 Right. Well, um, it was, it was May of 2023 and I had contemplated quitting on a number of occasions because, um, you know, I was being asked to do things that were against my beliefs and my faith and, um, would come home crying to my husband cause I couldn't fathom what was being done to these, these children. And, um, it was, it was in this time that I read Christopher Rufo's article with an anonymous whistleblower,