Because I'd had such a bad problem with self-injury that most of the cutlery in the house had been hidden, so I ended up arming myself with a plastic fork, kind of like picnic ware, and sort of sat outside the room clutching it and waiting to spring into action should anything happen.
Koska itseni vahingoittaminen oli ollut paha ongelma, melkein kaikki veitset talossa oli kätketty, joten aseistin itseni muovihaarukalla ja istuin huoneen ulkopuolella haarukkaa puristaen ja valmiina toimintaan, jos jotain tapahtuisi.