 in the last couple of years. And I'll just be straight up honest. Some of the, some of the language and some of the things that I hear and some of the, and I'm not trying to judge, please, please don't hear that. And some of the things I hear coming out of coaches, talking to other coaches, I'm concerned about our sport from a leadership standpoint, not a, not the sporting kid standpoint. You know, maybe I've had my head buried in the sand, but,