 It was, I mean, at the time it was traumatizing. Of course. But now I think about it and go, well, you know, the one thing it told me is that I'm probably not cut out for that kind of work. It's that aspect of perfection that I don't think I'm very good at or I don't want it enough or something. I'm not exactly sure. Did you grow up with that idea of perfection in playing piano and practicing when you were a kid?