 in a way like try and make a new normal, except while dealing with like shattered mental health because of the trauma and in a burned up town, in an isolated community with all of these ongoing disasters, right? So we had more fire, we had floods that closed the highways for months and months. It just seemed like it was never ending. And so in that first year, there were three different times that I went to my property and visited it. But kind of at each time I was in such a different space