 it caused her to go through this significant spiritual crisis that ended up with her concluding, well, then God must not exist because he didn't do what I expected him to do, which is unfortunate because God has never, not only has he not promised to do all of those kinds of things, but he does promise us, and Jesus tells us that in this world, you really will have trouble. And Christians get cancer at the same rate that other people get cancer, and Christians die at the same rate that everyone else dies at.