And it was at that point that I began to think that it was just too painful to be alive, and that the only reason not to kill oneself was so as not to hurt other people.
آن موقع بود که به این فکر افتادم که زنده بودن خیلی دردناک است، و تنها دلیل خودکشی نکردن صدمه نزدن به دیگران است.