 these very real hard questions of, is God even real? Because he doesn't seem to be doing anything about my prayers. By the way, hundreds of people, thousands of people have prayed for my healing and cancer kept coming back. If he's real, is he good? Because he sure doesn't seem good to me. And if he's real and he's good, can I trust him? Because I trusted him my whole life and that didn't look like it was panning out for me.