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As I laid there with thoughts of Onan and the decision that I was to make, and of all the responsibility that was put upon me involuntarily, as I thought of the conflict of past and future at the neglect of the present, as I thought about the self obsession and overindulgence that come with wealth, and the desire for still more that accompanies it, I fell to sleep and into a place where no troubles lay, for my long day and night had left in me no energy for dreams. AS I LAID THERE WITH THOUGHTS OF OEN AND THE DECISION THAT I WAS TO MAKE AND ALL THE RESPONSIBILITY THAT WAS PUT UPON ME INVOLUNTARILY AS I THOUGHT OF THE CONFLICT OF PAST AND FUTURE AT THE NEGLECT OF THE PRESENT AS I THOUGHT ABOUT THE SELF OBSESSION AND THE OVER INDULGENCE THAT CAME WITH WEALTH AND THE DESIRE FOR STILL MORE THAT ACCOMPANIES IT I FELL TO SLEEP AND INTO A PLACE WHERE NO TROUBLES LAY FOR MY LONG DAY AND NIGHT HAD LEFT ME IN NO ENERGY FOR DREAMS
 that moment I was embittered against both the Zards and the Canitaurs for their selfishness and their pretensions of morality. There is no morality where one sees another starving and suffering and does not help, when one sees a whole race of people living on a land where nothing but sorrows dwell, but will not let them share the wealth that was given one by no doing of oneself. There is no morality in selfishness, and when I saw those wretched people, I no longer felt like redeeming those on Daem from the impending doom of humanity. Whatever plans they had for me they never told, I sensed, for there was something deeply wrong about the way they looked at me and talked about me, something deeply wrong about the way they patronized me and treated me like a silly child, while I was the one who was to decide their fate. The Canitaurs and the Zards both looked at me with a subtle sense of deceit and ill will, all that is, except Bernibus, which is why our friendship flourished so swiftly. G SIDE OF THE SEA AT THAT MOMENT I WAS EMBITTERED AGAINST BOTH THE ZARDS AND THE CANADORS FOR THEIR SELFISHNESS AND THEIR PRETENSIONS OF MORALITY THERE IS NO MORALITY WHERE ONE SEES ANOTHER STARVING AND SUFFERING AND DOES NOT HELP WHEN ONE SEES A WHOLE RACE OF PEOPLE LIVING ON A LAND WHERE NOTHING BUT SORROWS DWELL BUT WILL NOT LET THEM SHARE THE WEALTH THAT WAS GIVEN ONE BY NO DOING OF ONESELF THERE IS NO MORALITY IN SELFISHNESS AND WHEN I SAW THOSE WRETCHED PEOPLE I NO LONGER FELT LIKE REDEEMING THOSE ON DAM FROM THE IMPENDING DOOM OF HUMANITY WHATEVER PLANS THEY HAD FOR ME THEY NEVER TOLD I SENSED FOR THERE WAS SOMETHING DEEPLY WRONG ABOUT THE WAY THEY LOOKED AT ME AND TALKED ABOUT ME SOMETHING DEEPLY WRONG ABOUT THE WAY THEY PATRONIZED ME AND TREATED ME LIKE A SILLY CHILD WHILE I WAS THE ONE WHO WAS TO DECIDE THEIR FATE THE CANOTERS AND THE ZARDS BOTH LOOKED AT ME WITH A SUBTLE SENSE OF DECEIT AND ILL WILL ALL THAT IS EXCEPT BONABUS WHICH IS WHY OUR FRIENDSHIP FLOURISHED SO SWIFTLY
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