WinstonSmith's blog

The Tzadik can I look at this "tzadikly?"

The Tzadik never whines.
His questions are always relevent -
they create clarity.

The Tzadik finds relationship in all circumstances,
and accepts that all efforts made may not change outcome.
He accepts,
and endures...



Dear One hold me
and show me your truth.
Enfold me
until I am You.
Will you reveal yourself to me?
Am I already everything I need to be?
Dear One look inside my soul
and help me feel whole.

Losing and Finding the Point

I wanted to take some time to parooze the site and get caught up. There's so much going on, so many new members, so much insight, so much sharing. Folks seems so open, so willing to hear and be heard...and here I sit, somehow not being able to REALLY take it in...

It's amazing the places this path winds in and around if you just let yourself, allow yourself, to follow. It's also amazing how easy it is to fall down and wonder why it seems so hard to get back up.

Suddenly I find myself defenseless against the small stuff - which seems to be keeping me from being able to "be there" to deal with the big stuff. It's like I somehow completely lost my way. It's very comforting though, to know I am still on the path. I could be forging a new "loop road" - but I am, undoubtedly, still on the path.

There are a lot of intense highs and lows on this journey - maybe it's modulation that I'm seeking...or that I need to come to recoginize...

Sunday Morning

Sometimes it's too beautiful in this light to be real.
Other times, too deep to let yourself really feel.
But when you call on the angels,
they always seem to come.
In this breathless, infinite elegant universe we're one.

The Aliveness of this Site

As anyone who knows me will tell you - I am not a social networker....

While Enlightenment Online was coming into being, my personal impression was that it would be like having a "private" virtual class room. It was all about the video lessons, the music, the gems and amulets, podcasts.... it had nothing to do with being a part of something larger...

But there's an aliveness to this site - especially with the latest features (like this blog) and our wonderful beta testers - I feel (not just think) that this is going to become a really important place for people to connect - and be - a community.

Thanks JS - for everything it took to make this happen, et al.

WinstonSmith, a.k.a.