or anxiety or trauma or any of this stuff. Like, now when I, you know, got educated and, you know, I look back at that kid, I'm like, okay, how was you doing this? You know, like...