 My childhood had been really rough. It was really hard. My father and mother got divorced when I was four. My father disappeared. My mother died when I was nine. I was living with my father's parents at that point. And when I was 11, he came back. It was the first time I'd seen him since I was four. And he was like a different person, really ravaged by mental illness and alcoholism. And he was there for like six weeks and took an overdose of sleeping pills and disappeared.