 He calls these moments of nervousness. But most of the time, he says, Alina Jad is ready to fight the good fight. Back in Washington, Alina Jad says she knows the toll her work has taken on her family. It's forced Farahar to spend less time with his children. Some friends, out of fear, have distanced themselves from her. I always carry the guilt on my shoulder when I see that my husband doesn't have a normal life.