 And then I fell back asleep and woke up the next day. And I think that I only remembered them like halfway through the day, right? And I was just like, oh my God, like that, like in the moment, like that was excruciating. But then I woke up and I forgot about it. And it's almost like it didn't happen. And then I remembered about it and then I remembered it. And it's just like, huh, so what does pain mean if you have a very different memory of