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Christmas is finally over... I go home to Kansas tomorrow... not like that excites me all to much anymore... I'm scared to see her... I'm scared of rejection.. I love her so much.. But what's it matter now... I lost her with my own stupid decisions... I mean.. I'm really just happy to be leaving Tulsa. Way to many people. I miss the quiet small town.. I just wish i could go back and tell myself not to message her.. I told myself she was to good for me... I still chose to talk to her.. I fell for her.. I hurt her.. And now she's gone.. Perfect... Just fucking grand.. :'(

BLOOD&#039;Y REVENGE's picture

my life's a soundtrack (2014)


2. Put it on shuffle
3. Press play
4. For every question below, type the song that’s playing
6. Don’t lie and try to pretend you’re cool …

Here are mine:

Opening Credits:
Na Na Na - MCR

First Day At School:
Sick and Disgusting - Beartooth
(and every other day at school)

Falling In Love:
Outcasts - Palisades

Breaking Up:
Sick - Beartooth

Night of Silence - choir version

Mental Breakdown:
Bangarang - Skrillex

Misery - Green Day

Getting Back Together:
There will be no Christmas - Crown the Emprire

Wedding Scene:
Lonely Lullaby - Owl City

Final Battle:
Cementary Drive - MCR

Death Scene:
Gold - Owl City

Funeral Song:
Cancer - MCR

End Credits:
Drink with Me - Les Miserables

BLOOD&#039;Y REVENGE's picture

feelin tipsy

eli_fran's picture

Feliz Navidad!!

:3 al fin tengo mi May death never stop you <3 es el mejor regalo de santa !
A todos les deseo una muy buen termino de año!

muzik-is-bae's picture

upsetting xmas

I feel stupid
I feel alone
I feel dumb
I don't know what's just happend
I don't know how to react
I don't what to do
Its pathetic I'm standing here
Its pathetic I'm just watching
Its pathetic I'm doing nothing
Why did this happen to me
Why does this kill me inside
Why does death follow me
Everyone calls me a death trap
Everyone hate me
Everyones scared of me
See this 1,2,3 and 4 maybe one more
See the direction this goes
See how he dropped the blade
I cry because I loved him
I cry because I needed him
I cry because he was my best friend
What made him do this
What made him hurt me inside
What made him die
Was it me
Was it the walking death trap
Was it him
Is it just a dream
Is it real
Is it a joke
No its not a dream
Yes it is real
No it is not a joke
My best friend lays their motionless
Why Jake I loved you
Why do this to me
Why make my die inside

My best friend is gone
He died last year
On christmas day
I find it hard to cope
To this day

Golden Dragon's picture

Happy Xmas to everyone!!

ThreeCheersForMyChem's picture

Merry Christmas Killyoys!

Happy Christmas MCRmy! hope you all are having a nice day. Happy New Year too! Hope everyone's year will be a good one. Here's a pic of my awesome new MCR bauble lol :)

muzik-is-bae's picture

merry xmas

You know guys Xxxxxxx

muzik-is-bae's picture

merry xmas

You know guys Xxxxxxx

chpeverill-conti's picture

Happy Xmas/I'm back

Hey all,
Merry xmas1!! I was only gone for a week and I wasn't able to stay off the site. SO I guess since I never really left that means I'm not coming back.. but whatever
I've realized that you guys are what I need. That you're all here for me always. Thanks to KilljoysNeverDie, xxstraightjacketxx, mcrnut_89 and Bloody for helping me realize this :)
I love you all and you've done SO MUCH for me. And even though I'm not at my top state, I think I'll make it enough to blog on here lol :)
Christmas is going fine. I've gotten a black trench coat, a bubble machine, some gift cards, stickers, and GERARD'S SKELETON ONSIE but that won't be here till the end of January
- NZ

MarianaMCR's picture

Merry Christmas

What the title says :)

mcrhannah's picture

merry christmas!



BLOOD&#039;Y REVENGE's picture

there will be no Christmas. at least not for me

we dont have a tree. or a wreath. or even a light. we didnt have dinner together.

i havent seen a present, only those on the train that parent buy their other children.

is this what happens to the Christmas spirit when we're older?

well... its almost time anyway. i dont remember it being this depressing.

Merry Christmas.

imma go get something to drink. maybe ill get buzzed and sleep soundly tonight.

Kellins_Chew_Toy's picture

True Happiness

So, what does true happiness mean to people anymore? I mean, every day you'll desire something else. And 9 out of 10 people won't get it. Or them. Or whatever it is. I'm never happy.. I haven't been for a while now.. I'm not happy knowing I fuck up everything. Even my body is killing itself off. So explain to me what true happiness is. I'd love to experience it for myself. Until then... I don't want to do a thing...

BLOOD&#039;Y REVENGE's picture

last one lol (for the night)

i need to get these contacts out and take off the eyeliner before i accidentally fall asleep with it on...

good night, dear children of the barricades