 I got it. So what I said today, we got taken out of context. I was on get up and I just said that the last six months have been the worst of my life with no coach saving. And he just I don't know if he heard it correctly or nicely. I think I tried to, you know, I tried to ruin my life for the last 17 years. That's what it was. Yeah. So I was like, well, if he said that that was those 17 years and.