 And so, and I didn't really know that. So I kind of went on their, their trace and it inspired me a lot to write. And I was in a new love also. So new romance also because of that. Also because I liked the idea of exploring this, this vulnerability you have when you fall in love again, especially when you're getting older and you've suffered a breakup before and you know, oh no, okay, I'm going to fall in love again. This comes with potentially grief loss and, and a lot, you have to risk it, you know?