 you know, for hours and hours and hours in the dark, you know, in the kind of like comfort and not hiding, but like safety of, you know, isolation. But then once the lights turn on and everybody's like expecting it or all eyes are on you and there's this, you know, other factors that come into play, like, all right, you got paid in advance, now you got to deliver. The first thing budget and money meant wasn't like a chain or a car or anything. I lived out of a suitcase for the first year I was signed. I was like...