 This was like months later, because these invitations kept happening. And I kept thinking, I'll go back to India a little later. I'll go a little later. As we kept accepting the invitations, and I couldn't speak. And then I remember that in the context of the loving-kindness practice, there was a guided meditation. It was sort of a formal meditation. You could lead people through, and I thought, that's it. If my mind goes blank, I'll just go into the guided meditation, and maybe no one will notice.