They kept referring to it as "declining," even though she herself was fascinated by it, the changes it was going through, following the rules of its nature day by day, independent of her will.
اونها بهش می‌گفتند "رو به زوال"، گرچه خودش، دوستش داشت، تغییراتی که داشت اتفاق می افتاد، با قوانین ذاتی اون، روز به روز و مستقل از خواست اون.