 and so and i didn't really know that so i i kind of went on their their trace and it inspired me a lot to write and i was in a new love also so neo-romance also because of that also because i like the idea of exploring this um this vulnerability you have when you fall in love again especially when you're getting older and you've suffered a breakup before and you know oh no okay i'm gonna fall in love again this comes with potentially grief loss and uh and a lot you have to risk it you know