And maybe the hardest part about my life ending is that I learned something hard about myself, and that was that, as much as I would be frustrated about not being able to get my work out to the world, there was a part of me that was working very hard to engineer staying small, staying right under the radar.
ja vaikeinta oli oppia itsestäni jotain haastavaa. Tajusin että vaikka minua ärsyttikin ettei työni yltänyt ihmisten tietouteen, osa minusta teki kovaa työtä juuri näkymättömyyden eteen.