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It makes me feel that something must burst and tear its way out—that he would do something—or I should do something—I don't know exactly what I mean, probably,—but that I should let myself go and scream—" "Joan!" IT MAKES ME FEEL THAT SOMETHING MUST BURST AND TEAR ITS WAY OUT THAT HE WOULD DO SOMETHING OR THAT I SHOULD DO SOMETHING I DON'T KNOW EXACTLY WHAT I MEAN PROBABLY BUT THAT I SHOULD LET MYSELF GO AND SCREAM JOAN
estrange her confidence altogether if I blundered any more and treated her like a child— "I think, perhaps, the true explanation is that you pity him for loving you, and at the same time you feel the repulsion of the healthy, vigorous animal for what is weak and timid. If he came up boldly and took you by the throat and shouted that he would force you to love him—well, then you would feel no fear at all. You would know exactly how to deal with him. Isn't it, perhaps, something of that kind?" The girl made no reply, and when I took her hand I felt that it trembled a little and was cold. "It's not his love that I'm afraid of," she said hurriedly, for at this moment we heard the dip of a paddle in the water, "it's something in his very soul that terrifies me in a way I have never been terrified before,—yet fascinates me. In town I was hardly conscious of his presence. But the moment we got away from civilisation, it began to come. He seems so—so real up here. I dread being alone with him. LENCE I ADDED FEELING THAT I SHOULD ESTRANGE HER CONFIDENCE ALTOGETHER IF I BLUNDERED ANY MORE AND TREATED HER LIKE A CHILD I THINK PERHAPS THE TRUE EXPLANATION IS THAT YOU PITY HIM FOR LOVING YOU AND AT THE SAME TIME YOU FEEL THE REPULSION OF THE HEALTHY VIGOROUS ANIMAL FOR WHAT IS WEAK AND TIMID IF HE CAME UP BOLDLY AND TOOK YOU BY THE THROAT AND SHOUTED HE WOULD FORCE YOU TO LOVE HIM WELL THEN YOU WOULD FEEL NO FEAR AT ALL YOU WOULD KNOW EXACTLY HOW TO DEAL WITH HIM ISN'T IT PERHAPS SOMETHING OF THAT KIND THE GIRL MADE NO REPLY AND WHEN I TOOK HER HAND I FELT THAT IT TREMBLED A LITTLE AND WAS COLD IT'S NOT HIS LOVE THAT I'M AFRAID OF SHE SAID HURRIEDLY FOR AT THIS MOMENT WE HEARD THE DIP OF A PADDLE IN THE WATER IT'S SOMETHING IN HIS VERY SOUL THAT TERRIFIES ME IN A WAY I HAVE NEVER BEEN TERRIFIED BEFORE IT FASCINATES ME IN TOWN I WAS HARDLY CONSCIOUS OF HIS PRESENCE BUT THE MOMENT WE GOT AWAY FROM CIVILIZATION IT BEGAN TO COME HE SEEMS SO SO REAL A PEER I DREAD BEING ALONE WITH HIM
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