 And while I was with Joseph in Boulder, we received an invitation to teach a one-month-long retreat. So I thought, okay, I'll stay and do that. Then I'll go back to India. The nature of our retreats, the format of our retreats, is that we practice with people during the day. There's one formal lecture every night. And even though my mind had opened to trying, keeping Deepa Ma's words in my heart, I