 And as the years go by, I still visit my grandma from time to time, but I keep the visits short because that house just holds so many difficult memories. And then one day, I'm at home, and I'm looking through this box of old photos, and I see a picture of me with my old decathlon teammates, and we're wearing our Letterman jackets, and we're cheesing for the camera, and I start to wonder, whatever happened to my jacket and those medals?