 And desperation, you know, it's a word I choose because it's one of those things that life throws stuff at you. And most people have to get up and go to work and get up and go to work and get up and go to work and get up and go to work. And you said, well, Del, that was four times you said that. That's monotonous. Why did you do that? Because that's what your life is. It's get up and go to work.