But what I decided to do is some writing.  Yeah I think I've had it with acting.  You know these meaningless auditions at cattle calls.  And I can't handle another rejection.  Now let's face it here.  I gotta you know latch on to something in my life.  You know--something with a future.  I'm not sixteen anymore.  It's just...crazy!  I've got...an idea for a story. More than one.  And I just need a few months you know or uh a year even.