 The vibe I'm getting is that you had this sort of other secret life where you were composing for yourself. Yeah. So what happened is that I got very tired of composing for... I'm not going to say meaningless, but a little bit. I had a strong artistic voice that was just boiling in me. So if you just put that aside and you keep doing commission, you're going to get it eventually. It's going to come and bite you in the... Yeah, I get you. So that's a little bit what happened to me. I had a huge burnout. You had a burnout at work? I had a burnout at work, yeah.