 Van says a few things. He's trying to explain why he became a Trump supporter after initially criticizing him. And he says, I saw and realized something about the American elite and my role in the American elite that took me just a while to figure out. I was red pilled. So that's the reference that Yarvin helped popularize coming from The Matrix about how, you know, you take a pill and it helps you. The illusions disappear and suddenly you see reality.