One of the mystical axioms I say often is “You will know what you need to know when you need to know it.”
But, perhaps most importantly, remember to go at your own pace. One of the mystical axioms I say often is “You will know what you need to know when you need to know it.” And that, of course, includes all things astrology. You will understand as soon as you are meant to … and not a second too late. Trust the process.