 There's chaos and catharsis and so much passion. I think it's kind of impossible not to be moved by it, particularly by that recurring line they have, I'm sorry for the shape I'm in, which is maybe something that a lot of people can identify with. The lead singer, Sasha Landon, calls the song a long apology for their behavior following a bipolar diagnosis and that it is rooted in, and I'm quoting Sasha Landon here, shame and queer rage and confusion and catharsis.