And by 20, I had the sense, I really had the sense, that I could overcome this, that I was now strong enough that by an act of will, I could blow the obsessional thinking away.
А след 20-тата имах чувството, наистина изпитвах чувството, че мога да преодолея това, че вече съм достатъчно силен и чрез волево действие, мога да разкарам натрапчивите мисли.