But he was in my mind so much that I couldn't get through him to other things ... some of me was buried with him in France, and some of him was left alive in me.
Но он настолько занимал мои мысли, что я не могла думать о чём-то другом... часть меня была похоронена вмести с ним во Франции, а часть него продолжала жить во мне.