I lived in denial for a long time, and the denial was maybe because of the things that had happened, dropping out of school and being fired from my job.
برای مدتی طولانی در انکار به سر بردم، و این انکار شاید به دلیل  چیزهایی بود که اتفاق افتاده بود، رها کردن تحصیل  و اخراج شدن از کار.