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I fear I saw nothing laughable about it, but I held my peace. Why, I could have done a thesis for her that would have driven some mild mannered prof completely out of his mind! I kept my knowledge to myself, though; I didn't want to scare Maria. She was like a flash of sunshine in a darkened room. I FEAR I SAW NOTHING LAUGHABLE ABOUT IT BUT I HELD MY PIECE WHY I COULD HAVE DONE A THESIS FOR HER THAT WOULD HAVE DRIVEN SOME MILD MANNERED PROP COMPLETELY OUT OF HIS MIND I KEPT MY KNOWLEDGE TO MYSELF THOUGH I DIDN'T WANT TO SCARE MARIA SHE WAS LIKE A FLASH OF SUNSHINE IN A DARKENED ROOM
ow could I expect someone else to understand? I only knew what I was; nor could I rationalize on why I had become this way. I could only presume it had happened to others equally as innocent as myself of wrong-doing. In the daytime, when I was like others, I reproached myself; goodness knows I loathed myself and what I had to do in order to "live." I wished I might really die, for I was tired—so frightfully tired and sick of it all. But I knew of no way to accomplish this, so I had to bear it all, fasting until my voracious, disgusting appetites got the better of me. I decided there must be some information on my kind, particularly in this area where vampire legends are rife, so I took to haunting reading rooms. It was there I met Maria. She told me, after we knew each other better, that she was doing graduate work in regional superstitions and had decided that her thesis would treat of the history of vampirism. She found it terribly amusing, but at the same time frightening: Didn't I? MYSELF MY MOTIVES SO HOW COULD I EXPECT SOME ONE ELSE TO UNDERSTAND I ONLY KNEW WHAT I WAS NOR COULD I RATIONALIZE ON WHY I HAD BECOME THIS WAY I COULD ONLY PRESUME THAT HAD HAPPENED TO OTHERS EQUALLY AS INNOCENT AS MYSELF OF WRONG DOING IN THE DAYTIME WHEN I WAS LIKE OTHERS I REPROACHED MYSELF GOODNESS KNOWS I LOATHED MYSELF IN WHAT I HAD TO DO IN ORDER TO LIVE I WISHED I MIGHT REALLY DIE FOR I WAS TIRED SO FRIGHTFULLY TIRED AND SICK OF IT ALL BUT I KNEW OF NO WAY TO ACCOMPLISH THIS THOUGH I HAD TO BEAR IT ALL FASTING UNTIL MY VORACIOUS DISGUSTING APPETITE GOT THE BETTER OF ME I DECIDED THERE MUST BE SOME INFORMATION ON MY KIND PARTICULARLY IN THIS AREA WHERE VAMPIRE LEGENDS ARE RIPE SO I TOOK TO HAUNTING READING ROOM IT WAS THERE I MET MARIA SHE TOLD ME AFTER WE KNEW EACH OTHER BETTER THAT SHE WAS DOING GRADUATE WORK IN REGIONAL SUPERSTITIONS AND HAD DECIDED THAT HER THESIS WOULD TREAT OF THE HISTORY OF VAMPIRISM SHE FOUND IT TERRIBLY AMUSING BUT AT THE SAME TIME FRIGHTENING DIDN'T I
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