وربما حصل هذا التغيير بسبب التقائي بناس قد فتحوا أبوابا لي أكثر من الذين وضعوا غطي و ظلالا من فوقي
And perhaps this shift in me has happened  because I've been exposed to more people who have opened doors for me  than those who have put lids and cast shadows on me.