How I was going to answer their questions about how bad it was and whether I was going to be OK, when I didn't know that myself.
چگونه باید به سوال‌هایشان پاسخ می‌دادم که چقدر بد است و اینکه خوب می‌شوم و یا نه، در حالی که خودم هم پاسخش را نمی‌دانستم.