 What caused, what was the trigger point then for you to do that? There had to be something. Yeah, well, it was years and years and years of me, of it snowballing, right? But what happened is in 2013, and there's a picture of this, of me in the book that shows kind of my breaking point. I was at a, I was coaching, it was one of the biggest coaching moments in my life. And I was waving my center fielder from first to third in the state tournament.