 extra stuff people don't really come to or be excited about the things of the lord because it seems okay the same or watered down or it has to be this way or so perfect or whatever yeah i want to show that hey like we still can go as hard as uh you know yeah as hard as we can for him as as we are and then we'll get better together yeah period as we go as we go yeah so i think that's what uh god laid on my heart and then to see the fruits of it living proof