I was afraid that for the rest of my life some second-class happiness would be the best I could hope for.
مى‌‌ترسيدم كه براى بقيه عمرم داشتن خوشيهاى درجه دو بهترين چيزى باشد كه كه مى‌‌توانستم آرزويش را داشته باشم.