Do like the soldier Toto! Go away! This land is cursed.  When you're here every day you feel like you're at the center of the universe it seems like nothing ever changes. Then you go away one year two...And when you come back everything's different. The thread has broken. You don't find those you were looking for your things no longer exist. Isn't that the case?...You've got to go away a long time for many many years before coming back and finding your people again the land where you were born...But not now it's impossible. Now you're blinder than I am. 