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Then he becomes tired, lazy, afraid of work, fearful of everything great; and hating himself. THEN HE BECOMES TIRED LAZY AFRAID OF WORK FEARFUL OF EVERYTHING GREAT AND HATING HIMSELF
lusion of freedom by ever-growing inner doubts and convictions. He feels that he can neither lead nor help himself; and then he plunges hopelessly into the workaday world and endeavours to ward off such feelings by study. The most trivial bustle fastens itself upon him; he sinks under his heavy burden. Then he suddenly pulls himself together; he still feels some of that power within him which would have enabled him to keep his head above water. Pride and noble resolutions assert themselves and grow in him. He is afraid of sinking at this early stage into the limits of a narrow profession; and now he grasps at pillars and railings alongside the stream that he may not be swept away by the current. In vain! for these supports give way, and he finds he has clutched at broken reeds. In low and despondent spirits he sees his plans vanish away in smoke. His condition is undignified, even dreadful: he keeps between the two extremes of work at high pressure and a state of melancholy enervation. FOR THIS HUGE ILLUSION OF FREEDOM BY EVER GROWING INNER DOUBTS AND CONVICTIONS HE FEELS THAT HE CAN NEITHER LEAD NOR HELP HIMSELF AND THEN HE PLUNGES HOPELESSLY INTO THE WORKDAY WORLD AND ENDEAVOURS TO WARD OFF SUCH FEELINGS BY STUDY THE MOST TRIVIAL BUSTLE FASTENS ITSELF UPON HIM HE SINKS UNDER THIS HEAVY BURDEN THEN HE SUDDENLY PULLS HIMSELF TOGETHER HE STILL FEELS SOME OF THAT POWER WITHIN HIM WHICH WOULD HAVE ENABLED HIM TO KEEP HIS HEAD ABOVE WATER PRIDE AND NOBLE RESOLUTION ASSERTS THEMSELVES AND GROW IN HIM HE IS AFRAID OF SINKING AT THIS EARLY STAGE INTO THE LIMITS OF A NARROW PROFESSION AND NOW HE GRASPS AT PILLARS AND RAILINGS ALONGSIDE THE STREAM THAT HE MAY NOT BE SWEPT AWAY BY THE CURRENT IN VAIN FOR THESE SUPPORTS GIVE WAY AND HE FINDS HE HAS CLUTCHED AT BROKEN REEDS IN LOW AND DESPONDENT SPIRITS HE SEES HIS PLANS VANISH AWAY IN SMOKEKE HIS CONDITION IS UNDIGNIFIED EVEN DREADFUL HE KEEPS BETWEEN THE TWO EXTREMES OF WORK AT HIGH PRESSURE IN A STATE OF MELANCHOLY ENERVATION
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