 yeah, to even cry for it, to even put the words on it enough. You, I mean, I'm just going back to what you were telling me about your cafe, that your cafe was this really vibrant space where the community could come together and share. And I guess, you know, learning about this story made me think about whether it's these spaces or it's the people in them, because I know you said that as you were writing these poems, you felt this need to share them, and you held a book launch in Lytton.