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"Then how will it appear strange?" Marcher bethought himself. "It won't  to _me_." "To whom then?" THEN HOW WILL IT APPEAR STRANGE MARCHER BETHOUGHT HIMSELF IT WON'T TO ME TO WHOM THEN
e I am, you see. It hasn't been overwhelming." "Then it hasn't been love," said May Bartram. "Well, I at least thought it was. I took it for that--I've taken it till now. It was agreeable, it was delightful, it was miserable," he explained. "But it wasn't strange. It wasn't what my affair's to be." "You want something all to yourself--something that nobody else knows or _has_ known?" "It isn't a question of what I 'want'--God knows I don't want anything. It's only a question of the apprehension that haunts me--that I live with day by day." He said this so lucidly and consistently that he could see it further impose itself. If she hadn't been interested before she'd have been interested now. "Is it a sense of coming violence?" Evidently now too again he liked to talk of it. "I don't think of it as--when it does come--necessarily violent. I only think of it as natural and as of course above all unmistakeable. I think of it simply as _the_ thing. _The_ thing will of itself appear natural. MEANT SUCH A CATACLYSM HASN'T PROVED THE GREAT AFFAIR HERE I AM YOU SEE IT HASN'T BEEN OVERWHELMING THEN IT HASN'T BEEN LOVE SAID MAY BARTRAM WELL I AT LEAST THOUGHT IT WAS I TOOK IT FOR THAT I'VE TAKEN IT TILL NOW IT WAS AGREEABLE IT WAS DELIGHTFUL IT WAS MISERABLE HE EXPLAINED BUT IT WASN'T STRANGE IT WASN'T WHAT MY AFFAIR'S TO BE YOU WANT SOMETHING ALL TO YOURSELF SOMETHING THAT NOBODY ELSE KNOWS OR HAS KNOWN IT ISN'T A QUESTION OF WHAT I WANT GOD KNOWS I DON'T WANT ANYTHING IT'S ONLY A QUESTION OF THE APPREHENSION THAT HAUNTS ME THAT I LIVE WITH DAY BY DAY SAID THIS SO LUCIDLY AND CONSISTENTLY THAT HE COULD SEE IT FURTHER IMPOSE ITSELF IF SHE HADN'T BEEN INTERESTED BEFORE SHE'D HAVE BEEN INTERESTED NOW IS IT A SENSE OF COMING VIOLENCE EVIDENTLY NOW TOO AGAIN HE LIKED TO TALK OF IT I DON'T THINK OF IT AS WHEN IT DOES COME NECESSARILY VIOLENT I ONLY THINK OF IT AS NATURAL AND AS OF COURSE ABOVE ALL UNMISTAKABLE I THINK OF IT SIMPLY AS THE THING THE THING WILL OF ITSELF APPEAR NATURAL
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