 potentially i guess we want to say conservative it felt it felt very binding right we talk about boundaries but this to me at that time felt very binding and do this go be i was going to i was ready to go to law school that's what i thought i wanted to do my actual undergrad is in public policy i worked in dc for a summer and i said no thank you um and then i moved to alabama which is also pretty conservative moved to birmingham and then i you know was still seeking and i went where everybody