 and learning more about the disease, I started realizing, you know, this is something we could make a special about. You know, we were also just so, and this is maybe even selfishly, we were so driven doing the show that I didn't want to stop doing the show. And I thought, I mean, all my guys had just, you know, the crew, you know, men and women from New York had all moved out to do the show, and then all of a sudden we were quitting the show. So this kept the show going for another couple of months, and I started to realize that,