 keep it together and I would sort of laugh and laugh along. But then I'd go edit the videos myself and I'd see the moment that I started to laugh or even just smirk and I'd have to edit it out. Why? Because it felt too self-congratulatory, you know, like watching somebody going out trying to be funny and then laughing at his own joke. And also it tipped off the person that was reacting that I was joking around. Whereas if I'm able to maintain a complete deadpan,