 One of the things that I started to realize is that, you know, a very successful career does not always a healthy brain make. You know, I look at somebody's success and I go, well, they must be really happy and really healthy when in fact there was proof in my own life that that isn't true. And unraveling that was really hard because when I let go of those identities, I really question, well, what place do I have in the world and what is my value here?