Am I going?  Am I going to England?  I've thought about this quite a bit and I've realised what I probably should do is just carve out a goal for my future and find out what I wanna do with my life do all the stuff that I've been avoiding in a big way. I mean Diane and I can wait for each other right?  What's she gonna... she's gonna run off with some English guy?  There's no way.