 what breaks your heart, right? That's a good question to ask. What is it that breaks your heart? And those people, the people who live the life that I lived are what break my heart consistently. And so that's why we do what we do. And like I said, it's complex. And if you're not healthy, it's one thing to be healthy physically, but if you're not healthy physically, emotionally, mentally, and dare I say spiritually,