 You know, lost out of the genetic lottery here and I really don't mostly what I'm focused on is trying to make the most of the days that I have left. I don't want to spend if I only have 12 months left, spend those 12 months in despair and feeling bad for myself. I want to spend it doing what I love. And when I do it, what I really love is writing and editing and of course, occasionally talking to you, Gordon.