 were you in a different sort of were you not feeling like making a record or something well i mean i i had i mean i always complain you know i'm always sort of like at the end of everything do you know what i mean it's like i'm toiling along here at the outside of it all and and and so i'm like well i guess that's it you know i wrote the big song about the sardines on my last album i was like i don't know if i could do any better you know and then uh