And then I understood that asking my father so many questions was stirring up a whole past he probably didn't feel like talking about because it was painful.
بعدا فهمیدم که با پرسیدن سوال های متعدد از پدرم بخشی از گذشته او را هم می زدم که دلش نمی خواست درباره‌اش حرف بزند چون دردناک بود.