So although I had every reason to be fearful of what was ahead, and had no clue quite what was going to happen, I was alive.
Αν και είχα λοιπόν κάθε λόγο να φοβάμαι τα μελλούμενα, και δεν είχα ιδέα  τι επρόκειτο να συμβεί, ήμουν ζωντανός.