 inside the house, and then you would sit down to write these poems and you would say, oh, wow, I'm really hurting, or I can see my emotions come out this way. Yeah, exactly. I wasn't really saying those things to people or even sitting and thinking them. They would just only sort of come out that one way. Is there something to read into the fact that, like, I know you as a novelist, like I mentioned, what we both know, the novel from 2022. Is there something to read into that this came out through poetry and not through fiction?