 well it's like i was like i was very naive i was like oh it's easy being in a band yeah all right this isn't supposed to be the sex pistols this is supposed to be something different than the sex pistols because it's it's it's even once you learn your instrument which is hard enough being in a band is and playing in a band and locking in and all that stuff is something completely different um you have to be good enough to listen to other people and it it took a while