 He said he wanted to, and when he did, I think it made it real for him, and he just kind of broke. And he laid on the floor in, like, this fetal position crying, saying that he would not, you know, have a child out there, that he could not be in his life. But, you know, he was in a dark place, and he knew that. And he knew, you know, bringing a child into that was disastrous, and he didn't want another scandal, and there was so much that, you know, came with that.