 I thought what a great guy this was to get up that early for something he was that dedicated for. And then in 1994, I had an experience that kind of changed my life direction. I was expecting to be elected to a position that I was not elected to. I kind of had my life all planned out. And in November of that year, I was elected to the legislature, but not elected to a leadership position that I was expecting that I would have been elected to. And it was a very disappointing time, and it was a time of personal reflection. And I remember very clearly...