 you know, I think when you first start stand-up, it's, you say things that you wish you could say on a microphone, and so it was, like, a lot of self-deprecating things, which is what women usually, you know, go towards, and then cussing, but a lot of it was, like, kind of, like, owning my sexuality and being, like, I'm big-boned and what, you know, and, um,