And maybe the hardest part about my life ending is that I learned something hard about myself, and that was that, as much as I would be frustrated about not being able to get my work out to the world, there was a part of me that was working very hard to engineer staying small, staying right under the radar.
Ir, galbūt, sunkiausia dalis, kai mano gyvenimas baigėsi, buvo ta, kai aš sužinojau apie save kai ką labai sunkaus, o tai buvo štai kas: kad ir kiek aš buvau nusivylusi, nes negalėjau pristatyti pasauliui savo darbo, dalis manęs labai sunkiai dirbo ir projektavo, kad likčiau nepastebima, likčiau tiesiai už radaro.