Being a CSA survivor and now being a grown man (mid 40's) I have been troubled for years and years of still being dominated and abused by men, does anyone else feel like this or am I the only one? I dont understand it and have made a therapy appointment but its not easy talking about this face to face, I am married and love my wife and do not find myself attracted to men but I think my CSA and bullying as a boy and young teen makes me feel a certain type of submissiveness towards men. I feel I am the only person like this......and not sure what therapy/counseling can do but willing to try it.