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After lunch, he found that more data on the period immediately before the Thirty Days' War was coming into his consciousness. He resolutely suppressed it, knowing as he did that it might never come to him again. AFTER LUNCH HE FOUND THAT MORE DATA ON THE PERIOD IMMEDIATELY BEFORE THE THIRTY DAYS WAR WAS COMING INTO HIS CONSCIOUSNESS HE RESOLUTELY SUPPRESSED IT KNOWING AS HE DID THAT IT MIGHT NEVER COME TO HIM AGAIN
en that item of knowledge--or delusion--in 1970, shortly before the end of the school term. It hadn't been until after the fall opening of school that he had begun making notes. He could have had the knowledge of the robot rocket in his mind then, and neglected putting it on paper. He undressed, put on his pajamas, poured himself a drink, and went to bed. Three hours later, still awake, he got up, and poured himself another, bigger, drink. Somehow, eventually, he fell asleep. * * * * * The next morning, he searched his desk and book-case in the office at school. He had never kept a diary; now he was wishing that he had. That might have contained something that would be evidence, one way or the other. All day, he vacillated between conviction of the reality of his future knowledge and resolution to have no more to do with it. Once he decided to destroy all the notes he had made, and thought of making a special study of some facet of history, and writing another book, to occupy his mind. LIEVED HE REMEMBERED HAVING GOTTEN THAT ITEM OF KNOWLEDGE OR DELUSION IN NINETEEN SEVENTY SHORTLY BEFORE THE END OF THE SCHOOL TERM IT HADN'T BEEN UNTIL AFTER THE FALL OPENING OF SCHOOL THAT HE HAD BEGUN MAKING NOTES HE COULD HAVE HAD THE KNOWLEDGE OF THE ROBUCK ROCKET IN HIS MIND THEN AND NEGLECTED PUTTING IT ON PAPER UNDRESSED PUT ON HIS PYJAMAS POURED HIMSELF A DRINK AND WENT TO BED THREE HOURS LATER STILL AWAKE HE GOT UP AND POURED HIMSELF ANOTHER BIGGER DRINK SOMEHOW EVENTUALLY HE FELL ASLEEP THE NEXT MORNING HE SEARCHED HIS DESK AND BOOKCASE IN THE OFFICE AT A SCHOOL HE HAD NEVER KEPT A DIARY NOW HE WAS WISHING THAT HE HAD THAT MIGHT HAVE CONTAINED SOMETHING THAT WOULD BE EVIDENCE ONE WAY OR THE OTHER ALL DAY HE VACILLATED BETWEEN CONVICTION OF THE REALITY OF HIS FUTURE KNOWLEDGE AND RESOLUTION TO HAVE NO MORE TO DO WITH IT ONCE HE DECIDED TO DESTROY ALL THE NOTES HE HAD MADE AND THOUGHT OF MAKING A SPECIAL STUDY OF SOME FACTIVE HISTORY AND WRITING ANOTHER BOOK TO OCCUPY HIS MIND
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