 I guess, where are you? With listening to all that, I couldn't help but wonder, like, where are you spiritually now? I'm not religious, personally. I'm more of a spiritual person. That's what I'm, yeah. Yeah, and I think that what I've noticed, it's weird because it's not an intentional thing, but what I've noticed is these big feelings in life that I feel. There's certain words I go to because of my upbringing and the places I've been in. What do you mean?