So although I had every reason to be fearful of what was ahead, and had no clue quite what was going to happen, I was alive.
اگرچه دلایل زیادی داشتم تا از اون چیزی که پیش روم بود بترسم، و دقیقاً ازاین که قراره چه اتفاقی بیفته هیچ اطلاعی نداشتم، اما هنوز زنده بودم.