 I mean, I sort of came in going like, hey, so, you know, you've been on this whole roller coaster and you've been this really groundbreaking artist and you've done so much for so long. And I had all this sort of like looking back ending, you know, like, oh, how do you feel when you sing the song now? And how do you when you look back on your career, how do you feel and all that? But what strikes me from watching this show is.