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That she, at all events, might be recorded as having waited in vain  this affected him sharply, and all the more because of his at first having done little more than amuse himself with the idea. THAT SHE AT ALL EVENTS MIGHT BE RECORDED AS HAVING WAITED IN VAIN THIS AFFECTED HIM SHARPLY AND ALL THE MORE BECAUSE OF HIS AT FIRST HAVING DONE LITTLE MORE THAN AMUSE HIMSELF WITH THE IDEA
f them was that he should have caught himself--for he _had_ so done--_really_ wondering if the great accident would take form now as nothing more than his being condemned to see this charming woman, this admirable friend, pass away from him. He had never so unreservedly qualified her as while confronted in thought with such a possibility; in spite of which there was small doubt for him that as an answer to his long riddle the mere effacement of even so fine a feature of his situation would be an abject anticlimax. It would represent, as connected with his past attitude, a drop of dignity under the shadow of which his existence could only become the most grotesques of failures. He had been far from holding it a failure--long as he had waited for the appearance that was to make it a success. He had waited for quite another thing, not for such a thing as that. The breath of his good faith came short, however, as he recognised how long he had waited, or how long at least his companion had. TED HAS DIED OUT ONE OF THEM WAS THAT HE SHOULD HAVE CAUGHT HIMSELF FOR HE HAD SO DONE REALLY WONDERING IF THE GREAT ACCIDENT WOULD TAKE FORM NOW AS NOTHING MORE THAN HIS BEING CONDEMNED TO SEE THIS CHARMING WOMAN THIS ADMIRABLE FRIEND PASS AWAY FROM HIM HE HAD NEVER SO UNRESERVEDLY QUALIFIED HER AS WHILE CONFRONTED IN THOUGHT WITH SUCH A POSSIBILITY IN SPITE OF WHICH THERE WAS SMALL DOUBT FOR HIM THAT AS AN ANSWER TO HIS LONG RIDDLE THE MERE EFFACEMENT OF EVEN SO FINE A FEATURE OF HIS SITUATION WOULD BE AN ABJECT ANTICLIMAX IT WOULD REPRESENT AS CONNECTED WITH HIS PAST ATTITUDE A DROP OF DIGNITY UNDER THE SHADOW OF WHICH HIS EXISTENCE COULD ONLY BECOME THE MOST GROTESQUES OF FAILURES HE HAD BEEN FAR FROM HOLDING IT A FAILURE LONG AS HE HAD WAITED FOR THE APPEARANCE THAT WAS TO MAKE IT A SUCCESS HE HAD WAITED FOR QUITE ANOTHER THING NOT FOR SUCH A THING AS THAT THE BREATH OF HIS GOOD FAITH CAME SHORT HOWEVER AS HE RECOGNIZED HOW LONG HE HAD WAITED OR HOW LONG AT LEAST HIS COMPANION HAD
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