 what I can do, what I can't do, because our limitations are as important as our gifts. And I'm feeling less neurotic. Someone once described neurotic to me as you're standing on the edge of a cliff, and instead of jumping and experiencing and going through something, you just stay there. You're just quivering on the edge of that cliff. That's what neurotic is. And we spend a lot of our lives scared of that. And I think I like characters and stories where people jump. And I'm trying to jump