 I think I went into it with kind of... I never realized how much I hid from the bad stuff. I mean, I've been open about certain records, how difficult they were. But when I first sat down to do my interview, we were all first interviewed individually. We did these phone calls, and they said, so the other members of the band talked about the ups and downs of the band. And I'm like, what downs? Like, we've been on this pretty good trajectory. And then they started describing some of the downs, and I thought...