 But listen, if I'm leaning on my own understanding and not leaning by faith on the indwelling Holy Spirit, you're going to be anxious. You'll be unsettled. You can go for years like this. You have to be a man or woman, boy or girl, who makes a definite decision. I'm just simply going to walk by faith all the days of my life. Things go up. Things go down. It's the way it is.