 says that she only had one motive in doing the show. And she said this in her book as well. Her husband was cheating on her and she had in her mind a fantasy of his mistresses watching the show and seeing a wonderful family and a kind of slap in their face. And in this case, I think there was this deep innocence and these very personal feelings about this that ended up being splashed in the public. Once the show came out, Pat and the Louds really wanted to seize back