 Right. And let's be clear. I had no ability to even restrain my emotions. I mean, I was at the bottom. So I laid it out all to him. I was angry. I felt abandoned by him. I felt that, you know, if I wasn't angry at him, I was trying to figure out what I did wrong to make him so mad at me. And rather than bottle that up, which was impossible for me at this point, I just laid it out all out there to them, to him. Here's the problem.