 That's absolutely right. See, now, when I was on the show, I was in game mode. It was competition mode. So I was in it the way I didn't care about counseling. They had counseling available to us, but I wasn't going to go spend an hour sitting on a couch when other people are on the treadmill busting it for an hour, right? I was in a competition. But when I came back, Doug, I felt like an addict.