 And how do I find it if I'm not those things? You kind of became a stereotype of this dashing itinerant adventure photographer and the wildlife that comes with it. You know, you talk about your drinking and drugs. You cheated on a wife. You were an unreliable friend. On the other hand, you had a lot of mental health issues, which you're open about, and the ongoing highs and lows that come with being bipolar, which is a diagnosis you got. Why share that?