 And I'll be completely honest. I think in the beginning, I think it was his addiction. And, you know, like I talk about throughout the book, there's a chapter, you know, where I thought that this demon had won and taken him in. I thought he was going to die and his life was in my hands. And, you know, I discussed that throughout the book. He was suffering and it was so obvious to see. And I cared about him so much and I felt for him. And I had this empathy for him.