 I think it used to be insecurity and it was a matter of I would like pray to not look like that or not be like that or make it easier on me. But now I see it as like I'm competing with myself, like a version of me that I'm competing with the version if she wasn't a hijabi, if she wasn't Palestinian, if she wasn't brown. I'm competing with that version if she were to execute the same things. I love the gas station video.