 But even more than that, it was being brave enough to give voice to the fact that I was having some significant questions and doubts. Wow, that's hard. Did you, during that time, because I think a lot of people feel like they can't like release it all to God, right? There have been moments in my life where I've yelled. I've yelled at God and I've let him know how I feel. Is that okay to do?