 It must have been something else to, I mean, this might be a small point, but it's meaningful to me. I know that you didn't have your own money while you were there. All the money that you made, whether at the bakery or anything else, had to go to the church or to the group. When you got out and you started working, when you got a gig and you started working in theater and you started doing other things, it must have been an amazing experience to get. I wonder if you remember the first time you got paid money and you got to keep it.