 that is what it feels like to get heavily tattooed before you turn into a fully developed adult human so i think if you ask almost anybody that's over 30 if they have a better idea of who they are in their 30s than they did in their 20s they're going to be like oh my god yes i have all of these tattoos don't necessarily reflect who i am at 36 they might have reflected a moment in time in my 20s maybe a moment in time that i was like not doing so well mentally and now like i have adult problems