 I have glossed over those in my memory. There's a lot of downs in a band. There's been a lot of difficult times. And it was sometimes difficult to talk about it. And you would leave, you know, much of it took place in Hamilton. And I would be driving home after my two hours or three hours, and I'd think, why did I say that? What's that going to be like? And we had to talk a little bit. I had to talk to Greg and say, you know,