 And it was really quite hard, but I think it profoundly changed the course of my life. I mean, it's, you know, I'll give another example. I used to get 17 magazine and I don't think anybody read 17 when they were 17. You read it when you were like 12 or 13, right? So I would get the 17 magazine and I would love it every month. And then I would get depressed. And so one day my mother said, you know, there's a connection between you buying that magazine and feeling bad about yourself. It's like, I'm not going to tell you not to buy the magazine.