 But I, I loved it. I just, um, we worked out, we learned how to eat. We learned how to, um, to, you know, really take care of, of ourselves. It's the only, it's the only time in life that I was able to push a pause button on life and really take care of, of me. Right. Um, so yeah, it was, it, it was fantastic. And yeah, I lost. Um, but here's the thing. I lost everything.