 a typical bad mood. You're struggling like I thought my life was going to be happy all the time. And I think that's something that we see in Utah. Well, I'm sure it happens in other places, but particularly here where I've heard people say, well, God is in Santa Claus or something like that. But I think for myself, I've gotten into this as if there's a vending machine and I'm like, wait, I put like good deeds in or I did these things and I check off the list.