And by 20, I had the sense, I really had the sense, that I could overcome this, that I was now strong enough that by an act of will, I could blow the obsessional thinking away.
و سر بیستمی، می‌تونستم حس کنم، واقعا می‌تونستم حس کنم که از پسِش برمیام، که حالا من آنقدر قوی هستم که با نیروی اراده، می‌تونم وسواس فکری‌ام را دور بریزم.