And so as I contemplated all of this and looked at what was happening, I suddenly realized that there was a paradox that was emerging inside of me, and the paradox was this: in all of those sermons that I preached decrying the violence, I was also talking about building community, but I suddenly realized that there was a certain segment of the population that I was not including in my definition of community.
و همانطور که به تمام اینها عمیقاً فکر می‎کردم، و آن چه که اتفاق افتاده بود را بررسی کردم، ناگهانی به حقیقت تضاد ایجاد شده در درونم پی بردم. و تناقض این بود: در تمام آن خطابه‎ها که من خشونت را نکوهش می‎کردم، و همچنین در مورد ساخت جامعه حرف می‎زدم، اما ناگهان متوجه شدم که یک بخش مشخص از جمعیت را جزئی از تعریف جامعه حساب نمی‎کردم.