 It's not that I was really inconsistent. I may miss one jump. But because people only saw me twice a year or three times a year, they would always say, oh, she always falls or she always misses the big jump or she does this or she does that. You know, I would do 10,000 run-throughs in training and I'd be great and I'd go to a competition and I'd slip on one jump and then, you know, people would say she's inconsistent. At the same time, she was also dealing with mental illness.