 And I know that my life is done without God. So when I start saying, Lord, I don't want this. I don't want that. That's not good for me. That's not good for me. This is wrong right here. That's wrong right here. I think this is wrong. And I come to a place. I'm trying to tell you that when we come to those places like that, the Lord is saying, okay, you've learned how to lay not just everything down, but you also learned how to lay on me. God.