I’m also hit with the realization of how thoroughly I had buried the disappointment of feeling defeated before I was even out of my pajamas, the bewilderment and sense of betrayal that my unintentionally morose expression was so completely out of sync with the energy and optimism I felt on the inside.
I’m also hit with the realization of how thoroughly I had buried the disappointment of feeling defeated before I was even out of my pajamas, the bewilderment and sense of betrayal that my unintentionally morose expression was so completely out of sync with the energy and optimism I felt on the inside. Gravity had pulled down my psyche as well as my skin.