 since i started writing songs i've always felt really strongly like well this is what i'm supposed to be doing and this is what i'm gonna keep doing i i really didn't think about a career or like i wasn't really ever angling for that i think mostly because very shortly after i started my first band i sort of got swept up in this like community that was super um diy so i never really thought about like well how am i gonna make money at this i was always sort of content to just have a day job