(Laughter) So for the longest time, all I would do is recall the memory of this person over and over again, wishing that I could get rid of that gut-wrenching, visceral "blah" feeling.
(Latter) Så i lang tid, var det eneste jeg gjorde at huske på et minde om denne person igen og igen, og ønskede at jeg kunne slippe for den pinefulde, indre "blah" følelse.