 And then I woke up to my father calling me, the crack of dawn, that he'd just spoken to my mother, who just was visited by a homicide detective, to give her the news that Dominique, that she'd been strangled. So it was... There was a lot going on. And, you know, there was a lot going on in her life. And one of the things I talk about in the book and I think about all the time is...