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And dear John gathered me up in his arms, and just carried me upstairs and laid me on the bed, and sat by me and read to me till it tired my head. AND DEAR JOHN GATHERED ME UP IN HIS ARMS AND JUST CARRIED ME UPSTAIRS AND LAID ME ON THE BED AND SAT BY ME AND READ TO ME TILL IT TIRED MY HEAD
ction. It makes me tired to follow it. I will take a nap, I guess. I don’t know why I should write this. I don’t want to. I don’t feel able. And I know John would think it absurd. But I must say what I feel and think in some way—it is such a relief! But the effort is getting to be greater than the relief. Half the time now I am awfully lazy, and lie down ever so much. John says I musn’t lose my strength, and has me take cod-liver oil and lots of tonics and things, to say nothing of ale and wine and rare meat. Dear John! He loves me very dearly, and hates to have me sick. I tried to have a real earnest reasonable talk with him the other day, and tell him how I wish he would let me go and make a visit to Cousin Henry and Julia. But he said I wasn’t able to go, nor able to stand it after I got there; and I did not make out a very good case for myself, for I was crying before I had finished. It is getting to be a great effort for me to think straight. Just this nervous weakness, I suppose. DLONG PLUNGES OF EQUAL DISTRACTION IT MAKES ME TIRED TO FOLLOW IT I WILL TAKE A NAP I GUESS I DON'T KNOW WHY I SHOULD WRITE THIS I DON'T WANT TO I DON'T FEEL ABLE AND I KNOW JOHN WOULD THINK IT ABSURD BUT I MUST SAY WHAT I FEEL AND THINK IN SOME WAY IT IS SUCH A RELIEF BUT THE EFFORT IS GETTING TO BE GREATER THAN THE RELIEF HALF THE TIME NOW I'M AWFULLY LAZY AND LIE DOWN EVER SO MUCH JOHN SAYS I MUSTN'T LOSE MY STRENGTH AND HAS ME TAKE COD LIVER OIL AND LOTS OF TONICS AND THINGS TO SAY NOTHING OF ALE AND WINE AND RARE MEAT DEAR JOHN HE LOVES ME VERY DEARLY AND HATES TO HAVE ME SICK I TRY TO HAVE A REAL EARNEST REASONABLE TALK WITH HIM THE OTHER DAY AND TELL HIM HOW I WISHED HE WOULD LET ME GO AND MAKE A VISIT TO COUSIN HENRY AND JULIA BUT HE SAID I WASN'T ABLE TO GO NOR ABLE TO STAND IT AFTER I GOT THERE AND I DID NOT MAKE OUT A VERY GOOD CASE FOR MYSELF FOR I WAS CRYING BEFORE I'D FINISHED IT IS GETTING TO BE A GREAT EFFORT FOR ME TO THINK STRAIGHT JUST THIS NERVOUS WEAKNESS I SUPPOSE
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