 to trust that another job is going to come. It's a complicated thing. I had a period sort of in my early 40s where I thought I had got the whole thing wrong all along and that things were starting to peter out. And right at the end of a sort of few months of feeling that way, or I think I hadn't worked in a year, I'd only done two episodes of shows in a year, I got a new Sam Shepard play called Heartless.