 COVID and I made a career out of kind of health and wellness. I was an on-camera personality. I got all these degrees. I was deep into the yoga world, deep into spirituality, trips to India, following a guru. I mean, it was a cult for sure. The more I even learned about what was going on behind the scenes, the more confident I am in saying that I was in a spiritual cult. And I kind of started coming out of that right before COVID and