 That does not mean I'm a warrior. It certainly does not mean I'm at the tip of the spear. I am not. Never have been. But I'm going to work at it to be as good as I can be. What I don't want to be is helpless. I don't want to be defenseless. I don't want to be useless. I couldn't stand that. So, yeah, I go take classes on stopping the bleed.