 and knew that if they didn't find him guilty, they'd go home. And my mom would ask me, what did you do? You did the right, you said he's guilty, right? No, I couldn't, mom. I didn't do it because here's all the evidence. Oh, I thought I knew my daughter. I thought I knew you. I thought you were better than this. I thought I raised you better than this. How could you not have put that monster behind prison? It's a powerful force. And the opposite of that is I want this praise. I want this love. I want it lavished on me for the rest of my life. And if I just put him in prison, then I'll have it forever.