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May Bartram had a pause. "Do you ask that, by any chance, because you feel at all that yours isn't? I mean because you have to wait so long." Oh he understood what she meant! MAY BARTRAM HAD A PAUSE DO YOU ASK THAT BY ANY CHANCE BECAUSE YOU FEEL AT ALL THAT YOURS ISN'T I MEAN BECAUSE YOU HAVE TO WAIT SO LONG OH HE UNDERSTOOD WHAT SHE MEANT
ned--I've seen it all along. Only what is it that saves _you_? I often think, you know, of that." She looked as if she sometimes thought of that too, but rather in a different way. "Where other people, you mean, are concerned?" "Well, you're really so in with me, you know--as a sort of result of my being so in with yourself. I mean of my having such an immense regard for you, being so tremendously mindful of all you've done for me. I sometimes ask myself if it's quite fair. Fair I mean to have so involved and--since one may say it--interested you. I almost feel as if you hadn't really had time to do anything else." "Anything else but be interested?" she asked. "Ah what else does one ever want to be? If I've been 'watching' with you, as we long ago agreed I was to do, watching's always in itself an absorption." "Oh certainly," John Marcher said, "if you hadn't had your curiosity--! Only doesn't it sometimes come to you as time goes on that your curiosity isn't being particularly repaid? HIS WAY AND THAT SO FAR AS OTHER PEOPLE ARE CONCERNED I'VE SEEN IT ALL ALONG ONLY WHAT IS IT THAT SAVES YOU I OFTEN THINK YOU KNOW OF THAT SHE LOOKED AS IF SHE SOMETIMES THOUGHT OF THAT TOO BUT RATHER IN A DIFFERENT WAY WHERE OTHER PEOPLE YOU MEAN ARE CONCERNED WELL YOU'RE REALLY SO IN WITH ME YOU KNOW AS A SORT OF RESULT OF MY BEING SO IN WITH YOURSELF I MEAN OF MY HAVING SUCH AN IMMENSE REGARD FOR YOU BEING SO TREMENDOUSLY MINDFUL OF ALL YOU'VE DONE FOR ME I SOMETIMES ASK MYSELF IF IT'S QUITE FAIR FAIR I MEAN TO HAVE SO INVOLVED AND SINCE ONE MAY SAY IT INTERESTED YOU I ALMOST FEEL AS IF YOU HADN'T REALLY HAD TIME TO DO ANYTHING ELSE ANYTHING ELSE BUT BE INTERESTED SHE ASKED AH WHAT ELSE DOES ONE EVER WANT TO BE IF I'VE BEEN WATCHING WITH YOU AS WE LONG AGO AGREED I WAS TO DO WATCHING'S ALWAYS IN ITSELF AN ABSORPTION OH CERTAINLY JOHN MARCHER SAID IF YOU HADN'T HAD YOUR CURIOSITY ONLY DOESN'T IT SOMETIMES COME TO YOU AS TIME GOES ON THAT YOUR CURIOSITY ISN'T BEING PARTICULARLY REPAID
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