 But subconsciously, my hand is tugging at my shirt because I don't want people to see how big I am. And when I saw that, that was the first thing that I was drawn to. I thought something has to change. And, you know, like I said, I'd watched The Biggest Loser since season one. I'd sit with a big old pizza and a two liter soda and I would eat and drink. And I loved it. I love the show. And it's it's interesting.