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You wanted to know about me—of my life before Maria. Before Maria? It seems strange to think about it. There is no life without Maria. YOU WANTED TO KNOW ABOUT ME OF MY LIFE BEFORE MARIA BEFORE MARIA IT SEEMS STRANGE TO THINK ABOUT IT THERE IS NO LIFE WITHOUT MARIA
hose threshold sunshine and fresh air dared not cross. Without the saving warmth of sunlight or the fresh, clean relief of sweet-smelling air, I read. Read, inhaling the pungent, sour smell of the Scotch I had consumed during the long, sleepless night. Read, and then doubted that I had read at all—but the blue ink on the white paper forced me to acknowledge its actuality. It had been written by Hunter, in a neat, scholar's script. Dear Morris: (It began) Why should I not have wanted Maria? You did; others doubtless did. Why then should she not be mine? There are many things worse than being married to me; she might have married a man who beat her! With her I have known the two happiest days of my life. I want no more than that. I have no right to ask for more. Have we, any of us, a right to endless bliss on this earth? Hardly. You thought of her welfare above all; for that I owe you some explanation. You must be patient, you must believe, and in the end, you must do as I ask. You must. MY FLAT TO THE MUSTY OBLONG DIMLY LIT ROOM WHOSE THRESHOLD SUNSHINE AND FRESH AIR DARED NOT CROSS WITHOUT THE SAVING WARMTH OF SUNLIGHT OR THE FRESH CLEAN RELIEF OF SWEET SMELLING AIR I READ READ INHALING THE PUNGENT SOUR SMELL OF THE SCOTCH I HAD CONSUMED DURING THE LONG SLEEPLESS NIGHT READ AND THEN DOUBTED I HAD READ IT ALL BUT THE BLUE INK ON THE WHITE PAPER FORCED ME TO ACKNOWLEDGE ITS ACTUALITY IT HAD BEEN WRITTEN BY HUNTER AND NEAT SCHOLAR SCRIPT DEAR MORRIS IT BEGAN WHY SHOULD I NOT HAVE WANTED MARIA YOU DID OTHERS DOUBTLESS DID WHY THEN SHOULD SHE NOT BE MINE THERE ARE MANY THINGS WORSE THAN BEING MARRIED TO ME SHE MIGHT HAVE MARRIED A MAN WHO BEAT HER WITH HER I HAVE KNOWN THE TWO HAPPIEST DAYS OF MY LIFE I WANT NO MORE THAN THAT I HAVE NO RIGHT TO ASK FOR MORE HAVE WE ANY OF US A RIGHT TO ENDLESS BLISS ON THIS EARTH HARDLY YOU THOUGHT OF HER WELFARE ABOVE ALL FOR THAT I OWE YOU SOME EXPLANATION YOU MUST BE PATIENT YOU MUST BELIEVE AND IN THE END YOU MUST DO AS I ASK YOU MUST
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